oh.. right. explanations. gotta do that.

Well, here's one explanation. 

The final countdown is the days till I'll have to move in for college. I move in at the end of August. Which is.. this month. 

Haha oh geez, this is stupid. I've been getting worries and doubts about my decisions in college stuff again. 

I'm not sure if I can handle it all. I am scared. Okay? 

And it's not like it's One Big Thing, and that it'll Be Over Someday Soon. 

Because it won't. It'll go on for months and months, and years.

I can't believe I'm technically an adult. I'm definitely failing in that category, that's for sure. 

I feel like this is my last month where I can possibly, hypothetically, make new posts every, or at least almost every, day. So, like a month-long countdown. 

..... I easily type out my feelings and fears on here. Just on here. Other people can see this? Wow huh, what an observation. 

I'm gonna try to make plenty of posts in the week and so that my parents are going to be away. 

I think it's about time I post some of my pictures from France. 

Oh and there was this cat in front of my house. The cat didn't immediately run away like the other cats that have come by. 

Plenty of plants, I know. But look- kitty! Ahh! 

Oh, I want to make one or two posts about that other thing too. 

Expect that to be in the next post.