so it's sunday (...)

Ok so that previous post wasn't exactly short. Whoops. 

So, uh, it's Sunday night. It's Sunday night already, huh? Guess so. 

My friend moved in to the college she's going to. 

So uh yeah, anyway I'm bored and kinda feel empty. 

I also can't draw two people hugging for the life of me. I just tried to, but it ended up looking more like something explicit than a hug. Don't ask how, I'm so tired of my inability to draw well when I want to draw feelings out. (G0d fcking d@mn it) 

(Why am I suddenly very sad? This sucks.) 

So, there's two malls (with movie theaters too) near me. 

(This is so lame lmao, but) 

I went to both malls with that friend. I never thought we would actually do that. 

At one point, I thought we would never have fun together. Do actual friend stuff. Not-school related things. 

But we did. We did things. Together. 

(Don't mind me crying in the background.) 

Can't really do that anymore. Not for a while at least. 

We also went out to get bubble tea. It's good. Mm. 

And went to see a movie. 

Me, doing stuff friends do? No longer a cryptic concept. I am crying. 

It's funny because. On Tuesday, I went with my family to see a movie at the same movie theater I went to with my friend on Wednesday. So I got to see two very good movies two days in a row. (Christopher Robin and then Crazy Rich Asians) 

On an optimistic note, our colleges aren't that far away from each other's. So maybe I could figure out how to go to where her's is when I get settled at mine..? Maybe? 

Ugh, I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow. A physical. ..great..

Wow, I can't word anything right now. :/