Ok so, this post is going to be me basically throwing videos of songs at you guys and saying how they especially relate to my characters. These songs hit me in the feels. Ouch, feelings. And this is my first music post of the year, so I added a "2020 #1" into the title. Deal with it.
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Yeah ok. Let's start.
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Innocence~ Nathan Wagner
This song reminds me a lot of Fierdan (versions: Kid Danny to integrated Fierdan) and Dawn. Since I'm obsessed with them, of course I can hear Danny/Fierdan as the male voice and Dawn as the female voice. This song reminds me of their entire relationship- and wow, there are a ton of feelings there! Like.. from when they're little kids and hanging out in the garden, to Fierdan's "darkness" (figuratively and literally) consuming him, to the aftermath of pretty much everything that happens to them. Their relationship is so complicated- friendship? siblings? family? ... lovers?- it transcends all of that. I don't know how to properly explain it, but gosh.. their relationship is quite something.
Lyrics that hit me (female voice in italics): "Bring me to the garden where'd we go and cleanse my soul, cleanse my soul. Free me of this anger that I hold and make me whole, make me whole. ... Darling, won't you let it go? You don't have to let it hold you. Listen to the light. Don't let the darkness take you. ... Always in this inner fight: Do I listen to the voice that says "I'm worthless, never will be right" ... these daggers going through my chest. Can't you see the devastated souls, the remains of my own foolishness? I'll bring you to the garden where we'd go and cleanse your soul, cleanse your soul. I'll free you of this anger that you hold and make you whole, make you whole. ... and your memories aren't your destiny. ..." [that long "oh" part] "If I looked you in the eye and showed the broken things inside, I won't run away ... If you saw my darkest parts, the wicked things inside my heart!"
Yeah. This is such an emotional song that I could replay for hours. :') ... but I won't this time.
Onto more songs!
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I'm not going to write on and on about the other songs. But these songs also remind me of my characters. High chance of one of those characters being Fierdan (+ Duke). Because... them.
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Lonely~ Nathan Wagner
This song is part of the song I mentioned before this one. It doesn't remind me of a specific character or characters, but it kind of gives me vibes for all of my main ones. Some lyrics remind me of Fierdan (of course), other parts remind me of Ryen, and other parts remind me of Stella. (... I mean Twinkle.) *coughs* J___ as well.
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Overcome.~ barnacle boi
"I just want to run away from it all."
This song reminds me of Duke, Fierdan, Stella, and J___. Duke and Stella because they run away from their "homes" (more like where they lived with their parents).. and they have their mess of conflicting emotions. That's an obvious one. As for Fierdan, it's more like a "I want to run away from myself and the past" kind of thing. And J___ well.. he runs away in his teenage years.
J___'s life before meeting Stella, Duke, Fierdan, and the others (including Ryen) was rough. But more on a relatable level of rough than compared to what Fierdan, Ryen, and the rest of them had to deal with.
But to put it very short, J___ runs away from his family, his home, his neighborhood, and he does lots of questionable things (ahem, illegal activity). Where J___ is from is the most like how society is today, while the birth places of Ryen, Fierdan, and Dawn were more in this.. futuristic (? not sure how to describe it) society. Z and C (the parents of the three) were very powerful and influential people. J___ is from a regular family compared to the kind of people that Z and C were.
Oh and J___ quits high school. In today's terms, he runs away and leaves his past life behind when he's a junior in high school at age 16.
His current age (when the story takes place) is 22. Fierdan is also 22. So.. now you know my decisions on their ages in early 2020. Nice.
Wow, I'm going off-topic. Oops.
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Interlude~ Breathe Carolina
Reminds me of Duke/Fierdan and J___.
Lyrics that hit me: "Everybody doubts me now. Everybody likes me less. ... And I'm fucking running, I'm running away. I'm running away. ... And I heard you say that it hurts inside when you see me this way. Do you want to change? ... At least for me."
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Narcissistic Cannibal~ EarlyRise (Korn cover)
For some reason, I can imagine Dawn singing this about Fierdan (and Duke too, maybe). This singer's voice reminds me of Dawn. Hmm...
Oh wait. I can also imagine Dawn singing this about Z.
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The Mystic~ Adam Jensen
Maybe this song isn't as sad/emotional as the others, but how it ties in J___'s character, yeah.. feelings.
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The Kid~ Adam Jensen
And this song reminds me of J___ when he's a teenager.
"Nothing's gonna stop this kid." Ain't that right.
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That's it for this post. Hope you enjoy the music.
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Bye for now.
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