damnitcpup

Hi. 

For the past 2, 3 days, I've randomly been thinking about Fierdan in Chapter 67. 

(Chapter 67)

(damn it c pup why now) 

I love him (lol he's like a ghost boi) so much in this chapter. Like, I'm still not over this.

He's not even being a "good person" character in the story yet, but yet I still love him. So much. 

I wanted to draw him in this chapter ever since I wrote it. But of course I didn't do that lmao. 

Drawing poses and facial expressions is hard. Plus, I'm afraid that if I draw a story scene, it'll turn into more of a stupid joke because that's what my art style is (it's a stupid joke.. it's bad in quality tbh). 

I want to draw my fire boy. I have so many art ideas to draw Fierdan in. So many. Geez. 

Hmm, kinda wish I could know how to draw and color in that painterly art style. Where the art.. is good. The people look attractive and like actual people, and not ugly and awkward looking. 

Sorry but it's been bothering me a lot lately. I just want to draw them good and not bad. 

Hmm. If I have more time later, I'll try drawing and posting sketches of Fierdans. 

One of which includes merman Fierdan (my man). I want to draw him as a merman (aka boy mermaid). 

I have some.. uhh.. interesting (?) art concepts for him. But, welp, can't exactly draw any of those if I still suck at drawing anatomy. 

me thinking about fierdan: ffffufufffuuu *cough* ck heck

every single of you: @ this post: thanks! i hate it 

I'm going back to bed. My eyes are burning. I'm too warm in this too warm room. My fingers feel weird and achy. 

It's time for sleep time. You'll better be sleeping. 

<(o)> <(o)> 

(those are my burning eyes watching you. .... i wish i could draw eyes that look.. hot.) 

Sleep time! Time for sleep! 

bye lmao 

(ffffufufffuuu *cough* ck heck)