Finny music playlist (and more~)

Hi, it is I. :)

I have returned. Back to college. Obviously.

About eyes—

(wait, what?)

Anyway. Well, you see...

(huh?)

I finally got contacts! I can wear them outside of the eye exam office now!

Being able to properly see without wearing glasses. Well, this is new for me.

Yay, I did it! :D

Ok, ok, ok. Now onto the main point of this post...

I created a playlist for Finny on Spotify!

Finny music playlist

I decided to name it "in-Finn-ite or Finn-ite" lol. It's pronounced as "infinite or finite" and uh, it reminds me of this character for some reason.

Infinite? Finite? Infinity? Not-infinity? lol who knows??

Hahaha oh yes Cutepups does in fact listen to more than just emo punk guys-screaming rock music~

I felt like Finny was giving me a sign that he listens to songs from the early 2010's, so I listened to some songs from then that I haven't heard in years.

And then that got so much worse when I was writing down a list of songs for Sparkle's playlist in my Notes. Oh geez. Sparkle's playlist is so different than my other ones. At least I think so. XD

Uh... Now I'm going to explain some things. Yeah sure.

I'm not sure what I'm doing with Sparkle's playlist, but for Finny's, I'm basing the songs on how he is in the story more than in skits.

And no offense lol but Finny is kind of an asshole. He and Sparkle are characters you're supposed to dislike and be frustrated with. Like, ahem, they betray and kind of become Duke's enemies (without Duke knowing, of course lol). Oh and they're part of the "popular kids" group at school.

I felt like adding a bunch of breakup-like songs to Finny's playlist. Because... oof. This guy sure has suffered heartbreak. *cough* even though the relationships aren't that great *cough*

Here's a list of stuff:

1) Finny and Duke become friends from meeting in school.
2) They hang out a lot at Finny's house to do things like homework/studying, writing poems/songs, and singing them. (because why not lol)
3) They become best friends. (well duh)
4) At some point, Duke starts having a crush on Finny. Finny, an oblivious fool, has no idea.
5) Finny starts dating a bitchy girl at school who I first called Admiral for some reason. Her real name isn't Admiral lol. Anyway, she's a bitch.
6) Their relationship becomes kind of toxic. Finny doesn't understand that Admiral is using him.
7) One night when Duke is hanging out with Finny, he pretty much calls him out by saying things like Admiral is using him, she doesn't really love him, and she's intentionally making him spend less time around his friends (ahem, Duke). Ah yes, Duke disaster boy has some logic.
8) Then when Duke becomes more upset over the Finny and Admiral relationship, he ends up reminding Finny that they're best friends. One thing leads to another and Duke tells Finny to end the relationship and that he loves him. Duke pretty much tells Finny he loves him... as something like "more than friends" yadayadayada.
9) Finny becomes upset at Duke for all of that and pretty much kicks him out of his house. Also, Finny is straight.
10) It turns out Duke is right. He is a smart boy. Not too long after that night at Finny's house, Admiral is no longer "interested" in Finny, so she breaks up with him like whatever idc. Finny is hurt after the breakup because Admiral was just using him for her to get closer to Duke. Admiral really wants to date Duke. Of course, Duke doesn't like Admiral. Ahem, after what she did to Finny? No thanks. Oh and Admiral likes to bully Twinkle. Even though Duke and Twinkle didn't really talk to each other that much at school yet, he doesn't like how Admiral bullies her. Duke and Twinkle just don't bother each other, really. They're just two students at a school. Whatever.

-and-

11) Oh and in order for Duke to be at that school, he was forced out of his parents' house, and he stays at his aunt's house. So then he lives with his cousin, Sparkle, and goes to the same school as her. (The aunt is Duke's father's sister, which means Sparkle, her daughter, isn't related to Calliah.)
12) Duke pretty much only hangs out with Finny and Sparkle at school. He doesn't have time to deal with school drama.
13) When Sparkle is away from the two boys, she likes to tease Twinkle. She doesn't insult and bully Twinkle as severely as Admiral does, but she still makes Twinkle feel bad about herself.

[content warning]

14) During this whole thing, Duke is secretly still hurting himself (self-harm behaviors) and attempting suicide a few times, and he also steals alcohol behind people's backs. He's addicted to destroying himself since that's basically how Calliah raised him. However, Duke is very good at showing no signs on any of this when he's out in public (like in school) or when he's hanging out with Finny. He still appears like a decent, ordinary kid. Who is happy.....

-back to Finny lol-

15) Some time later, Finny and Sparkle start dating. Their relationship lasts a lot longer than Finny and Admiral's relationship.
16) Does Duke even know about their relationship? It's a mystery...

blah blah blah

And then comes the part when Finny and Sparkle start becoming assistants for Taurel, and they basically betray Duke.

oh hmm :/

Eventually, Finny thinks Taurel and Risak are being too harsh and extreme. They want to do some pretty fucked up things to Duke. Taurel hates Duke because he sees Duke as the "reincarnation of Fierdan" and that isn't accurate lol Taurel is stupid.

Taurel also got Calliah because he somehow knows that she abused Duke. He wants her to work for them to break Duke. Yeah, it's messed up.

(oh wow, I didn't ramble about story 1 in so long.)

Calliah doesn't like Taurel or Risak. By the way, Taurel is crazy. It turns out that Calliah and Taurel are both sadists. How lovely!

Taurel even amputates his left hand after he accidentally breaks it. Then he calls himself the One-Handed Savior which stinks of narcissism.

Oh and here's how Calliah and Taurel first met: Taurel works for the government. Not high up in the government though. He's like a guard... to a jail. So is Risak, but he doesn't matter. Calliah becomes involved in the process of being imprisoned where she meets Taurel who interrogates her. One thing leads to another and she tells him about Duke (how he's her son; not everything she knows about Fierdan) and admits that she abused Duke and killed her husband. She's there because she's been convicted of murder. So that's why. Sure.

Anyway, Finny can't take the brutality anymore, so he refuses to work for Taurel anymore. Risak or Taurel become so upset at this news that they hit Finny. Calliah goes to Finny's defense, and they escape from Taurel and Risak somehow.

Sparkle still agrees with Taurel and Risak. She thinks that Duke deserves to be broken. Or maybe she's afraid to say her opinion on the matter.

Because of their disagreement on how to deal with the Duke-Fierdan situation, Finny and Sparkle break up.

Time passes. Sparkle also thinks that Duke can escape Fierdan's influence and become his own person like he was when he was still in school. At this point, school-Duke and Duke now is completely different. His hair is longer and darker (all black) now. He no longer pretends to be "normal" and "happy"... ahem, Duke is pretty fucked up himself. And he fucks himself up.

When Sparkle and Duke meet again, Duke accepted that: he's the combination of Fierdan and Soulless, that he isn't really human, that his father wanted to kill him but Calliah stopped him.

Sparkle and Duke's father are on the same side of the Duke family tree. Hey, maybe Sparkle agrees with his dad? Who knows what's going on?

Sparkle approaches Duke with Taurel and Risak. They eventually fight. Like, an actual physical fight.

Sparkle thinks she can separate Duke from Fierdan. She doesn't understand that they're kind of the same person. No reincarnation though (lol stupid Taurel).

And then they battle in the forest. lol

Duke, Dawn, Ardere vs. Taurel, Risak, Sparkle

It ends with: Ardere suffering from a fatal gunshot wound (Taurel shot him; he planned on doing that, betraying Ardere's father who's also there and not involved in the fight; Taurel used Ardere's father ... since everything's so messy, Duke initially thinks that Risak killed Ardere; only later does he find out Taurel killed Ardere).

It also ends with: Duke being weak after the fight. Seeing Ardere die weakens him even more. To Duke, it feels like his little brother was shot. Ardere was a symbol of hope and innocence for Duke... and he was killed. There is no justice in this broken world. Duke doesn't give a shit anymore. He doesn't bother holding back anymore. But, oh no, Duke is too weak. Sparkle runs away. Where does she go? I don't know. Taurel and Risak succeed in taking Duke, who's close to passing out at this point, hostage.

*insert torture arc as coming up next*

Oh wait, where's Finny? Where did he go?

At this point in the story, Finny is with Calliah. They're on their way to meet with an unknown character. Hopefully, the person they go to see will help them stop Taurel's brutality. Oh, this man is insane...

So many characters in story 1 are insane...

The madness...

Gotta love playing the game of living in Z's project world. Gotta love how his sons destroy it. >:') ... Fierdan (duh) and Soulless (who Ryen "created"). As the final "fuck you" to Z. :^)

.............. and that's story 1. What a wild ride!

*blames Z for everything* >:(

I feel kind of nostalgic writing all this story 1 stuff down. I started to miss this crazy story.

hahahahahahahahaha

Bye.