Street Style Fashion :)

Wow, I totally forgot about this place again. I haven't checked here in weeks. 

Oops lmao.

I thought I would somehow get inspiration to write poetry after my last post. And, well, that didn't work out. I'm still frustrated that I can't write a decent poem. 

I still got that writer's block. So sad... :-(

So have this Picrew. Fashionable... ;)

Link: https://picrew.me/image_maker/430409

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Jack. Yeah, I think he would totally wear this outfit. That shirt, that jacket, those pants. Hell yeah. 😎 And that hair. Stop smoking though. *smh*

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Duke. With his all-black left eye (when that happens, muahahaha). I can see him wearing this outfit. Black and red clothes remind me of Duke and Fierdan. That tongue and those fangs. Mm, demon boy~ 😈. Is he wearing a suit jacket? Possibly. Duke never really gave a damn. Uh... peace sign.

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Fierdan. He looks disinterested lmao. He's annoyed. Those black gloves and black umbrella and black shoes. Someone looks classy, huh. The shirt looks cute with its paw print and small cat face. He's also wearing a chain necklace because he can. 

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Ryen. He's in a fancy blue striped suit. He looks classy. I think he looks good in dark blue. I also think the black gloves fit him well. Being able to manipulate darkness and shadows and all that~ heh, heh. 

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Dawn. Such a queen. I think the hair is so cute. Look at those cat face hair clips. So cute. I can imagine her wearing this kind of outfit: that kind of shirt, that skirt (plus it has a plant sprout and a watering can!), those shoes, and fishnet leggings for fun. And a jacket to make it all go together. Nice. 😄

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That's all I have. Don't mind the awkward spacing in this post. *sigh*

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I've been having midterms lately. I've been so tired and stressed lately. 😪

I'm still figuring out the mess which is my mental health and treating it properly/effectively. I started counseling/therapy at my college a few weeks back. Eh...

I mean, it's something. 

Medications have been a rollercoaster. Too low of a dose. Too high of a dose. Those damn side effects. It's not fun. It's been painful. 

Is it stress or side effects or both? Probably just stress at this point.

Are my current meds actually helping me? I really don't know. 

I still experience lots of anxiety and have been trying to avoid falling into a depressive episode for the past week or two. I'm trying. It's hard. 

Sometimes I wish I didn't have any mental health issues. That would be nice, huh. 😔

What else? Uh.........

It's spring now! Or autumn to those in the southern hemisphere. The change of the seasons. Time passing by. 

heck,,

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I'm not dead. Not yet.