I'm Crying Inside

Well... Hi guys.

So... Before I go into what I actually am here to post about, uh... This post over on my friend's blog is so sweet. Oh my gosh! <3

Go HERE (<-- Yay, the thing worked this time XD)

So yeah. Anyways...

You guys. Oh my gosh! I want to just hug all of you! (But I kinda don't want to, so Precious and Enchanted and all my AJ OCs will hug you instead. X3)

=D

I bet most of you don't know what this actually means. (You don't.) 

(2 of them are Mesha but whatevehs.)

This... This means so, so, so, SOO much to me. This right here, in this picture above... Oh my gosh, I can't thank you guys enough for helping to start off the new year this amazingly. I really don't.

(Now over) 25,000 views and 10 followers to start off the new year!

Okay, now I'm going to be full-out serious here.:

I never, ever expected this. At all. I never expected getting over 25,000 pageviews or 10 followers. (I always expected me having just 1 less follower and never reaching that 10- haha.)

So in other words, this right here ^^, seemed like a fantasy world away to me. Like it would never come true. Like my dream, sort of speak. And it came true! :D

25,000 is just a quarter of 100,000! (That's a lot! ^o^)

And yeah. I bet most of you say the same thing as I did when you get a certain amount of pageviews. Like I get that. But... I don't know how to thoroughly explain this, but it's different to me. When I started blogging, I thought I'd be like one of those "fail blogs" (no offense intended- sorry) where nobody comments. So then I started commenting. On my own posts. Cuz I'm Cutepupios. And then I actually gained to have more and more commenters. And viewers. (Basically you guys.)

I feel so popular! (Okay, not really. XD)

I love you guys so much! (In the friends way- derr. X3) <3

And anywho, believe me guys. I really, really, really want to do a sort of celebration thing (whether it be a party or a contest or a giveaway) for this. (Like mini-milestone. In blogging in the blogosphere- credit Gamer for that word. XD). Lol.

However..................................................

The torture begins again tomorrow. (Yes, school=torture.) 

So the thing is..................

When school starts, I won't have time. (I mean it this time.) Actually, I'm a bit behind on a few things for school. And well yeah. I'm not a straight-A student or anything. (Or even a straight-A/B student.) And yes, I'll admit. At times, I feel that the idea of blogging all this fun stuff is more important than the more serious stuff in life (example: school).

Ugh, this is breaking my heart that I have to do this now. :'( </3

Ugh, will you guys even understand? (Probably not, but oh well.)

I have to focus on more important things than just blogging. Such as getting my grades up (yeah sure *sarcasm here*), and getting a type of volunteer work. (My family won't shut up about it. Gosh. :I)

And yeah. I'm in high school (believe it or not :/). And to be honest here, every single school day, I worry about how the day will affect me. In ways I bet none of you'll ever truly understand. (Except if you're like the same age as me. Um yeah.)

In other words, every day that there is this tortuous thing called "school", I get this thing called "stress."

Ha, hold on to it while you still can, kids. Do your teachers even teach you? Like go through the lessons. So you can at least get a basic grip of understanding it? Well, guess what?

Mine don't. This is basically an average class on an average school day for me.: complete do-now on iPad; take notes on Keynote (PowerPoint) slides- that can be over 70 slides long; get a 7-page packet for homework (2 days till due); get a quiz next class; get a test the class (or next if nice) after. (Basically my Bio class right there. <--) And sometimes instead of the 7-page packets, there are projects. (I hate projects with my life. More than essays. And man, I hate essays. I can't stand them. *even though I did get a 100 on my most recent one- haha*) Oh god. How am I gonna survive March!?!? *panics*

Ahem. What I'm trying to say is, well, um.................................................

When school starts again, I probably will be too busy to post. So no. I won't be stalking my blog and your blogs like a gazillion times a day. (So heartbreaking, I know.)

So no more 2+ posts a day. No more joking and stalking fun. (Except for weekends- maybe..)

But I'll still try to comment (but less though) on your blogs.

However, if it comes too far...........

I might have to take a blogging hiatus. Which probably also means an AJ hiatus. Honestly I don't know if you guys have realized it yet, but the most time I spend on AJ is for 2 things.:

(A) To make a post.

Or

(B) Hang out with my very close AJ buds. (Most of which are you guys.)

So yeah. I guess this is a kinda heads-up if you suddenly don't see me around the blogging side of things for a while.

And to make it less of a chance of me blogging often still, I'm gonna try to start being more active on my DeviantART. Like I want to start submitting some artwork, drawing new ones, favoriting (is that how it's spelled?) some, etc.

So well yeah. My DA name is BlueBlazingSpirit (click it to go there <--) Thank you so much for 5 watchers, too!

Lol. I'm making this far more dramatic than it actually is.

Whelp, I guess that's it. I don't know when my next post will be. So.............

Until next time!

Goodbye for now, friends.