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Hey, I'm back with another late at night post! :)

I'm actually gonna be doing stuff today. With my friend. Going out. Doing friend things. 

((Cheers to that, m'dude. Way to go, Cutepups, for possibly improving your social life.)) 

But yeah. Exciting~. 

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So, for the past few days (and continuing on) I've been having to take care of the pets in my house. And so, I've been having to feed them and walk Sunshine (the dog) every day. 

Sure does make me feel like I have a purpose and not just a waste of space who doesn't do anything beneficial by existing. :^) 

But really. I haven't done it this many times myself. 

Oh and cooking dinner. I do that too now. 

(Except we went out to eat on Sunday. Yeah. Uh..)

See? Purpose. I'm out there doing things. 

(My sister helps too. I guess. Yeah. Just not with feeding the pets, and now the cats have learned to meow at me for food. They're always after me except now because it's late at night and I should be sleeping.)

Well anyway, my point is I'm around my pets more. 

I captured a pic of my cat, Zo, (aka the cat I'm less excited about most of the time) and dog, Sunshine, just hanging out on the couch. Being nap buddies. Just chilling. 

(My pets like to deny it, especially when Mommy TM is around, but I know they are all friends.) 

Just a blanket between them. 

(The couch is ugly and half-broken, by the way.) 

Anyway, look at them! They look like they're getting along! They aren't enemies! 

(Oh and Sunshine is basically dead inside. She is a sad, old dog. I spend my days with her, but she doesn't care because I am not Mommy TM in her eyes. Help this old, temporarily depressed, 13 year old puppy.) 

(I just realized I can edit picture sizes on this app. That's cool. Good to know.) 

I've also been watching more TV shows (*cough* Netflix *cough*) and coming to the realization that my life (and *gasp* this blog with the url lie stop lying cutepups) could very possibly be over at this time a month from now. For real this time. (Rip, me :<.)

I'm also out there. Thinking of them. Who? Oh, you know. You know.

(It's Ryen. That's who. He's honestly such an @sshole, but hey, at least he changed for the better when he got older. Honestly, I started thinking of him as a villain at times. Gosh, I just hate him sometimes. Because like.. really, bro, you really had to do that? To your bro? Like.. dude.)

(And Soulless. That freaking character. Just.. stop it.) 

(And of course, Fierdan. He has too many names. Like.. relax. Pick a name. Stop changing it. .... hahahahah, oh wait I don't want to add in the context.) 

The conversations involving my Fierdan boy in Chapter 76 just about broke me. Like, how dare they. Those two are rude. Like.. stop hurting my boy. 

(.... why do I think my quick sketches of Soulless made them look hot? They.. they nasty. Soulless existing doesn't even make sense. Why do they have so much power? Why did child Ryen create a godly robot that is hard to defeat? Why did he create a ghostly robot dude that only has the function of: hurt Fierdan in any way possible? Wtf even is Soulless? I don't even know.) 

The conversations between Dawn and Duke, Twinkle and [insert characters here], Fauna and Fierdan, and Duke and Sparkle in Chapter 76 are also breaking me. This chapter. This hecking chapter, guys. It's hurting me. These hecking fools. Damn it.. 

(Sorry for forgetting to spam you all with 3+ posts a day. I'll post more often soon. I'll post it all soon. But have this for now.)