Oh. One more Twinkle's Story -blahblahblah thing I feel like explaining.
Okay so.
I do know that I'm not that descriptive about some things in it. Like colors, locations... You get the point.
So, the reasons for that are......:
1. So you guys can freely imagine what it'll all look like. idk.
(and 2)
2. I'm too lazy and tired to write more descriptively. Like the only chance I get to type up on my computer long enough is late at night. Um ya. *yawn*
Anywho, it's Groundhog Day! :3
Which means it might be my kitty's birthday! (Yay!)
Lol
So... To those peeps who don't know what that is, it's when this groundhog who's been hibernating or something all winter goes out of the hole to see a shadow or not. Indicating if winter will end early or at its normal time (6 weeks from now or something idk).
Well.... It snowed last night. So... I think winter is still here, groundhog. Back in da hole for you! idk.
Now for some dead serious talk here.
So.....................................................
Honestly, guys.... stalkers...... friends............................................
Eh, I'll just say it.
I don't think I can take this anymore.
Ya.
Why do I keep constantly posting- when I say I can't?
Heh, I'll answer that. Because you (if you're reading these words on this post right now) mean, like idk, the world to me. Heck, you guys (or whatever you want me to call you- idc) are the best. And that's basically why I keep returning.
So, where is this going? Umm....................... idk.
I've been overly stressed lately. Like I can't even.
Little kids.... School isn't good (as in healthy) for you.
It just created stress basically 24/7.
As in not good.
Ya.
And all this stress (mostly having to do with school; some with other things I don't feel like telling you guys) has made me feel a very, very, very, very, very, tiny bit... Depressed.
Whoopdeedoo. :I
So...... (Hey, back to square one!)
All this (idk- stress..?) has kinda influenced my characters. Like their actions and stuff. But to a much greater and violent extent, of course. Eh.......
Eh, this is getting harder and harder for me to explain!
So now you kinda know why I'm so harsh to my (and only my) characters.
But way less than them. Like way less.
I know that I need to focus more on the more important things in life than just blogging and all this. But, I honestly don't know. I just can't leave you guys.
You all mean so much to me.
Okay, I'm dead serious here.
My goal is to only go posting on the weekends for a few weeks. Which will usually just be story chapters.
Eh. I bet 99% that I'll still comment, and that I'll totally forget this and still post at least once a day. Even though I clearly keep on telling myself I can't.
I honestly feel like such a fail. Like.... idk. What am I even doing? I think I'm so irresponsible.......
I can't even.
Well.... The NE Patriots won the Super Bowl last night.
Eh, I wasn't really bias about which team should (or should not) win.
Hopefully (or not), I'll stick to my own promise this time.
Even though I bet I'll still "stalk" all of you (or just most of you).
So it'll kinda be like May 2014 when I just posted story chapters. But just on weekends.
So.... That's basically it.
I really have to leave now.
Bye, stay awesome!
Goodbye.
~ Cutepups522
School is the starting point of stress, especially to the people who actually do after school activities. Me, I don't do any of that stuff so I have all the time in the world to do anything. I'm usually not stressed because of that AND I try to make whatever I'm doing fun. Finding loop-holes and everything. For some reason, I'm really good at finding loop-holes O.O I don't think my teacher likes that XD.
ReplyDeleteBut you're the awesome of awesomeness, and I know even the awesome people have stuff that they need to do that's the opposite of awesome. But the less awesome stuff help in life later on and all that blah blah blah stuff.
To me, it's fine if you only post on weekends and only post chapters of your story in the meantime c: No, you gotta stay awesome Cutepuppy.
Thanks Mutant. c:
DeleteBut, well you see..........
A factor that is CAUSING the stress is me NOT participating in any extra-curricular/after-school activities. It's just so freaking complicated to explain this just by typing on here. idk.
Like, I want to. It's just that I don't know what. And I'm one of the most awkward people when it comes to meeting new people. Or anything "new" at that.
And then there's volunteer work....
*sigh* Life is just complicated and stressful. :/
I have the same problem with extracurriculars. Had some last year, but grades and things got in the way so I quit. You know, just because school is busy, it doesn't mean you give up your life. I've been a bit depressed over what I'm struggling with at school, but now that a new semester is starting for me, I'm just going to try to move on and keep doing what I love but also working hard. Just gotta keep going, cutepups. It'll be over by summer.
DeleteGreat to hear from you, Champ. Yeah, I also have other activities as well as with blogging but don't have anything to do with school. So I'm also busy and kinda stressful about those things as well (but not as much as school). Same with me. New MP, new class. Yeah, I'll try my best to do that, too. Summer means less stress in schoolwork, but I might have to be signed up for over-the-summer volunteer work. Not that sure yet.
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I liked the half time show. :((( SEATTLE SEA HAWKS DIDN'T WIN!!!!! And i am sorry that you feel stressed. *sighs* I remembered that i was the only 1 in my class who voted for the Seattle sea hawks and so now idk what's gonna happen at school XD.
ReplyDeleteMe too.
DeleteYeah, unfortunately...
Lol
Thanks.
I'm very sorry about that. It must be very stressfull. Blogging is just an "extra" thing. I don't mind at all if you post Twinkle's Story only during weekends. You should instead try to spend more time on school, homework, irl friends, and family. So yeah. And the Seahawks didn't win last night. :( They won last year, they should win this year lol.
ReplyDeleteMhmm agreed.
DeleteCutepups, I heard your sister was in a 3 way car accident. Is she okay?
ReplyDeleteLol.... Today is like a definition of hectic.
DeleteSo what happened is that I come from school. And then I hear my parents yelling and kinda crying (o.o) over something as my dad talks on the phone. About the police (o.o) and insurance stuff (o.o). And I'm all like, "Umm..... Scary." Because then my mom tells me (and my brother) that my sister was in this car accident. Right? So anyway. They finally tell us that my sister is totally fine, but the car is pretty much damaged even more than usual now. And they were so worried because she (my sis) was alone, doesn't have insurance papers under her name, and her phone almost died- without their being a charger in the car. (It was a pretty old car. 10 years... eh). Yeah, I'm still not 100% sure what happened in this accident. But I think one car hit our car's rear bumper. Followed by another car.? Tbh, idk. Well, the roads are very, very icy and slushy today. And it was snowing when it supposedly happened. Yeah, she's fine. Totally fine. Annoying me as I'm finishing my homework.
Hectic day, much? 0.0
(( please stalk me.
ReplyDeleteOkay, why do I always say such weird things -refrains from putting smiley faces because wants to be serious cuz it's a serious post-
Okay, okay.
Aw, sweets. (Have this strange addiction of calling people pet-names like "kid" "SON" "girlie" "dearie" "darling" "sweets" what is WRONG with me ?!! XD - broke the promise -GOT IT SOOONNN omg imagine me saying that in an accent X3))
Life is life, and eventually life's gonna hit you hard. It's gonna be hard through the struggle, but you've got to rev up your gears and stand in the storm for what's coming is going to be thunderstorms and many tornadoes. I KNOW that, I know that this proably won't help, but here are a few things that helped me through my recent depression.....
1) I journaled, every day of one good thing that would happen, one way I could get through something stressful, and a list of all the good things in life / reasons to keep on living.
2) poems. Or any type of writing or reading. Depressing poems.. Drawing.. ANYTHING to let your feelings out. It really DOES help. If you put your whole being.. Your soul into what you do, you'll feel much, much happier. Let out your feelings.. Even if it's only in distractions, addictions (good ones) or poems or something of the sort. ABSORB yourself in things.
3) every day, turn your worries into jokes. Every day , when I woke up, I was like "great, school!" (Sarcastically , of course) but instead of saying that.. I was like "time to do that math homework!" All happily. It helps, for some weird reason. X3
4) be positive to yourself. Every day, every single day, I joked around saying "IM SO COOL!" .. As a joke, like I said.. But it really helped my confidence and it was like a mini-joke with myself. It was just plain fun.
5) and last of all.. Remember that it's okay to let out your feelings. It's okay to let it all out, and it's A.OK to cry. It's okay to vent with someone you know.. And it's okay to tell someone everything. You can even tell lame little me it you want. :)
Dun worry, dearie. It's gonna be alright. You will get through this. You're a teen; and teens have mood swings and all you need is a little more healing and lots of love.
Stand strong, friend<3
Be that brick wall in a storm.
Love, Gamer
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DeleteYou're a more-than-just great friend, too!