Repeating

From the other post. But Cutepups the fool won't be bad by swearing.

Please read this post though.

Uhm.

:'^)

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Life sucks. School is stressful. I have standardized testing and projects to do.

Sigh. Sigh, sigh. Sigh, sigh. Sigh.

The testing program didn't even work today. So I actually didn't take it today. Lol wow.

I woke up from like a 4 hour nap not too long ago. What the heck.

Since I posted 5 chapters in a row instead of thinking about how reality sucks, I lost an hour or two of sleep for a week.

Why, you may ask? Because. I love suffering.

Fantasy and fictional worlds are better than reality.

Now onto my cursed Twinkle's Story talk.

I'm treating the story seriously and as a complete joke at the same time.

Emotional stuff, deaths, ages, worlds, relationships are all making me suffer. The plot twists and emotional stuff are confusing the heck out of me. I love suffering and confusing myself. It's great.

My children: Twinkle my blue daughter and queen, Dawn my green daughter and queen, Ardere my happy light sunshine boy, Duke my problematic emo son, Fauna my angel girl, Finny because why not, and Fierdan my very problematic troubled brain son who I love so much.

Pre-Fierdan Daniel though. Oh my. My love. My child.

Starts to cry.

This is me after posting any chapter in the 60s arc: Wow, I love my son. I love my daughters. I love my children. Fierdan, my boy! Wow, I love Fierdan. Wow, wow!

Viewers: Why do you love your killer character so much? What is wrong with you, you heathen?
Me: Because. Uh.... *has difficulty finding words to say without spoiling anything*
Viewers: You cryptid fool.
Me: Gotta. *finger guns* Love my problematic fav.
Viewers: What about Duke?
Me: Oh, I love Duke too. I just have Fierdan more up the scale for my favorite characters.
Viewers: What about Twinkle and Dawn?
Me: Well, I used to really hate Dawn. After thinking out her past some more, I changed my mind. I love her so much now, guys, it's incredible. She needs a break. Zios with her pre-Jamaa, Fierdan with her in Jamaa.. gosh, give Dawn a break. Twinkle, well, I find it hard to put her on the same scale as Dawn and him. I love Twinkle a lot too, but right now I think I'm loving Dawn and Danny's characters more.

After every chapter in the 60s arc I post, I sing and cry "Danny boy, Danny boy" in my room at midnight.

This 60s arc was all about Fierdan. At least kinda. Lots of him in these ten chapters, huh guys? All about that past. Fierdan, Dawn, flashbacks, the human world.

The 70s arc is going to be emotional. Whew, I'm not sure if I'm ready to start typing chapters in the 70s.

That's why I'm not gonna post a new chapter for at least a week. Haha.

Omg just watch me make this cursed story have 100 chapters. Oh god please no. Just don't, Cutepups. Do not.

My 60s arc aesthetic: Twinkle knowing things before Duke, Twinkle punching Duke in the face, Twinkle insulting Duke, Twinkle slapping Duke across the face.......

Wow, I love Twinkle. My blue daughter.

But come on, girl. Tsk, tsk. You're frustrated with Duke and yourself. You're frustrated because you're still attracted to him.

Damn it, Twinkle. Just go be with Dawn already.

In Chapter 68, Twinkle is basically telling Duke he sucks because she still unfortunately loves him.

And what does my blue daughter do? She kisses him.

I'm crying. Twinkle why.

I'm drawing Danny and Dawn as cute human flower children. And they look so cute. I hope I don't screw up the line-art and coloring though.

*cough* Towards end of Chapter 64 *cough*

Know what really gets me? After a little over 100 years, he's standing up for himself against Soulless's abusive behavior. Like I know I haven't really said it, but Fierdan/Daniel has been abused/manipulated all his life. I might get more into it in the 70s arc though.

Not to reveal too much but. As children, Zios (I really should change the name because in my story Zios is such a terrible person who's done terrible things, and he's a good character thing in AJ and like what if AJ is gonna condemn me if they found out about me.. ahem) is in one way or another abusive and/or manipulative (more like both) to the three.

Perhaps Fierdan killed Zios because he was so done with what he made him, his brother, their mother, and Dawn go through.

Yeah idk where I'm going with this.

I really should go back and change every time I use the words Zios, Jamaa, Mira, and (maybe) phantoms to new and original words. Because like. This story ain't no AJ fanfic anymore. Dorothy ain't in Kansas anymore.

Ya. Ain't. Yaint.

Cursed word. Gasp.

Know what I find so cute? Fierdan basically rescuing Fauna in Chapter 67. 

I find how Fierdan with Fauna in Chapter 67 was so cute because of what Duke was thinking a few chapters before that. Duke was thinking about how he'll hurt anyone who dares hurt Fauna even though he kinda caused her to die. And since he can't really go to Fauna, Fierdan did instead. And Eternal was being mean to Fauna. So Fierdan hurt him (basically just choking him).

*thinks about Fierdan's actions in some chapters* .... kinkshaming you, boy.

Lol me.

Going around naked, choking someone, that scene in Chapter 60 ("Hurt me"), Fierdan and Dawn, Fierdan wanting Soulless to hurt him.. welp. 

This is basically Fierdan lol:

Someone: *talks about how much Fierdan is an evil killer (I mean he technically is, it's just that he's kinda very misunderstood)*
Fierdan: okay
Someone: *says the word "zios" in a positive way*
Fierdan: *goes up to the person in a threatening way before hurting them* what did you say? you want me to beat you up now?

Taurel is growing more and more messed up. He thinks of Risak as an idiot, he's obsessed with torturing Fierdan (he thinks Duke = Fierdan but that's not exactly true), he even chops his own paw off.

He's mad crazy.

Sparkle and Taurel aren't exactly on the same page. They're thinking two completely different things.

Who am I missing? Oh yeah. Ardere, my boy.

Ardere is so pure. My little child. He stayed by Duke's side for the entire time he was screaming. He thought he was inadequate because he's a wolf. But then Dawn, Duke, and Twinkle tell him about all the good he's done and how he affected their lives for the better in Chapter 66. I think that part was so sweet. Aww.

paw: hand 
In the story, paw is the substitute word for hand. Paw doesn't mean like an actual dog paw or whatever. It's like the same thing as a human hand. It's just that they call hands, paws.

claw: nail
Paws have claws. Like how human hands have nails, fox "paws" have claws. Claws are what they call nails. And unlike paws, claws are shaped differently than nails. Claws are actually shaped like dog claws. At least kind of.

Foxes in the story are more like humans than actual foxes. I think of all the characters (ok maybe Ardere not as much) as being humans. Foxes are just like humans but they have tails and triangle ears instead. That's basically it. Oh and I draw their noses as circle shapes rather than as vertical lines.

Vixen and reynard are swear words. Freaking (depending on the context but usually) is another swear word.

Who in their right mind still thinks this story is still suitable for children? Like, idk, people under 11-13?

Eh.

I should update the chapter list on my other blog. I'll do it later. At some point.

Bye.