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Thursday, December 7, 2017

Continuing current skit later

Yeah, I'm not gonna actually include a skit in this post. I'll probably post the next part tomorrow (Friday).

I only have one line in mind, and that's obviously not long enough for a skit post.

Today was surprisingly a good school day for me. Today wasn't even a half day- that's tomorrow. But school was good today. I felt good. Well, that was nice.

Now I'm just tired. Because it's getting late. And I'm tired. Pfft yeah right, Cutepups.

I'm also going to try to remember to post this positive poem I've been working on. Gratitude.. how wholesome.

Now to make this post longer, have this rambling from me about my story 2 concept stuff. 

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The skit I posted yesterday is one way I can imagine the story 2 plot happening if Duke lives till the end of story 1, if he doesn't break apart into non-human, and ultimately if he doesn't die before the very end of story 1. The skit universe is the only way I can still include Duke and Fierdan as two separate characters into the plot. Yeah uh, Duke doesn't live to story 2 because he freaking can't, okay so yeah.

So about that skit....

There are other main characters with what I call Elemental Powers that don't get formally introduced in story 1 (aka Twinkle's Story). Three of them are the person with the illusion EP (Elemental Power), the person with the water EP, and the person with the metal EP.

I've had plans to have those three be Ryen's colleagues since 2015. I never really went into detail about the three because as the reader, you're not technically supposed to know that those three exist until story 2. Like, well, the perspectives in story 1 (Twinkle, Duke, Dawn, Fierdan, etc. really) don't know anything about those three. If we're reading story 1 through those POVs, then it would make sense for readers to not know anything about the three.

Except that I'm ocassionally posting chapters with Ryen's POV. So in that way, two of the three have already been introduced in Twinkle's Story (the illusion and water EPs). 

The metal EP has always been there. That person just isn't as in the open as the other two are. That person is more mysterious and serious than the other two (illusion and water EPs). 

I thought of the name, Elor, as a potential name for the metal EP person.

Oh and I guess I should say that the vague character I called Dylan in 2015 is unlikely to ever be called that in the story. I have another name for him now. I don't like the name, Dylan, as much now.

I might draw some sketches from my recent skits. That includes the three of them. It definitely won't be their final designs, that's for sure.

Hehe oh yeah. :)

~ Cutepups 

Wednesday, December 6, 2017

More Skit Adventures

But first, I feel like sharing some unrelated announcements. Haha yes.

In one of my classes today, we were discussing sleep. And.. I ended up feeling valid. I feel valid now. :)

On weekdays, I usually sleep between 5 and 6 hours a night (not including my afternoon naps that I take sometimes). It turns out that the majority of my classmates also sleep for 6 hours a night during the week. So I'm not the only one who's like that.

Well, Cutepups, that's not very surprising. Ok that's true.  

 Apparently, it's common for teens to get the most tired during the middle of the day (my teacher said between 3 and 4 in the afternoon, for example). And would you look at that? Whenever I take a nap after school, I nap either starting at 3-something or 4-something. Like, dang, that's my nap time. 

I feel like I must be so sad and boring for feeling so valid upon hearing this news. :') 

Oh and I felt like there's something wrong with me because it takes me so long for me to actually fall asleep no matter what. At least 20 minutes, I would say. Well, when I'm lying down on a couch or my bed. Maybe it's less time when I'm in a car..? Because I kept on hearing about people that can fall asleep so quickly and easily. But apparently it turns out that falling asleep so quickly (in 5 or less minutes) is a sign of sleep deprivation. But.. I bet I'm still sleep deprived. I'm a wreck, pfft.

Now onto some announcements related to my skits.

I've become a lot more interested in writing skits. I keep on wanting to write skits in several long parts. This one I'm currently working on has several parts. 

About my skits, I include hints at story content in future scenes in all of them. The skits have parts that relate to the story. You wouldn't actually understand it though because everything is so vastly complicated. That time that Fierdan looked like he was sleeping but was actually communicating with A___? That's a scene that's vaguely similar to one I have in mind for the story. Much later in the story, Fierdan is called a good person and a savior, and in which he strongly denies that. And that causes the fight of who is the real good, who is the real savior/rightful leader of the world (?? idk how to explain things). Maybe it's not directly Taurel vs. Fierdan, but more like Taurel vs. Duke (whenever I think of those two against each other, I just think it's epic, like dang son).

Oh and in what I imagine the sequel of Twinkle's Story (if I ever write it lmao seems unrealistic though), I have such a vivid description of Fierdan. Anyway, I love Fierdan so much in story 2 omg you guys do not understand my love for this boy. In the story, he technically does sleep. Very little though. Fierdan has troubles sleeping and has frequent bad dreams and nightmares. He's very fragile, and people treat him differently (as usual). For the beginning of story 2, a lot is focused on Fierdan, nightmares, and traumas. Yeah... 

By the way, the personalities and behaviors of the characters in the skits isn't exactly the same as in the story. Some of them are.. significantly different. 

Okay, I'm done. Enjoy the skit! :) <3 

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[Date: Friday (December 1st). Time: 11:37 am. Location: House.]

Fierdan: *speaking to Sparkle* Based on the context, the correct word you should have used is "condemn", not "condone". They aren't synonyms.
Sparkle: *sighs* Yeah whatever, nerd.
Fierdan: *sighs* To condone someone means that I would have accepted Duke using black flames and let that happen. I got frustrated at Duke for letting out black fire; I wasn't disregarding the severity of that color flame. Condemning Duke was what I did. To condemn someone means to express a strong disapproval of something. I disapproved of Duke using black fire inside the house. See, there's a difference between the two words.
Sparkle: Ugh yeah, okay.
Fierdan: *rolls eyes and starts to walk away* You're welcome, by the way. 
Sparkle: *mutters* Stupid nerd.
Fierdan: Based on the context, you're the stupid one. You didn't know the difference between "condone" and "condemn" until just now when I told you the difference between them.
Sparkle: Okay! Thanks for informing me of this, Fierdan, but I don't really care.
Fierdan: You should care. I don't want you to say something that you wouldn't mean by accident.
Sparkle: Oh. Okay.

-x-x-

[Date: Friday (December 1st). Time: 12:16 pm. Location: Backseat of a taxi cab that is driving through a city. Names of specific places and people are classified and can not be revealed to outsiders. Ryen and Duke are the only main skit characters that know these names.]

Duke: Wow, their place is far away. We left the house almost two hours ago.
Ryen: *checks watch on his wrist* Yeah, they live a fair distance away from us.
Duke: Your briefcase looks cool. You almost look like a professional.
Ryen: Almost? I am a professional. It's my job.
Duke: This stuff is so interesting. So mysterious and secretive.
Ryen: Yeah, I guess it is. Don't say too much though because we are still using public transportation. We can't risk saying too much when there are strangers this close by.
Duke: *speaks more quietly* Okay, but who are we meeting exactly?
Ryen: *lowers his voice as well* The people who control the Elemental Powers of water, illusion, and metal.
Duke: Oh hmm, sounds interesting. 
Ryen: They are interesting people, alright.
Duke: *turns head to look directly at Ryen* I still don't understand. Why am I going with you to speak with them instead of Fierdan? Shouldn't he be the one going with you?
Ryen: *leans head back* With the state he's in? Fierdan is a severely sleep deprived and emotionally unstable wreck. He isn't at his best yet, so I'm choosing you. Besides, you also hold the fire Elemental Power. You and Fierdan are basically the same person, except that you're the younger version of him.
Duke: I feel like I shouldn't be involved in this. I'm too young, right?
Ryen: Too young? Are you kidding? You're almost 18 yourself, right?
Duke: Yeah, my birthday's coming up.
Ryen: So you aren't too young. Relax.
Duke: *speaks reluctantly* Okay, I'll try to.
Ryen: They are very interested in you. They have specific questions in mind that they want to ask you.
Duke: Questions about what?
Ryen: They're interested in your perspective in the last world.
Duke: *looks worriedly at Ryen who is sitting next to Duke with his folded hands on his lap* Oh.

[Date: Friday (December 1st). Time: 1:23 pm. Location: Small meeting room in classified building.]

Person 1: Do you believe that you are intelligently superior to Taurel?
Duke: *looks at Ryen with a look of confusion*
Ryen: *mouths words to Duke* They know about what happened, and they know who Taurel and Risak are.
Duke: *nods at Ryen and then faces the other people* In the end, it would clearly show that I'm far more intelligent than Taurel.
Person 1: Could you elaborate on that?
Duke: *folds hands and places them on the table in front of him* Yes, of course I can.
Person 1: Then go elaborate.
Duke: *takes a deep breath* I was able to see the flaws in his plans. It took me a few days for me to piece together the bigger picture, but once I did, everything became so obvious. It was very stupid of Taurel to leave such a huge loophole in his plans. 
Person 1: Was Taurel aware of your intelligence level in any way, and if so, how?
Duke: Well, yeah. Before he handed me over to Risak, he mentally assessed me in something kinda like an aptitude test. 
Person 1: How did you do?
Duke: Taurel did not expect the Duke Fierdan to be that smart.
Person 2: Then why don't your school grades correlate?
Duke: I was a troubled kid who, well, got in trouble a lot. My home life and mental health were very unstable during most of my youth as well. 
Person 2: Hmm. *writes down notes on notepad* 
Duke: To translate my results of Taurel's mental assessment for me into the current school system, I would be taking all classes at school at the honors level. But for the majority of all academic classes at the AP level.
Person 2: Are you taking those high level classes at your current school?
Duke: Uh.. no. 
Person 2: *smirks* Wow.
Duke: My friends from back home think I'm so stupid. Well, I think I'm smarter than all of them. Okay, apart from Ryen and Fierdan himself. Being smarter than them would be impossible.
Ryen: *grins* 
Duke: The school system in the last world was severely corrupted. There was no such thing as warnings or write ups- things that exist in my current school. Doing the slightest thing wrong resulted in an instant detention. Getting detention was very easy. And of course the number of detentions I got negatively affected my academic record. I wasn't able to achieve higher levels in any academic subjects as a result. Besides, my life was a mess in every way possible, so I doubt I could have succeeded in those classes, anyway.
Person 3: Okay, I have a question for you about how you dealt with Taurel. Why did you use an object to stab through his eye?
Duke: *losing his composure* How did you know about that?
Person 3: Heard you used a long, hard object. It must have went deep into Taurel's eye.
Duke: *sweating* Uh yeah, it did.
Person 3: Why did you decide to damage his right eye in such a violent way?
Duke: He damaged my left eye, that's why.
Person 3: How did he?
Person 1: Is there a reason for your questions, _______?
Person 3: Yes, there is. Now please let me ask my questions to Duke.
Duke: Well, Taurel electrocuted my left eye for several times a day, for a few days in a row. It resulted in my left eye turning entirely black for the rest of my time in the last world. Since Taurel is like my opposite and my rival, I decided to react by damaging and breaking his right eye instead of his left.
Person 3: Did that action of yours directly cause Taurel to die?
Duke: *looks clearly uncomfortable but is trying his best to stay professional* What I did to his eye wasn't the first thing I did to him. I have to say no to your question. There were other factors. 
Person 3: So what was the main cause of Taurel's death?
Duke: I'm not sure that I actually killed Taurel. I think I just broke his body.
Person 3: You didn't kill him then?
Duke: I said I don't know for certain! *stands up, has trembling arms and hands* 
Person 3: Where do you think Taurel is now, Du--?
Person 1: *cutting Person 3 off* That's enough! We need to focus on the real reason for our meeting.
Person 2: *mutters* About time. 
Ryen: *stands up and walks toward Duke* Excuse me, but could I talk with Duke alone for a minute?
Person 2: Yeah sure, go ahead.

[Right outside the room.]

Duke: *fidgeting due to sudden elevated nerves* Why the hell are they all so interested in what happened between Taurel and me?
Ryen: I didn't know they were going to ask you those types of questions.
Duke: Who were those guys, anyway?
Ryen: Person 1 has the illusion Elemental Power, Person 2 has the water Elemental Power, and Person 3 has the metal Elemental Power. 
Duke: The metal person is leaving me a very uncomfortable feeling. 
Ryen: Yeah, that person can be tough. The person with the water Elemental Power is usually cold and stubborn, but he is nothing compared to the person with the metal Elemental Power.
Duke: What about that other guy?
Ryen: Oh, him? He's annoying, haha.
Duke: Oh?
Ryen: He is a reliable acquaintance though. He's not that afraid of risks.
Duke: I like the illusion person the best.
Ryen: Good choice.
Duke: I think we should go back inside now.
Ryen: Okay.

[Inside the room again.] 

Person 2: Ryen, you want us to meet the rest of our Elemental Powers gang?
Duke: Huh? Gang? Ryen?
Ryen: Yes, that is what I plan on doing.
Person 2: Let them mature a little longer, and then I'll consider uniting our two groups into one.
Ryen: Okay, I understand.
Person 2: Good to hear. The work we do isn't suitable for children. There is too much risk involved if kids are put into the equation.
Ryen: Okay.
Person 3: Since Duke felt uncomfortable upon hearing my invasive questions, I know for sure that he isn't ready. Sorry, Ryen, but that day isn't today.
Ryen: *is suddenly disappointed* It's okay. I understand. 
Duke: I'm not ready, and neither are my friends, solely because we still feel strong emotions? That's messed up!
Person 3: *stares at Duke intently* Accidentally showing too much of a single emotion could not only result in your death but the death of all of us. Our work is secretive, and the minute any outsider has any idea what we're up to, we are all dead. Easily showing emotions in public could literally kill us. So no, if you and your group of friends with Elemental Powers are emotional people, then you aren't ready to officially reunite with our group. Over here, being killed is taken much more seriously.

....... oh yeah, story 2 vibes coming from this one. Ooh, ahh.

To be continued..? 

Monday, December 4, 2017

Another One

Another skit, that is. Following the skit I posted on Friday at midnight. 

Part 1:

[It's that Friday morning (December 1st). Fierdan is wearing the same clothes as the previous skit, and he's sitting in a chair around the round kitchen table. He stares into the large cup of coffee on the table in front of him. Then Dawn enters the kitchen, and she sees Fierdan staring angrily at his cup of coffee.]

Dawn: *goes to Fierdan and looks over his shoulder to also stare at the coffee* That's an awful lot of coffee.
Fierdan: *not turning his head* Yeah.
Dawn: I didn't know you were a huge coffee drinker.
Fierdan: Your tea will always be better than this.
Dawn: Then why did you make so much coffee?
Fierdan: I'm tired.
Dawn: *places hand on his shoulder* It's not good for you to try to get rid of your exhaustion by drinking caffeine.
Fierdan: It's the only way I can stay awake. I'm so tired. *slowly takes Dawn's hand off his shoulder, only moving his head slightly* 
Dawn: If you're so tired, then go to sleep.
Fierdan: *eyes brighten, clenches teeth, lifts up right hand to stare at his palm* 
Dawn: You need some sleep. Take a short nap at least. Please, for me.
Fierdan: *is tense* Sleeping? *nostrils flare?* You want me to go back to sleep?
Dawn: *softly gasps* Oh, so you were sleeping before? 
Fierdan: *slams his right hand on the top of the table, very hard* No! *grins sadly with teeth showing* No, I wasn't sleeping! It doesn't deserve to be called that! 
Dawn: What do you mean by that?
Fierdan: *yelling* It means I'm so damn tired! I want to sleep, but I can't even do that because I'm too scared! *small black flames appear around and underneath his right hand which is still on the table*   
Dawn: *eyes widen as she sees the black flames coming from Fierdan's hand* Relax...
Fierdan: Relax? I wish I could, Dawn, I wish I could. I'm so freaking tired, damn it! But I can't sleep without reliving my hell! *black flames spread more* 

[Sparkle, in the next room over, smells fire in the air. Instead of being in a panic, she only feels annoyance.]

Sparkle: Of course he had to do something stupid. It's so early though, ugh! *runs into kitchen* Duke, what did you do this time?  
Dawn: Uh...
Sparkle: *realizes that Duke isn't in the kitchen, and that the black flames are coming from Fierdan* Oh.. damn...
Fierdan: *finally lifts his right hand off the table and shape it into a fist, the black fire originating from the center of the palm of that hand* 
Sparkle: *is annoyed because of course she is* You used to always condone Duke for using black flames, but here you are using them yourself! 
Fierdan: *shoulders droop, lowers head and stares into the cup of coffee again* I got frustrated, so my black fire dominated my orange one. Sorry about that. 
Sparkle: *notices that Fierdan is wearing a white shirt and not a black one* Whoa, you're not wearing all black. You look so different. I like it.
Dawn: *sighs annoyed at Sparkle* 
Fierdan: Yeah, look at me. What am I doing? *stares at the coffee, deep in thought*

[Brock enters the kitchen. In his hand is a slice of bread with green stuff on it.]

Sparkle: What are you eating?
Brock: *takes bite* 
Fierdan: *in a quiet voice* I'm sorry, Brock. I couldn't do it. 
Dawn: Huh, what happened?
Brock: *swallows* Avocado toast.
Dawn: What?
Brock: This is avocado toast, Sparkle.
Sparkle: *is at a lost for words* Uh.. huh.. w-why?
Brock: It tastes good. I just toasted two slices of bread and put on some guac. It tastes delicious. 
Sparkle: Guac?
Brock: Yeah, avocados are an ingredient in guacamole.
Sparkle: *sighs* I knew that.
Brock: *offers Sparkle a piece of the food* Want to try it?
Sparkle: Uh.. no thanks.
Brock: *shrugs and continues eating his avocado toast* 
Fierdan: *continuing where he left off* I tried, I really tried. I just.. I can't do it.
Brock: Oh yeah, what's wrong? 
Fierdan: I'm so tired, and I tried going to sleep after you left my room.
Dawn: Wait, what? 
Fierdan: After I was asleep long enough, what I feared would happen did in fact happen. I hate myself for it. *finally takes a sip of coffee* I need a break from my dreams. *takes another sip of coffee* Or should I say my nightmares? 

[After a few more minutes, the black flames are all gone. Fierdan isn't as tense.]

Fierdan: I feel so.. weak. I should at least be able to get a full night's sleep, but I can't even do that. Gosh, there are so many things wrong with me. 
Dawn: After everything that happened--
Fierdan: I hate having to be treated in a certain way. I hate this; I hate that. I just want to be treated like any other person. But I can't because I'm not normal! I don't want to be treated as if I'm fragile, as if something's wrong with me, but I get it, okay? I am fragile, and there is a long list of things that are wrong with me.
Dawn: I'm sor--
Fierdan: Don't bother apologizing. It's more my fault than yours. *drinks coffee* Maybe what A told me is right. I shouldn't let fear define me and become such a huge part of my identity. I have to let my past go. I'm not that person anymore; he also died in that world. *drinks coffee but doesn't stop to talk*
Brock: *has finished eating and is now looking around* Where is Duke?
Sparkle: I have no idea. 
Dawn: Do you even care where he is?
Sparkle: *scratches her chin for a moment* Hmm, not at all.
Brock: I saw Finny, Twinkle, Ardere, and Fauna watching TV in the living room. I didn't see Duke at all today. Where is that drunkie?
Sparkle: Pfft, he's probably sleeping in till noon. 

[In that moment, Duke enters the kitchen. He's wearing casual clothes (fancy clothes for the skit characters). He has on black jeans, and a buttoned-down long-sleeved gray shirt. The top front of his hair is full of gel and is combed back.]

Brock: *under his breath* Damn, you look sober. 
Duke: Here I am. *practically twirls deeper into the kitchen?* 
Fierdan: Well, Duke and I look different now. 
Dawn: Why are you dressed like that?
Duke: Oh, do you like my outfit? I tried.
Brock: You look so good! 
Sparkle: You look nice, I guess.
Duke: Well, thank you!   
Dawn: Is there a reason why you're dressed like that?
Duke: Oh yeah, yeah. I have a meeting today. 
Dawn: A meeting?
Duke: I don't have much time. *opens fridge and looks inside* Hmm...
Fierdan: There's a bagel in there somewhere.
Duke: Uh okay, thanks. *finds the bagel and takes it out as well as the cream cheese*

[Fifteen minutes later. Duke ate the bagel and has put the cream cheese back in the fridge. Now he is about to leave for his supposed meeting.]

Duke: Well, I have to leave now. Wish me luck. I might end up changing our lives as we know it.

[All of them are confused, but then Ryen enters the kitchen.]

Ryen: He's going to meet.. them. I'm going with Duke. The two of us have to discuss some things with the others. 
Dawn: Them?
Ryen: Yes.
Sparkle: Huh?
Ryen: Well, we'll see you soon! *leaves the house with Duke*  

...... to be continued. 

Sunday, December 3, 2017

Audio - Vaguely Twinkle's Story

Yeah. Read the title. ^^

Chapter 76 is going to destroy me. There's so much going on and so much feeling.

Aaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!

Well anyway, I was on YouTube the other day and found some free audio clips. Then I watched several of them because I felt like finding some that would remind me of my characters and story scenes.

So that's what I did.

And here's what I found (I don't own anything of course):

First voice as Duke; second voice as Twinkle. Both of them speaking to Twinkle's parents. They're upset at her parents because they keep on degrading her, blaming her for her sister's death, and saying she's never good enough. Even after so much has happened in the story, Twinkle's parents still blame her for Fauna's death and basically treat her like crap. 

[2 hours later]

Ok never mind lmao! I can't find anything else right now! Whoops haha! 

(Why did I start this post? I don't know why!)  

Bad post, OP. :/ 

..............

Fierdan shrugging at the end of that Monday skit.. wtf iconic. 

Uh......

Bye. 

~ Cutepups


Twinkle (gasp)

Hi, I'm in a rush again.

Well anyway, I got this story idea yesterday.

It was about Twinkle this time.

Twinkle. My blue child. 

That's so rare for me.

It was a dramatic and emotional scene. The same level that I have in my Duke and Fierdan scenes.

Omg I love Twinkle so much now.

Aaaaaahhhhhhhhh ;; </3

My heart... 

~ Cutepups :') 


Saturday, December 2, 2017

December 1st midnight blogging discovery

I'm in such a rush right now lmao.

Hi.

I made a cryptic discovery.

Here it is :)




And then...



December 1, 2016. Posted at 12:23 AM. 
December 1, 2017. Posted at 12:24 AM.

One year later. One minute later.

Interesting...

Ok bye lmao.

~ Cutepups  

Friday, December 1, 2017

Continuing Monday's Skit

I have no school on Friday, so I have time to make a post now. :)

Please.. umm.. love me? :') 

[A tired-looking Fierdan in a white T-shirt and gray sweatpants walks to his room. When he opens the door, he finds Brock in a dark green hoodie and dark gray pajama pants. Brock is casually sitting at the foot of the bed and waves his hand when he sees Fierdan.]

Brock: *smiles* Hey.
Fierdan: *frowns* Why are you here?
Brock: What do you mean? I've always been in skits.
Fierdan: Why are you in my room?
Brock: Wait, this is your room?
Fierdan: *sighs* Yes.
Brock: *stretches legs* So I've been wondering--
Fierdan: Shouldn't you be in your own room now? It's past midnight.
Brock: There's no school tomorrow.
Fierdan: *mutters* Ugh, damn it.
Brock: *clears throat* So I've been wondering about what happened Monday afternoon--
Fierdan: *interrupts Brock mid-sentence again* I don't remember, and I don't care about what you're trying to say.
Brock: *looks disappointed for a few seconds but then smiles at Fierdan again* You, the intellectual, don't remember what you said on Monday when we came home from school? 
Fierdan: No, you idiot. I know what happened. I just.. well, you.. don't have the right to understanding.
Brock: They didn't understand what you were saying either.
Fierdan: Well, you're not in the story universe.
Brock: *frowns* Tch.
Fierdan: I made you guys able to hear me at that specific point in my conversation with A.
Brock: Why don't you say her real name?
Fierdan: She doesn't want me to yet.
Brock: Why?
Fierdan: And this is why I'm the intellectual, and you are the fool.
Brock: By the way, I'm not an idiot. I got a 100 on my vocabulary quiz.
Fierdan: I looked at your vocab notes, and your handwriting is the worst thing I've seen all week. As for those words, I've known the majority of them before I was ten. 
Brock: *gets off the bed* Not everyone can have genius parents.
Fierdan: *rolls eyes* Sure.
Brock: I didn't say your parents were any good. They were both insanely smart, right?
Fierdan: *scratches the back of his neck with his right hand* Insanely.. smart. Yeah, I guess that's a way to put it.
Brock: Uh.. so I was right.
Fierdan: About what? 
Brock: You made sure that I heard you say that you killed that A person.
Fierdan: Okay, you got me. I killed her.
Brock: So why is she not afraid of you? Why is she so nice to you?
Fierdan: I.. I'm not entirely sure myself. *pauses* She gave me my real purpose after I lacked one for many, many years. 
Brock: *yawns* Sorry but I'm getting tired.
Fierdan: Then go to your room and sleep.
Brock: Yeah, yeah. *walks toward the door and puts hand on the door knob* Oh, one more thing.
Fierdan: What?
Brock: Why do you have a bed in your room if you never sleep?
Fierdan: I never said that I never rest. I can still rest in bed even if I'm unable to fully stay asleep.
Brock: Oh, you can't stay asleep? There are sleep meds for that.
Fierdan: No, no. It's just that.. there's a very fine line between simply lying down with your eyes closed and actually falling asleep. Crossing the line isn't good for me.
Brock: How can you not sleep at all? Even insomniacs sleep at some point, right?
Fierdan: Hmm, maybe.
Brock: You should be the one getting sleep. Why are you the one concerned about me not sleeping? 
Fierdan: You're not the one with the nightmares.
Brock: You won't sleep because of nightmares?
Fierdan: *looks up* You're not from the story universe, so you wouldn't understand. If I keep my eyes closed for too long, the visions from my past catch up with the present me to haunt me for eternity. I've been from hell to heaven and back. 
Brock: Don't think about the bad stuff then.
Fierdan: That's easier said than done. *yawns* I get tired too, you know. I want to sleep just like the rest of you guys, but I'd rather not be forced to remember all the horrible things I've done and witnessed every time I try to sleep.
Brock: So you're basically a character that used to do very bad things, but then you turned good?
Fierdan: Uh.. why don't you leave now?
Brock: You don't want to answer now? That's fine. *opens door and leaves room*
Fierdan: *goes to the bed and falls on it back-first?* Sleep, sleep.. sleep... *closes eyes while facing the ceiling*  

I want to sleep. 

I'm tired. 

~ Cutepups