Anxiety—
You cruel and greedy beast,
never satisfied, only wanting more and more.
You're so greedy that you took my life away from me.
You take the appearance of a caring friend,
a friend who only wants the best for me.
Then you stab me in the back and in my chest,
and you call it Love.
Deceptive, manipulative, distorting my reality,
I can't tell the truth from the irrational because of you.
You and your twin, Depression, are the worst abusers
that I've unfortunately gotten to know all too well.
You two took my life away for your own personal gain.
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you and
I will defeat you.
At least I can trust Fear, unlike you,
who took advantage of us.
I thought we were friends, that I could trust you,
but you filled me with irrational fears
with no real reasons behind them.
Your pet, Dread, is a parasite who burrowed itself
in the bottom of my stomach.
You've ruined me.
You're the first villain in my story.
Anxiety, I'm breaking out of your chains,
and I'm finally breaking free from you.
You have no idea how much this did for me. Anxiety is a BEAST, but this... this made made me feel I can still win, despite everything it's been doing to me.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much! I'm glad to hear that! <3
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