Broken Crown hecking bros

Hi, I'm up late because I love sabotaging myself.

Nobody really cares or wants me to talk about myself, so I'm here to talk about my OCs instead.

A few months ago, I found this song.

It now reminds me of Ryen, Fierdan, Z, and Soulless.

I don't feel like explaining anymore because I lost motivation that anyone gives a damn!

Broken Crown~ Mumford & Sons 

This song... <3 omg. 

Makes me think of it possibly being in that royalty AU I mentioned last post. 

I basically hear this song being sung in Ryen's perspective, but it's about him and Fierdan. 

Wait, no.. around halfway through the song I also hear it in Fierdan's perspective. 

Oh and that line, "I'll never be your chosen one" reminds me of how Pre-Fierdan views Z. Because when Fierdan was a little kid only known as Danny (yeah, that's his other nickname.. weird, huh?), Z was constantly disappointed in him and.. yeah, bad stuff. So Z liked Ryen more, and spent more time with him. But later on, Ryen thinks that Z might have liked Fierdan more. So then Ryen thinks he'll never be the "chosen one" or more liked son. But in reality, their father was terrible to both of them. 

And none of what I just said will make any sense to anyone but myself. But you know what? I don't care since nobody even comments their input and thoughts. 

I mean yeah, I'm blogging for myself and I enjoy it. But not getting comments on here or anywhere is pretty annoying. And I'm sad right now too, so fvck it. 

Basically, I view this song as Ryen and Danny (oh heck, meant to say Fierdan but he isn't known by that name all his life, so) throughout their lives. 

These hecking bros.. make me so emotional. What the fvck. 

"I'll never wear your broken crown" reminds me of when they're much older and realize how sh¡tty their father was towards them (and also their mother and Dawn ;; hh). 

Yeah yikes, what a corrupt family. Z is terrible. He sucks. That song line is basically reminding me of how like Ryen and Fierdan are not accepting to agree with their father and do what he does/did. 

But ironically enough, Fierdan grew up to be and do what Z wanted him to do. And he looks a lot like Z. 

So.. yeah. :( ;-; 

I love thinking about this messed up, pain-filled family. Ha, ha, aaaaahhhh. 

I'm typing this now because I fvcking hate myself with a burning passion. God!!

Oh and I realized I can add my old signature in my posts. 

Yeah, that's cool I guess. 

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