very short update post kinda

Yeah. What the title says, basically. ^ 

I’m still sad and grieving and all that. Listening to music helps me cope. That’s all there is to it. 

Because of social distancing and all, only my parents attended the funeral in-person. My sister and I just watched it from her computer at home (there was a video for it).

Not being to a funeral of a pretty close family member in-person... it’s kinda surreal. It’s so strange. 

Oh, the funeral was this morning. It was a short service just at the funeral parlor. Or whatever that place is called. You know what I mean, right? 

On another note, I finished and sent in (emailed my professor) my essay. Finally. He got it and is pretty understanding, so I guess that’s good. 

I’m doing alright. Just trying to cope with these life circumstances. 

So.. my grandma on my mom’s side is now gone. :’( 

I think I wrote posts about my other grandma more often on this blog. So if I mention her in a post about us doing something together or something, now you’ll all know I’m referring to my grandma on my dad’s side. 

Uh....... That’s all I have to say for now really. 

I’m glad to be done with one of my essays. :’) 

Oh yeah. Yesterday was 4/20. lol 

And tomorrow is Earth Day. 4/22. 

Which then means it’ll be a month until my birthday. I’m turning 20 this year. 20! :0 

Take care of yourselves. Stay safe. 

~ Shan <3