C. + C. — Picrew + Music

Hi, I'm back with another idea for a post I had since December. 

Better late than never, right? Haha...

Anyway, this post is about C. and Calliah. I designed them on a Picrew, and I found this song that reminds me of them, especially Calliah.

Oh and I guess I also wanted to make this post to clarify that they aren't the same person. C. and Calliah are two different characters. C. is the mother of Ryen, Fierdan, and Dawn. She is dead from the very start of the story. Calliah is Duke's mother. She isn't dead; she stays alive. 

Huh? Yes.

Picrew link: https://picrew.me/image_maker/332600

Yeah, I mentioned this one before. I really like it, okay.

Anyway...

The first picture is of C. and the second one is of Calliah. 

There they are. My lovely problematic women. <3 

C. has lighter skin than Calliah, as you can all probably see. 

Hair covering nearly half of C.'s face really.. well, I think it just fits her. Her mysteriousness, her obscurity. Except she isn't insignificant. No, not at all. Purple is also her color. 

Calliah looks more threatening because she is. (Hello? She's Duke's mother. The first one to.. hurt him. *cough, cough, cough*). The spiderweb background reminds me of her for some reason. As for the knife.. well.. she knows how to use weapons, such as knives and guns. She's also a murderer since she stabbed her husband (ex-husband?).

Also, their eyes aren't as blue as they appear in these pictures. They have gray eyes. Yeah, just felt like pointing that out. 

Like I said, C. and Calliah are different women, but they have similarities and parallels. 

I'm too lazy to get in-depth on all that though. Haha...

Kinda like how there's a connection between Stella's sister and being an angel, there's a connection between C. and Calliah being witches and devils. Yes, I mean both. And if we're just talking about C., then goddess as well. Are they actually angels, devils, witches, and gods? Well.. probably not. It's just the symbolism and how I imagine them. 

Heh, heh, heh... >;)

What else, what else..? Oh yeah. C. is supposed to look extremely beautiful. She's like a goddess. A witch. A devil. She died, so she can't be immortal, but something about her just screams.. unnatural, not human. 

Even though C. wasn't an abuser and murderer (or murderer by proxy) like Calliah and Z. were, she still wasn't a good person. She was a good parent to Dawn and to Ryen when he was very young, but to Fierdan? Definitely not. C. abandoned Fierdan when he was one and left him and Ryen to be raised by Z. who was pretty much the complete opposite of a decent parental figure. 

So yeah. Just like how Calliah is cruel, so was C. 

And now it's music time. :)

Devil Devil ~ MILCK

Back in December and earlier this month, I played this song on repeat all the time. It reminds me of C. and Calliah so much. Especially Calliah, omg. 

Calliah is such an interesting character, and I can't exactly hate her. I just can't. 

However, I can't let Duke forgive her. I can't do that. 

And here are the lyrics that remind me of the two C.'s: "do not try me, devil devil. cannot buy me, devil devil. you won't make a fool of me, oh no. what makes you so special special to think i would ever settle for that devious dance between you and me? ... rebel rebel, call me rebel rebel. i walk the plank, not a tear in my eye. ... under the water i'll be sharpening my knife. ... you take the shape of everything i'm drawn to. ... but your eyes are dead and red, red as rust...."

... I might be able to imagine them walking a plank. Z. hunting C. Duke's father, Taurel, Risak, Duke, and Fierdan hunting Calliah. All of them blocking C. and Calliah's way out, so they're forced to walk the plank. And they're all on a ship in the middle of the ocean. And Calliah snuck in a knife with her. And then C. and Calliah see the dead faces of the fathers of their sons way below the water's surface. Oh wait, maybe Fierdan is hunting both C.'s. Especially integrated Fierdan since he's connected to both mothers. 

So yeah, those are my thoughts on them in relation to this song. 

Devil Devil ~*~*~

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