Hi! I need to always keep myself distracted to stay sane. I have small breakdowns every time I try to fall asleep at night. It's a hard process. :'}
I mainly distracted myself today by reading versions of the Beauty and the Beast fairy tale for my Fairy Tales class.. and joining various Discord servers. Haha yeah.
I might make a post (or few) about my weird dreams soon. They're very strange. I'm so emotional and dramatic in my dreams. Everything is screwed up.
Yeah uh.. my mind and thoughts are all over the place. I'm typing this on my computer, and my eyes aren't even focusing on the screen. Nothing is in focus for me anymore. I'm a total mess.
Anyway..............
It's Picrew time! This is the *insert number here of the times I made Picrew posts on here*.
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https://picrew.me/image_maker/457262Lofi girl Picrew.
It's me. I think it looks a lot like me. I usually have my hair up in a ponytail.
My skin looks like that.
I wear blue shirts fairly often. I like blue. lol
I have earbuds that look kind of like the earbuds in this Picrew.
I have a blue desk lamp. It's my brother's old lamp. *shrugs*
The black cat on the windowsill is my cat, Thelma. Yeah. I guess it's her. She likes chilling on windowsills.
I miss Thelma so much. Especially these days. :c
Umm.. ok then.
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This isn't from a Picrew, but it's a screenshot I took on my phone of this amazing ad I found on Facebook a while back. I love this ad. XD
"NEED A GIFT FOR YOUR GF ?"
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"GET HER A CHONKY SEAL"
CHONKY SEAL
Angry Seal Pillow
*gives a round of applause for this random Facebook ad*
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Ok, ok. Back to Picrew time #[who freaking knows].
My Characters: Part 1
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Stella (aka Twinkle). Before she cuts most of her hair off.
I imagine her wearing an outfit like this. It suits her.
Mostly blue hair with some strands of orange in it.
Yeah. That's her.
I love my blue girl. I love her.
Yeah...
Dawn.
She has a tiny plant sprouting out of her head because why not. It's cute. She's the earth/nature Elemental Power user. It fits her.
The background thing is something like a sun. I think that also fits into her aesthetic.
I love her, too. Of course I do. She's Dawn. She needs to be loved. Because.. I say so.
I don't know if it's that easy to tell, but she has a not-as-light skin tone as Stella. And me. If anyone remembers the avatar of myself I designed on this Picrew. I showed it a few posts ago.
Umm....... ok!
Ardere.
My happy sunshine and lightning boy! My son of light!
I love this golden child. :)
He likes playing video games. I can picture him playing games on a Nintendo Switch.
Maybe he's playing Animal Crossing. That's what my friend suggested. I think he would like playing that.
He's so happy and cute. The "!?" brings some chaos. He's a chaotic boy. Not like my older male main characters. But still. He's also full of chaos. He's Ardere. My freckly, golden eyed boy. He likes yellow and orange hoodies.
Haha, I love this kid. :D
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I'll make a part 2. I'd rather include Fierdan in the next part. Not here. Not now.
I'll end this post with a picture I took of the sunset I took one day while in my current college dorm.
Pretty sky! :3
*distracts myself to stay sane* :-}
Hahahahahahahhahahhahaaaaaa
— Shan
Hm, yeah. Pretty sure I cried every night for about a month or two after our dog died. And then randomly every few nights since... well, up till now, I guess.
ReplyDelete*Hug* It'll take some time to get better, Shan. Ride the grief out while it has strength. <3
I feel numb more often than anything else when I think about her. I cried during phone calls with my mom though. I feel like something is missing in my chest (ah, heartache). I’m trying to constantly keep myself distracted / busy and to try to be happy, but it gets very hard sometimes.
DeleteAgain, thank you so much. I’ve been thinking about back when you posted on your blog about how your dog passed away. Hearing about people’s pets, especially their dogs and cats, dying makes me sad too. *hugs*
That's a lovely sunset! What kind of Discord servers do you join?
ReplyDeleteThanks! I really like this sunset I took a picture of. :’)
DeleteI’m in one with my friends and in others that share my interests and identity labels.