How Do I Chem

Hi. :3

How do I chem?

Please tell me.

I don't understand chem(istry).

I have a test tomorrow.

* intensely sobs*

Today's my brother's birthday.

Coolio. c:

Last year was not coolio. Last year was sad. :c

So anywho, I wanna see that one new AJ thing. *goes to AJ website*

...

Dammit AJ yudodis! >:0

So yeah...

On the PSAT I took yesterday (that big test I kept on complaining about), I learned some vital information. 

(jk lol who gives a poop about it like honestly.. I mean the fact I'm about to say, not the actual like test.. ok then)

So I learned that Spanish Moss is, indeed, NOT moss and NOT Spanish. 

Why the heck is it named Spanish Moss then?! I don't know! Please help me with my chemistry work! ;o; *sobs some more*

:'( :'( :'(

So moving right along now. :3

In my LAL class today, we did this activity on this website: ... oh right it has "bad word" on front page, herpderp o3o.

Basically, it's this iPhone text generator website.

So then I had a super swagalicious idea.

I might've mixed up the contact name and the sending/receiving texts.. oh well. Dawn is sending texts to Fierdan, and it's on Fierdan's phone. (Don't ask why. XD)

Maybe Dawn put Fierdan's contact name in for him. 

Dawn is the white; Fierdan is the blue.

This is a highly likely conversation they would have if they have iPhones. Look how the server provider is not Verizon or AT&T or something like that, it's SWAG. Also look how this is happening at 3:08 AM. 

So legit, amitrite? ;D

Whelp, bye! 

Oh wait. AJ is loading now. Oh well, I have to give myself a headache by studying for chem some more. Bye! XD

Five Minute DaFier Drawing

Hey guys.

I know I probably literally say this a thousand times, but just thanks for all your nice comments. Means a lot to me. <3

So anywho, I'm not really in the posting mood today either. I also don't have that much time to either. But, for Loppio, I quickly (like in five minutes) made a very crappy drawing of DaFier (Fierdan and Dawn).

I hate it to be honest. But hey, that's what happens when Cutepups draws digitally and multitasks. X3

So here. (Yeah, I'm too tired to type out character descriptions. Still have to do that on TEO blog. ... I hate how I accomplished just about nothing.)

It's really hard for me to draw Dawn digitally. I'll work on a Dawn drawing at some point. But I'm not really in the mood to make colored drawings (traditional art) because of my crappy colored pencils. :V

So yeah. Here.

Yeah. It's so bad, I know. XD

Dawn looks creepy here. And Fierdan looks so boodyfiul. *cough* Just got new idea about him today for story/series. *cough*

Like what the heck did I do to her dress? My gawd. *eyes burn due to how hideous it looks*

Oh, little facts. Fierdan looks like Duke because they are like the same person/character (yes?). However, there are some slight differences. Duke has that purple/black flame on his heart- Fierdan does not. Duke has that tiny speck of white right above his lip on the right side of his face (the opposite side of the heart flame)- Fierdan does not. Fierdan sometimes snuggles up in a cuddly blanket of fabrics (from people he killed o.o), but it's pretty cute (bring color into his life omg ;-;). Fierdan sometimes wears a black overcoat (probably using wrong word.. oh well). Fierdan is just better than Duke in just about anything (jk idk XD). 

Less of my friends are being jerks by treating me as if I'm invisible! Yay for being noticed again. ;n;

I don't know what else to say here. I didn't feel like posting that much today.

Hmm...

ok idk gotta study some more bye

..

Um hello. ^-^

Haha, I was searching some stuff up.

Mhmm.

So basically I found out the words of what those things are. Like the names of them. Like what they're called.

Um, like words that describe me better. Well, kind of like that. idk.

I found out words that described how.. idk unique (not that word.. idk XD) I am.

Kind of relieved they have names for these things. XD

Ah yes, I am slightly messed up (as you all probably have been guessing all this time).

So, what are they?

Haha, like I'm telling you! >:U
(jk lol)

Wow, there are a lot of romantic orientations.

Wow, I still am not sure which one I am.

Same with sexual orientations (well, kind of.. more of a spectrum thing).

*cough* What I mean by I don't know how to classify myself. *cough*

#whyamipostingthis

Because I can! Alright?! >:U

Also because I have to let these thoughts that have been in my head for who knows how long out.

So yeah. c:

Also, mental AND physical illnesses shouldn't be joked about. (Same with some other stuff, obviously.)

Being suicidal is not a joke either. Someone playfully teasing you as a joke, and then claiming to be suicidal because of it is.. idk.. ugh. *cough* classmates *cough*

I share a few symptoms that correspond with social anxiety, and more symptoms that correspond with existential anxiety. (Not anything severe, very minor. Like being nervous/awkward about being with/meeting newer people, feeling clueless/helpless in the world, fear of being judged to a certain degree, thought that people around me are more happy than me, worry for the future.. stuff like that.)

Due to this, I feel depressed at times. And then, you know, I nap and post vents. And then I get thoughts where it's impossible to imagine me in the future. At all. Then feeling like I lost a part of my happiness.

And then feeling pathetic and like nothing.

Don't assume everything's going completely fine and it's all okay. Don't assume everyone being the same way you are. Don't assume anything.

Now you know.

Well.. yeah. That's it I guess (for now at least).

Bye.

~ ☆Cutepups☆ ~

This RIM even scares me (featuring mood swings)

Hi people.

I'm tired.

Earlier today, I finished drawing this picture. I liked how it came out. Then I colored it, and it became ruined.

Oh, did I ever tell you guys that I'm tired?

Well, I am.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, okay I know, okay? I know I feel fake in these commercials and AJ posts and ugh idk just life in general, but they make me laugh and make me feel better.

So yeah.. yup!

I'm really dreading Wednesday. Like, a lot. The stress bomb is starting to tick off again.

I hate tests. Okay, so really big test on Wednesday, right? So then for the other classes when I don't have the really big test, those classes decide to give quiz and test the same day. Ugh, I hate school.

Okay, just gonna say it. So.. hmm.. How to put this? Don't mind me if I suddenly make short random negative posts. Okay, just don't. Just some things. So yeah.

Oh, it's almost that date. Oh..

Ugh, here have this RIM. It's worthy of a commercial skit post. Because omg just look at it! O_O

why aj why just why omg why 

Skit time! ;)

Remember kids, this is what Brock looks like. o3o

ok then

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Duke: Um, hey Twinkle.

Twinkle: Um, hey Duke.

Duke: Why did you force me to go shopping with you?

Twinkle: You're gonna help me find the RIM. I can't find it anywhere!

Duke: Okay, hold up. *takes phone out of pocket and brings to ear* Heyo.

Fierdan: *whispers terrified* Psst, robot puppet me--

Duke: *on phone* Ugh, just call me Duke.

Fierdan: -- don't go into that store you're about to pass. The RIM is in there, and believe me, you do not want to see it.

Duke: *still on phone* Like I care. *hangs up phone*

Twinkle: Aha! The RIM is in here! *pushes Duke first into store Fierdan warned him about and then Twinkle follows*

Creepy Stalker Voice: I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.. Oh my god it's him!

Twinkle: What the heck?

*creepy pink skull object slides on store's carpet with its bright red heart eyes flashing*

Creepy Stalker Voice: I am this week's RIM. AJHQ built me for you, my sweet. Fierdan 2.0 has been spotted. I love you, I love you, I love you!

*RIM moves quickly towards Duke*

Duke: Um what.

Brock: Oh my god, totally agree with you, pal! I love you too! *picks up RIM*

Creepy Stalker Voice: Satellite connection for Fierdan and Fierdan 2.0 has been lost. Network connection error. Statistics at 500 gems. 

Duke: Um what.

Brock: *kisses RIM*

Creepy Stalker Voice: Oh my golly gee golly! That's gross, eww!

Sparkle: *breaks RIM with hammer* Oh my god, shut up! I'm having a sleepover with Cashier-Girl-No-Lady!

Brock: And me too!

Sparkle: No, Brock, no.

Brock Broccoli: And me three!

Brock That Pokemon Guy: Yeah, and me four! Wait a sec, this isn't Professor Oak's class. Where's Ash? *desperately looks around and flees scene*

Dawn: *magically enters scene* Aha! I love you, I love you, I love you! *speaks as equally creepy as RIM and moves towards Duke as equally creepy*

Duke: So you're the RIM, Dawn? Pfft, totally knew it.

Twinkle: No you didn't.

Fierdan: *gets up from under table where he was hiding from RIM/Dawn this entire time*

Brock: Um what.

Brock Broccoli: I love you, Brock!

Dawn: Fierdan and Fierdan 2.0 have been spotted. Yippee!

Sparkle: Finny, come here, stat!

Finny: *runs down stairs and halts a few feet in front of Sparkle facing her* At your service! 

Sparkle: Um, go blabber on about the statistics and economics for this week!

Finny: Will do! *bows to Sparkle*

Twinkle: Oh my gosh, I just wanted to go shopping. Does this happen every week?

Brock Broccoli: Of course not, dearest Twinkle!

Finny: The price of the RIM for this is 500 gems making the equal equilibrium 500 gems. The stats for this RIM are quite low since it's like a creepy skull toy that people wear on their faces. And it also is in girly pink with even more girly flashing red hearts in its eye sockets. *blabber continues as background noise due to how boring it is*

Dawn: So, actual Fierdan, there you are.

Duke: What about me?

Fierdan: *pats Duke's shoulder* Let me handle this, child.

Duke: Are you serious right now.

Fierdan: I'm older than you, Duke. 

Duke: *pouts* Meanie.

Fierdan: Okay, I'm here Dawn. What do you want?

Dawn: It's just so amazing I can see you as you are again! I thought I'd only be able to talk to you through Duke and--

Fierdan: Well, here I am. And I'm not Duke.

Dawn: And you're not in a ghost form or phantom form or anything. You're like a physical person.

Fierdan: I've always been a physical person. The effects were just that, effects. You know, Zios made me and you truthfully immortal, right?

Dawn: But what about when--

Fierdan: That wasn't a truthful death. You know as well as I do that we're immortals. You're the same Dawn as back then, and you obviously haven't died either.

Dawn: So, um, you still hate me, right?

Duke: I hate you!

Fierdan: You know what you did was unforgivable. And besides, you know I'm with Mira's daughter.

Dawn: But you know I had to keep it a secret!

Fierdan: You remembered what happened and how we came here this entire time. 

Dawn: It's not my fault you forgot!

*Every other character in room besides Fierdan and Dawn leave scene*

Fierdan: Then whose fault is it! Do you know how much it hurt, Dawn?!

Dawn: Look, I'm sorry.

Fierdan: Is that all you can say to me? "Sorry?"

Dawn: I honestly don't know why I keep on loving you. 

Fierdan: You deserved that!

Dawn: I really don't know.

Fierdan: *puts paw on Dawn's shoulder* You are a very messed up vixen, Dawn.

Dawn: Yeah, I know.

Fierdan: *softly kisses Dawn on the cheek* 

Dawn: *surprised* Whoa! 

Fierdan: *pats Dawn's shoulder* There, now stop with all your love crud. Bye Dawn. *walks away*

Dawn: *whispers* Bye Fierdan.

. . . .

what just happened

idk tbh

I love Fierdan too much, sorry.

Bye.

I need halp plz

No school tomorrow. I can stay up late! :D

Oh wait. I always stay up late.

I mean not as late as it is now in my timezone. XD

*** Warning: I get crazy in this post. My apologies. c: ***

Thelma keeps on hunting down this milk carton tag. A few minutes ago, she ran across my computer's keyboard, chasing the milk carton tag as it fell off the desk.

Oh no, she's sneaking up on me again! O.O (halp me plz)

I really (like really bruh) love this stanza/quote in my poem I made on DA. <3

It's this by the way:

(I'm BlueBlazingSpirit. ^-^)

So then I drew this very quick drawing in MS Paint of Brock from my commercial skits of crud. ;3

Yes, that's totally Brock. X'D

LOL.

*cries from laughter*

*wipes tears away from laughing too hard when drawing Brock drawing and now posting it*

:'D

So anyway, I keep on secretly shipping Fierdan with all my other TEO characters. Romantically (huehuehue ;3), platonically (eh, still cute), or as family love (not in that way o.o).

Like omg guys, he just can't ever be single because I ship him with the rest of my characters (TEO.. for the most part). 

So anywho...

'K so, when can I let Duke die dye his hair?

*goes on MS Paint again lololol*

Oh mai gawd. O_O

Duke, stop copying them swag anime characters and Halloween! >:U

: Never! >:U

lol jk Duke doesn't dye his hair

I think.

Except if Duke does behind the scenes when I'm not stalking him and himself, Fierdan.

It's past midnight now! XD

@ Mutters: Omg Sunny. Omg Dazzy. Omg wtf is wrong with me?! >8U

Know any good word/name creating websites? Like, not as people names, but place names? Thank you so much if you know any and tell me them! ;o;

I'm stressed for Wednesday somewhat. :(

Whelp, bye! 

Human Precious + Rest of Den

Hello! :D

So I went on AJ a little while ago. I drew this in the Art Studio. ^-^

It's Precious as a human! :O

You know. Precious. XD

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Also, thanks to jrl4547 for pointing it out for me, I have the rest of the den pictures! Finally! X3

Okay, that's pretty cool. Those trees though. o3o

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Cute Pup of the Day is...:

(*From: DailyPuppy.com*)

This cutie right here! ^^

Has anyone noticed that I changed the gadget title to Cute Pup of the Day (The Daily Puppy)? (It used to only be called The Daily Puppy. :3)

Bye (for now)!

First Blog Scavenger Hunt Results! (like anyone actually cares...)

Hey, time for the results! ^o^

From this post: http://thejamaamist.blogspot.com/2015/09/here-have-this-featuring-lame-fun.html

Loppio (obviously) won the scavenger hunt. Congrats! :3

She was the only person who actually entered and commented guesses. And she was correct on them. So yeah. Congrats Loppio! XD

Here are the gadgets where they were located on. ^-^

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

:-)

Numbers 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, and 8 are all found on gadgets throughout the home screen. Number 6 is on the "Other Pawsome Blogs" page. Number 7 is on the "Animal Jam Blog Association" page.

See ya later! 

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Bye.