Cat Expo '19 + update junk

Hi, I'm here to post some of the pictures from the cat expo.

I don't remember if I posted the pictures from the one last year. I think I did though.

Eh.. my memory is awful.

I hope these pictures show up as gifs. Because.. they're gifs.

So yeah. Uh. Kitty cats. Gotta love them.

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Mustache cat! Why are you lying down in your litterbox?

(... I doubt these pictures are gonna show up as gifs. oh darn.)

Sleepy kitties.

(.... but I'll be happier if they do show up as gifs. I'm not sure if they will.)

A kitten! 

A sphynx cat! Look at how big the ears are on this guy. He has different colored eyes too. 

A Lykoi cat! aka the "wolf cat" :o! 

This cat breed interested me greatly, so have more pictures of this guy.

Haha, that cat has a wolf-like face. :')

I love cats, ok bye.

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update junk:

I've been very anxious all day so far. I still am.

Earlier today, (after a few times) I successfully made an appointment for counseling/therapy. It's later this week.

So, ahem, I did that. (yay?)

I don't feel much better after doing that though.

I kinda still want to cry..? Ha ha.. great! :' }

.......... and it's so damn great (/sarcasm) how my dad got mad at me for taking so long to call the places and to get an appointment, and threatening me and guilt-tripping me.

......... ugh, shut up. shut up, thoughts. 

leave me alone. stop stop stop, make it stop. f_ck!!

I've also been googling and searching on youtube how (first) therapy sessions go. 

I'm so scared. What the hell! 

Now I'm going to continue to find distractions and shit. Or else I bet I will cry! 

Maybe I'll return later. Who knows. Oh god, not me.

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