uh yeah wow

It's June! It's officially time to start screaming in panicked excitement! Yeah! 

Well, hello there. I finished the things I've been most worried about for the past few days. It's over with for now. Now all I have to do is wait and hope everything will go okay. 

Haha, ha, ha. Yeah. 

-x-x- 

Anyway, I was listening to a song I first heard on one of the TV shows I watch. Then I kept on listening to the song on repeat when I found it on YouTube. 

And now I can vaguely imagine it playing as a new season trailer for my story 1 (which I named "Twinkle's Story"). And it being full of action with some angst mixed in. 

Ruelle.. she's great!! <3 ;~; 

But before I go more into that, I decided I want to include this picture I took on Monday at the riverside. 

:) 

Ok so yeah. 

It's this song (oh heck me up): 

Fire Meets Fate~ Ruelle 

I love the songs she does for Shadowhunters. They're so good. I.. I love. 

The "gravity from underneath" part that's mentioned kinda reminds me of Twinkle- Chapters 75-76. 

The "in our blood" and "destiny" parts remind me of Fierdan and Duke. But also Twinkle. I get a bunch of Twinkle vibes from this song. 

And of course I can't not be reminded of the scene in the TV episode when and where the song is played. Ahh,, oh no..

For what I plan on doing for Twinkle in Chapter 76, I love her so much. Oh damn, my blue child. Just.. damn. 

I am annoyed that I can't draw Fierdan as gorgeous as he deserves to be. Because his looks, I've come to realize, are like.. goals. And he's gorgeous. But I can't draw gorgeous boys without them turning out ugly. But I don't want to draw him ugly. :( 

I still have so many art ideas for Fierdan. But I can't ever seem to draw him "correctly" to my standards. Like, I imagine him looking a very specific way in my head. And it bothers me so much that I can't draw that. 

Hmm.... 

Well, good night.