actually not gonna post that much today

Since it's already around 11:30 pm here..

Getting everything ready for tomorrow took a lot more time than I thought. 

• washed & dried my clothes 

• bought the last essentials I'll need before I leave

• packed my clothes and almost everything else- and packed it in the car 

Yeah, it took quite a while. Spent the day doing that. 

Then I tried to finish a book. But I didn't. I still have a little less than 100 pages to go. Bummer. 

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When I said I would post a lot today, I really just meant posting my France pictures. Sorry guys, but I don't think I'm gonna post them before the end of the day. 

Ah, screw it. Whatever. I'm just gonna say some things. Heh.. 

I'm so nervous and excited about starting college. Like wow.. I made it. I actually made it this far in life. 

I'll be a student at what I hear frequently is a very good school. Wait, that sounds bad. Oops. 

But anyway, it's kinda made me feel like I'm not that much of a dumb failure who doesn't have a future and can't do anything right. 

I'm not that. I think? Yeah uh, not sure where I was going with this.. 

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Ok, here's the thing. I'm very nervous and sad right now, so I probably can't word anything that good in this post. 

Starting college? Leaving home? Everyone else is all happy and excited. And to be honest, I am too. 

Ugh, this probably sounds very stupid, but oh well. Ok so, I'm sad because I'll be leaving my pets for a long time. By a long time, I mean a few months. 

This post is awful, I'm sorry. 

I'm really gonna miss them. I love them so much. And I'm leaving them. And I --

I currently have Sunshine and Thelma (not Zo tho) sleeping with me in my room. 

Yeah, I'm gonna miss them so much. Zo too, of course. But Sunshine and Thelma? Ah geez, how will we survive being away from each other for so long? 

Thelma is happy to see me every day. She loves when I open my bedroom door and let her in. She loves sleeping on my bed. 

And she has done so much to comfort me and make me laugh. Like yeah, she is annoying and frustrating at times (and daily..) but she means so much to me. She's like a lifesaver to me, haha. 

I won't see/feel her kneading, I won't hear her meows and purrs.. and it makes me so sad. 

Sunshine is good to.. pet. And she listens to my commands. And her fur is fluffy and good to just press your face into like she's a pillow for a few minutes. 

And, I know everything is worded badly, but I'm sad about leaving them because they mean so much to me, and they saved me from bad feelings/urges so many times. And I don't know what I'll do without them with me in person. 

They're animals. They can't come with me to help me move in. I'll have to leave them in the morning. 

And it hurts because I feel like they'll think I'll just be gone for a week again. I feel like they don't realize how long I'll be gone. I told them about how I'm going to college, but I don't think they really understand that, haha. 

It's not going to be a week. I'll most likely come back home in November, for Thanksgiving break. 

And that's.. that's so far away. It probably really isn't, but it feels that way right now. 

Sorry for the disappointing post. Bye. 

Dumb AJ Post (part 2)

I'm back for part 2. I'm going to make a lot of posts today. :) 

Now let's go into Precious exploring Balloosh. (wow, that sure is fun to say lol) 

My reaction to seeing this land. Reminds me of a swamp. :3 


I can't say "college" yet I can say "university".. hmm ok AJ. I'm going to a university though. Tomorrow. Yeah ok whatever. 

Then I looked at a Jamaa Journal newspaper thing. 

I'm confused since I haven't played AJ in a year, but this Juno ancient arctic wolf character seems pretty awesome. Interesting indeed. 

I went inside the room in Balloosh. 

Temple of the Ancients. Well, that's new. Oh hmm... 

At first, I read this as 101/100 and was thinking that AJHQ is being dumb. But then on closer examination, I realized there's an extra 0 now. Now we're able to have 1,000 buddies. Ayy way to go, AJ! 

.... wait, wasn't it changed to 200 before? 

All the Alphas left paper notes; these are my favorite ones. 

"themself", "them"... omg omg omg!!!! 

me: *points cursor at the words* aaahhhh omg aj!! 

My thoughts: Is Juno a nonbinary icon?!?! 

.... anyway, I love them. Juno is great. They sound epic. Plus, look at the Greely note. Full of respect! Showing reverence! 

A message thing. I forgot to continue on reading until much later, but I'll just show the other messages with it now. 

Juno is able to turn themself into stone and seal away animal Heartstones?! Sabertooth?! Dire wolf?!

Star?! Who's Star? Why does that remind me of a TV show? So many questions, huh. Oh, Star and Fang are pack leaders! "my friend".. aww <3. 

Juno is a code name?! JUNO!!! 

Then I went into this new place in Lost Temple of Zios. 

Forgotten Archive. Ooh! Zios and Adventure portals. 

A message! "Guardian Spirits".. does that mean Zios isn't the only one?! 

(You can see how it changed from a 28 to a 29. I'm playing AJ at midnight. Wow, Cutepups, just wow.) 

I like how the Ancient Mira Arm Bands look on Precious. :) 

That room is beneath that Zios statue thing! It's fixed now?! The statue is glowing! Is it alive?! I was shocked. That's definitely something new. For me, at least. I'm not sure how long it's been like this. 


Trying to be friendly with a New Jammer. They were like, "hi", I was like, "heyo", and they were like "yo". Precious still attracts New Jammers to come up to her and my den. Just like that very old New Jammers post I made in 2014 or 2015. (why tho lmao) 

Then I spent some time playing this new game by the smoothie bar/juice hut in Crystal Sands. It's like customer service with impatient and sometimes rude customers. What a game, AJ! Putting pressure on the fruit/smoothie bar employees. I see how it is! 

And then I spent a few minutes drawing on the AJ paint program in my den. I finished with this. 

I didn't draw digitally in forever, but I don't think this looks too terrible. I kinda like it. 

Sparkly diamonds in the hair. One white, one black. 

That face though. What a look. 

That scarf/mask thing. It looks cool. It covers the bottom of the nose to the chin and wraps around to the back of the top of his neck. Fashionable, huh! 

That concludes my time on AJ. Hope you enjoyed seeing this! 

Now I really have to get everything done for tomorrow. I will be back soon though. 

'Later! 

Dumb AJ Post (part 1)

For that aj anonymous: 

Hi, so I went on Animal Jam. I had to download Flash onto my Mac computer to even be able to play the game. And so, I did that. 

I just logged off around ten minutes ago. (It's 1:07 my time. I took a picture before logging off at 12:57. So yeah, ten minutes.) I logged in a little after 11:00. Then I had to wait a few minutes for the Flash thing to be downloaded. 

And then I was able to Play Wild on Animal Jam. :D

I took quite a few pictures, so I'm going to make another post or two like this. Plus, I should get some sleep. 

I took pictures on my phone, like I said I would. In some of the pics, you can see those icon things at the bottom of the screen. This is proof I am on AJ on a different computer than the one I used while making posts three or four years ago- duh. Pfft. I closed my other tabs, so the Animal Jam tab is the only one open in the pictures. College tab? Nah, no thanks. Just have the AJ tab. XD 

Today's Wednesday. I'm going to make a lot of posts today then. I have a lot to say before I leave. 

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But before I go into any pics, I want to say something about writing. 

I won't be able to post Chapter 76 before I leave for college. What a shocker, huh? Not like I haven't been delaying this chapter for over a whole year now... *rolls eyes and sighs* 

And I doubt I'll have the energy, motivation, and time to write it once classes start. I have classes where I'll have to write papers quite a lot.. and in addition to that, I have other classes. Which I'll probably need to write papers for as well. I'll have to read books (most of my "textbooks" are fiction novels). 

So I doubt I'll realistically be able to write it until a break or something. Gotta focus more on academics and creating/having a social life while at college. More responsibility, more stress.. yikes help me. 

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Ok, now onto dumb AJ pics! :3

I changed Precious (my wolf avatar) to the outfit I currently have on her. I can't believe I "quit" AJ while having Precious in that outfit I used for the post/s where she pretended to be Duke or Fierdan. I thought I changed it back to this look (omg rip me)! 

Anyway, this is my den. That's how I left it. A New Jammer came to my den. 

Later on, someone asked me for my fox hat. No, it's mine. Sorry, it's not for trade. *smh* 

Me back in 2015 (probably that year): The orange fire drum symbolizes Duke, the blue fire drum symbolizes Twinkle, and the green stuff in the backyard symbolizes Dawn!!! 

Haha yeah uh. What a time. Whew. 

Twinkle and Duke are still forever locked up in my members only prison. It's been four years, maybe five. Wow, I'm old. Twinkle is worth 9 stars while Duke (who is naked :/) is worth 1 circle. Them, as AJ foxes? Oh heck, what a time that was! Big yikes! XD 

I tried to be welcoming to the New Jammer in my den, but they wouldn't respond. :( 



Club Geoz died and got replaced by the Alpha Headquarters. Something-something about the Alphas when you click on their statues with their armors. I like the wings on their armors, especially Peck's, Greely's, and Cosmo's. 



Clicking on any of the items over in this part of the Alpha Headquarters tells you about the item. I learned things, hehe. :3 

I like this new(?) Diamond Shop clothing item. It looks pretty cool. :) 

New Diamond Shop animals. I'm not sure why extinct animals are here now, but ok. I don't know why there's a coyote specifically for autumn either. The red panda looks cute. 

The video in that doctor's office in Kimbara Outback. She sure looks excited! Wow! 

I think I might have interrupted/been in the way of some people's roleplay. Whoops. (I mean Precious, not me myself. lol) 

I checked my den inventory and saw that I have this item called Scattered Homework. I didn't know I had it. Apparently I do. That's basically all my old papers from previous school years. Haha, I'm a mess. :'D 

There's this new land called Balloosh. So the mysterious land is finally open to the public. That's great news! What a name too! Balloosh! 

And that's more than enough pictures for one post. I'll continue on in my next post. 

(please see this, aj anon...)

(It's now 2 am.)

okokok

... ok. 

At this point, all I have to do is pack my clothes. *sighs* 

I just checked the "audience" thing in Blogspot, and I found out something. 

Apparently, I'm not checking on here as much as other viewers. It said United States for country this time, which threw me off. Since it only used to show a different country when I know it's not me checking the blog the most.

I know it's not me because for stats, it shows Internet Explorer as the biggest part of the pie chart. I never use IE to go on my blog, and so, it can't me. 

Whoa, would you look at that. Is this proof I have blog viewers (secretly judging me) on my here blog?! Wow yikes! 

Less than 2 days left.. 

I'm going to spam posts later. 

Bye for now. I won't be gone long. 

Soulless drawings (gray + sharpie)

Outlined those Soulless doodles I posted not too long ago, with Sharpie. Used a pencil to color it in, so it's all gray. 

I only ended up taking the first one seriously. 

Soulless,, hhh mm omg,,,,

And here's the rest: 

Spelled Soulless correctly now. See? Two l's.

I gave up below the shoulders on the bottom Soulless. 

Anyway, bottles up if I'm not dead by next week. 

... uhm ffhrghfh hrrghrhgghh

Bye. 

Escher Exhibit

... which is a temporary art exhibit I went to. 

Patterns and impossible architecture. It's pretty cool. 

Some pics! :) 

The last one is made colorful by black light / ultraviolet light (? yeah). 

Cool, huh. Interesting art. Wow. 

Spent the day in Brooklyn. Heading in the same general direction to go up to college. 

College, huh? Sounds fun... :} 

I'll be making more posts later today.