Picrew avatar maker used: https://picrew.me/image_maker/165901
I've been using it so the person on the left is the "past self" and the person on the right is the "current self". Yes, same person. Well, for most of these anyways.
So without further ado, let's start.
I mean me. It's just me.
(Oh gosh, I'm lonely and don't fit in anywhere—)
*cough, cough, cough*
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Left: My attempt at designing myself in the early 2010's. Thick, long, curly hair. I think I still had bangs then..? I don't remember. I started wearing glasses.
Right: Me now. Or at least what I wish I looked like. I need a hair cut; my hair is getting longer than I'd like it to be. The hair length my right avatar has is what I'd like. There aren't any hair styles that match my cursed curly hair, so I tried my best. I'm trying to be positive and "recovering" but I'm still an anxious and depressed mess. Oh and I have those permanent dark circles under my eyes. Haha ok me.
Now it's time for the characters! ;D
Left: Twinkle before her hair turned blue. I love how her current self looks nothing like her past self. Dang, she's been through a lot. Her original hair color is like a strawberry blonde. She also used to always wear a blue-gray necklace. So yeah. That's her.
Right: Twinkle with short hair, though her hair is starting to grow longer again. Her original hair color has grown back at some parts of her hair. But other parts of her hair will stay blue. Of course, Twinkle also has dark circles under her eyes at this point. I used the same skin tone, but she looks more pale on the right. Oh god, help her.
Note: I didn't know I could change the color of the pupils until after I designed myself and Twinkle. Because of the eyes I used for the following characters, using black pupils is better for having the eyes appear the specific ways I wanted them to.
Actually, hold on. lol
l.o.l.
h.a.h.a.
..........................
Left Twinkle
ok.
Left: Duke at the beginning of the story when he's still pretending that "everything's fine" despite literally nothing at all being fine with him. His hair is short. He looks less cursed/demonic/screwed up.
Right: Duke after his hair is longer, making him look very similar to Fierdan supposedly. It looks like he is showing off his fangs. Like the freaking monster that he is. Those eyes and eyebrows though. It sure is dark under his eyes. Those chains. Haha. How fun. You're chained together with your conflicted self, edgelord.
:-)
Left Duke
Right Duke
(anthro fox Duke headshot)
heheheheheheeeeee
lol my art lmao
ok—
This time it's two different characters! I call this picture the "Protective Brothers Squad" because reasons. There isn't a "past self" and "current self" here, obviously. They're both adults at their current story ages here.
Left: Ryen
Right: Fierdan
Protective Brothers Squad
....... to Dawn.
They're the protective brothers of Dawn. That is the vibe I'm getting from this picture of them. They might feel bitter towards each other (they have quite a complicated brotherly relationship to say the least). But as adults when they both see Dawn again, they both have "protecting Dawn" as one of their goals.
Protect her from what? I'm not entirely sure. But let me just say that they know some very fucked up shit that happened to Dawn when she was a little kid when she "lived" with them and Z. Ryen and Fierdan know shit that Dawn doesn't. Because she repressed those memories.
:-}
Chains connecting the problematic brothers. They know a ton of fucked up shit between them. Dark pasts. Dark chains. Yes.
Left: Dawn when she still "lived" with Z. This is her when she's not with Danny (pre-Fierdan). Miserable. A victim of terrible things. She feels trapped around Z. Z is an evil, evil man. This is the version of Dawn that's permanently stuck in the back of Fierdan's head. Through everything they went through together. Well, as soon as Fierdan regained his pre-Fierdan memories.
Right: Dawn being much more comfortable in her own skin. Other people wouldn't suspect anything that happened to her in the past. She doesn't cover up nearly her entire body anymore. She's wearing a flower crown to show how happy she is. What a sweetheart! I love her.
*gives Dawn a hug*
just because
Now it's time for ja boi!
Left: J___ as a kid. Messy light brown or dirty blond hair. He's a mess. He's a kid with dark circles. This boy just screams chaotic energy. Oh by the way, have I ever mentioned that J___ has ADHD? Because he does. I just felt like saying that now. Uh.. ok.
Right: J___ now. Maybe? Well, when he dyes his hair black with a white streak. He's more happy now. He's winking because why not. He has pierced ears now as well.
And here are my favorite boys together! In bed.. no, not that. Not that. They're starting to like each other. Danny/Fierdan is blushing so hard, he's probably thinking, "oh god, I'm falling for J___, oh fuck..." lol. J___ is also blushing. Aww, how cute. This is probably when they're watching movies in J___'s room at night. While they lay down next to each other in J___'s bed. (lol that's gay) yes. Seeing Fierdan look genuinely happy and comfortable... omg I love that. J___ is a twisted angel alright. He's Fierdan's true savior. Gosh, I love them together.
>w< ^w^ <3 <3
On the topic of FierdanXJ___, have this screenshot from an Episode story. It's the same story with one of the characters looking like Finny. The main character in this Episode story has multiple love interests. He's leading people on. Pfft.
Jasper: You always get my mind running a million miles.
Dang. This reminds me of J___. First off, their names both start with J. I've considered having J___'s real name be Jasper, but I don't know. Picking names is hard.
Anyway, Jasper is supposed to be my story's J___. I like him with that hair style and his hair dyed light purple. It fits him.
And look— He's resting his head on Danny's (Fierdan's) lap. They're lovers! I love them! ;w;
Honestly though. I can totally see how thinking of Fierdan gets J___'s mind racing. Because... it's Fierdan we're talking about. No, I won't explain this.
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhh
mm ok.
bye, bye.
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