ummm fierdan lol

Hi, here's a new post. 

Eww, it's Monday. Which means it's gonna be a long day. Yip pee. :| 

Uh hhhhh ok ????

Well then. I'm here to make a list of things that cheer me up from wanting to do the Die. 

1. Listen to music 

2. Watch shows

• by "shows" I mean starting new Netflix series and watching those recent new anime episodes 

3. Reread my old-ish skit posts

4. Fierdan. 

Ah yes. Him. I've been thinking about him. 

Yeah uh. Ok. 

-x-x-x- 

I recently have come to realized how young I made him. Like, what?? I'm. 

So, Fierdan is 19. Like, that's the age I decided to give him. Like, that's how old he supposedly is in his current form. 

*pop up appears with an evolution chart of fierdan forms* 

..... anyway! 

Lmao. That's so young actually. Come to think of it, that's like young. He's like a boy. Wtf. 

Tf?! Watch me continue writing legit story stuff when I'm 19. And I thought 19 was old. Omg pls save my soul. 

I can't relate to my twink and puke characters because I'm older than them now somehow. I'm no longer 17. I'm 18. Am I more like Fierdan now?! Help-

Fierdan, a character whose age should either be in his mid-20s or in his 100s. But no. Story one present time Fierdan is 19. 

"what's up, i'm fierdan, i'm 19, and i never learned how to cope." 

I haven't been thinking of any of my other characters. I left them. Heck. 

I hope they're okay. What are they doing? I didn't write a skit since July. 

Wait. Are Twinkle, Duke, Finny, Sparkle, and Brock in college now in the skit universe? Last year they were high school seniors. Are they in college? Where are they? Are they still together? Are they separated? What's the truth? Heck! 

I lowkey want to make a skit where Ryen criticizes Fierdan for not doing anything with his life. Like, there's the other characters I just listed at college(s). The younger ones are struggling through high school. Ryen graduated school/college and has a job but I never talked about that before lol. And then there's Fierdan. And he's just. In pjs all day, roams around the house, is a mess, etc. 

Oh right, that skit idea. So Ryen forces lazy boy Fierdan to apply to jobs and colleges. And yeah. Sure. Ok. Yeah. 

I started comforting myself by thinking of soft Fierdan moments. Like.. yes. 

• the Awkward Fierdan 

• the Breaking Down Your Gender Roles Fierdan

• the Adrogynous Look(s) Fierdan 

• the Little Kid So Pure So Sweet Fierdan 

• the Talking Casually To Night Crow Fierdan

• the Blushing Fierdan 

• the Sipping Tea/Coffee/Hot Chocolate Fierdan 

• the Being Nerdy Fierdan 

• the Being A Goof Fierdan 

• the Soft Casual Voice Fierdan

• the Getting Out Of Those Filthy Black Clothes Fierdan 

• the Bi Mess Fierdan (because he's, he's bi like I said since forever apparently like uhh I can't see him as being straight like a straight thing ok-)

Lmao oops, I almost started to forget he's like an edgy killer character. I just have so many more soft/good Fierdan moments as opposed to basically what's in canon (he's a total bitch in what I have out in canon so far, I hate him). Asdfghjkl-

I don't know why I haven't been thinking of Duke at all recently. What the heck is going on with me? Ahh! 

Fierdan, wow, I love him. This hecking boy. What a guy. Hhhhh. 

Ok lol bye.