Gaming Youtuber + Chocolate Factory School Teacher Dream (and other things)

Hi, I have returned. :)

Last Wednesday sure was a day. Haha yeah, it sure was. Geez.

Classes were canceled. I felt sick that morning. I felt terrible. So much pain. 

Big oof. :(

Then I took a nap since I didn't get that much sleep that night. And my dream sure was interesting. 

This is what I still remember from that dream:

I had a popular Youtube channel which connected to my blog (yes, this one). I played games and sang songs on my channel. I remember playing Animal Jam in several of my videos, but it was like a cooler and more competitive game version. I also played other computer games, but I forgot which ones. I had lots of videos and subscribers (wow, Cutepups is so successful and popular in their dreams XD).

About the songs, I also sang songs on this Youtube channel. In the dream, I rewatched a bunch of my own videos, and wow, I really liked my voice. It made me happy. It wasn't high-pitched and squeaky. I remember my voice sounding androgynous, maybe even masculine. And it pleased me. I liked that. My gender was ambiguous because of my voice. Gosh, if only that could also happen in real life.

When all of this was happening, I also dreamed that I worked at a chocolate factory in this chocolate universe. So while I was working there, I looked back at my old Youtube channel from when I was 14-18. I don't know why I quit making videos. It kinda reminded me of when and how I quit making Animal Jam related posts lmao. I could also remember recording my Youtube videos on my bed at home, which I thought was funny since my room was so messy.

I was a school teacher in this chocolate factory/universe. Chocolate school teacher, hehe. ;P

I forgot the rest. I don't remember the other details. Oh darn. 

Now for other topics! 💫

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It's the end of the day. But whatever. It still counts. 

Only my time zone matters, of course. (just kidding lmao)

It's April 3rd. </3

If Sunshine (my dog) was somehow still alive, today would have been her 16th birthday. Her sweet sixteen. 

It made me a bit emotional earlier. :'(

I still miss her so much. 

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I'm out here thinking about these campus cats. I love them. :')

Lots of them remind me of Thelma. Small tuxedo cats. Must be Thelma's long-lost twins, huh.

Look at them. They're so cute!

The cat in the first picture kept following me. To be fair, I also followed it. I was able to pet the cat in the second picture. Such a nice kitty cat. :3

And the last two pictures are of a cat family meeting. The tuxedo cats and black cats are having a meeting. I saw cats and kittens there. I saw at least eight cats that day (I saw the tabby on the same day). 

(We get it. You love cats.)

Of course I do! 

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I've been thinking about my lightning golden boy lately. 

Ardere. I mean that kid. Lightning boy. 

This boy.

Why was I thinking about him? Ha! Like I would reveal my secrets. >:)

(You've revealed so many of your secrets on here, Cutepups.)

Just... shh. Shh. Hush now. 

He has golden eyes. Gold irises. I love my handsome, wholesome boy. :)

I'm thinking about what happens to him, what becomes of him. So many possibilities. 

I'm emotional over my ideas. Damn.

Would it be funny if Duke and Fierdan only assumed [redacted] happened, but it actually didn't? Would I provide further context? Of course not!

Duke/Fierdan. Ah geez, these fools will be the death of me. 

It's just a saying! Ahhhhh—

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Have some songs. Why not. 

I've been playing some of these songs on repeat a lot. >;)

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Lovely~ Lauren Babic and Seraphim (cover)

Nowhere To Run~ Stegosaurus Rex (slowed down)

Brave New World~ Kalandra

Same Old Song~ The Jon Hill Project and Tilian

I See You~ MISSIO

Control~ Zoe Wees

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