Hi, I’m back. :)
I feel like showing a picture I took of a cat right outside my house around a week ago. It’s in the front yard, near the front door. The picture looks pretty aesthetic to me, haha, I like how it turned out.
Ok, I’ll show it now.
<3 <3 <3
Plants and kitty cat. How beautiful. :’)
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Now it’s time for the less pleasant imagery part of the post. >:)
Don’t worry, I have no pictures I can share. Mainly because it’s about a dream I had when I was asleep.
Can I just ask if anyone has more vivid and intense dreams lately? Mine are so damn vivid and intense and pretty realistic now. Even more than when I started taking my antidepressant. So yeah, that’s quite something.
Anyway, I’ll just get to the point.
In my most recent dream, this is what happened:
• It took place in my house. I don’t know where my dog and cat (Zo) were, but Thelma (my other cat) was in it.
• Thelma kept on running and escaping the house. She kept on wanting to run away. She frequently went outside somehow. I usually would catch her when she was in the driveway, but she would sometimes make it to the other side of the street or a few houses down. One time I had difficulty finding and catching her; I ended up finding her hidden in the garden in someone’s backyard.
• Then later on, there was this little girl who I guess would be between the ages of 3 and 5. I had to take care of her, kind of like a babysitter but not exactly. She had light skin and straight brown hair that reached her shoulders. She looked cute. She was nice.
• While I had to watch this girl, I also had to find and bring back Thelma who constantly tried escaping my house. She was quite a stubborn cat.
• And then at some point, the girl got a huge cut along the length of the bottom half of one of her legs. The cut was on the outer part of her leg, the side aligned with the pinky toe. How she got it was a mystery. I don’t know how it happened. Neither did she.
• Then the scene changed to a different building with a room with one large desk and lots of space. I ordered for help to tend to the girl’s wound. Two people eventually came to us, a man and a woman. The man went to work cleaning out the wound and patching it up. All that stuff. The woman gave the girl a glass of water and one or two large round white pills. The girl was told to swallow the pills. They were so big, around the size of the top of a cork on a wine bottle. I felt stressed about the girl having to swallow such pills.
• The last main point I remember in this dream was being at my aunt’s house. My cousin around my age was hosting a contest or something like that regarding gifts for her birthday in August. The dream didn’t take place in August, by the way. It probably took place in May; time around now. Yet she wanted for everyone who would give her birthday gifts to tell her what they would give her in advance. Several months in advance. I don’t know where anyone else in her immediate family was. I remember eventually telling her what I would give her for her birthday. That made her smile, which made me smile because I love validation.
• Oh yeah. There was also a point where I was in another house with the little girl. I don’t know whose house it was. There were lots of people; maybe there was a party. He little girl told me to go to a room upstairs. I followed her. Where we ended up, a sexy man in his late 20s or early 30s was in the doorway of a room at the opposite side of the room from where we entered from. I was staying behind a wall, so the man couldn’t see me directly. But the little girl ran ahead of me and went into the middle of the room. She just stared at the sexy man. Then I realized he was completely naked. The girl wasn’t scared or uncomfortable or anything. I thought that was weird and pretty fucked up. Who the hell was this girl?! I have no idea. I eventually was told I accompanied the girl to a family party at one of her relative’s house. The sexy man was either the girl’s cousin or brother. Someone else told me that. I don’t know why she stared at him naked. Or why he randomly entered a room naked, without even a towel. It was very weird.
Haha yeah, so that was what I dreamed about. I’m not making this up as I type this out. I’m recalling a dream I actually had. The more vivid and intense a dream is, the more likely I am to remember what happens in it for a longer amount of time.
I might make another post later today. I haven’t made a post about my story dudes in a while. I have things to say about Fierdan, Ryen, and J___.
I’ll put a content warning on that post. It’s going to be about drugs.
Yeah. Drugs. Keep that in mind.
Until the next post, bye for now.
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