story doodles

Hi. Thanks to a certain person who made me feel better yesterday. <3

So anyway, I want to post some of my recent (not all) Twinkle's Story doodles. 

But since I want to show my favorite drawing out of these first, well, that one will be a wip I'm working on and plan to color.

Yeah. Cool. :)

One of my favorite scenes from Chapter 75. It's my blue girl, Twinkle. I love her. 

I first started drawing that one while writing her POV for the chapter.

Now these next two pictures are a bunch of doodles of stuff that happens during chapters.

Of course the first one I'll show is the one from Chapter 75. I quickly drew this as I wrote the chapter. 

(Drawing them in their original forms is so weird to me now, help.)

So what do we have here? Hmm..

(Dang.. you can see my other art wip in the background here.)

Of course I had to draw Duke in that creepy pose right away. It's when Duke is talking to Sparkle. You know.. when he's right in front of her and his hand (I mean paw) is in front of the lower part of his face and with orange flames. 

Then there's Taurel. Yeah, uh.. heck. I tried to draw him with a creepy-looking facial expression. Those eyes and mouth though.. haha. It's when he's clapping or something like that even though he only has one paw and the other arm ends in bandages.

And then there's Twinkle. I kept on redrawing her face and hair. She looked too evil and like a boy (my drawings of Duke made him look more feminine in comparison) so I redrew it half a dozen times until I just gave up on trying today. The pose is almost the same one in the first picture here. I'll go on about it more when I post the finished piece. 

Alright so for the third and last picture for this post, I doodled them around an hour ago. These are all doodles from the next chapter. 

It starts getting intense in Chapter 76. I really want to start typing it, but my computer is stupid.

Now since this is exclusive Chapter 76 secret content, I won't go on and explain what these doodles are depicting.

I think the only doodle you can understand is the one in the upper right. Maybe the one below that one as well. As for the ones on the left, those are completely new content that hasn't been mentioned in Chapter 75. 

Ok that's it for Cutepups bad art. 

Bye for now. 

~ Cutepups ~ 

hhhhhhaaaaahhhhhhh

List of things. Random thoughts.

Yeah. 

Sorry in advance.

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Really, pfft? 

Nobody has an opinion on Jinx and Jax? 

Wow gosh ok then.

Fine, I'll let it go.

Giving up.

:-)

-X- -X-

I had a dream where I got a bar of soap. 

The top of it was very sparkly and looked like a green and purple crystal.

That is so interesting, right guys?

Viewers: no view, no comments

Me: alright then XD

Well.. uh.. I think this guy character gave me the soap.

That's weird, Cutepups.

-X- -X-

I wanted to draw fanart for a while now.

But drawing them is hard.

What no.. I totally don't mean anime characters.

.. I mean yes.

And cartoon characters.

Same thing.

-X- -X-

I really hate when I see and/or hear other people talk about how bad their art is.

No, stop that.

You're young. Your art can change. You have potential. Your art is beautiful.

Same goes for people who call themselves ugly.

Stop it! You're not ugly!

Meanwhile I'm the one who lost the opportunity for potential and is actually gross and ugly: :^)

I freaking hate myself. XD :) 

-X- -X-

Behind the lies and fake niceness, I bet everyone who actually knows me hates me.

I'm annoying. I know.

Hate me. XD 

-X- -X-

Sometimes, like now and since yesterday, I feel so itchy everywhere. 

I hate this.

This body prison.

Ugh why life.

Ouch.

-X- -X-

So in 2015 I talked about this future character named Dylan.

Now in 2017, I'm not sure if I'll actually name him Dylan in the story.

.. He was introduced already. ;)

-X- -X-

I feel so damn disconnected from my posts from previous years.

Did I actually write like that?

What the actual heck.

-X- -X-

I'm getting a haircut soon.

I'm in that mood to cut my hair shorter again.

My hair annoys me so much.

It's itchy too. 

Ugh why.

Life is pain, kids. :-)

-X- -X-

Plot twist: Twinkle is a boy.

Boi XD

.. why can't we be boys? 

XD this body df 

This female hecking body df

(The Blogger app just glitched, and I just panicked because this draft wasn't showing up. Hahahaha!!!!)

-X- -X-

I hate typing these posts on the iPad.

Right now, I have no other choice.

I still can't get to the internet on my dumb computer.

That great feel when life things screw you over. 

So great! XD :)

-X- -X-

This is such 2016 Cutepups crap talk but screw it.

Every second that goes by is closer to the time that I'm gonna lose it.

I'm so screwed. Ha, ha, ha.

Without my story and other fiction things, I'll be a lot worse. A whole lot negative. 

Fiction is a distraction, and without it, I'm nothing and have nothing.

Friends.. yeah sure. Those have gotten a bit better this year. 

But I can't help but feel like they (you, reading this? idk) are annoyed with me and can't stand me that much longer. 

The only good things I can talk about are fictional things, and stuff about my pets. 

Because the truth is, real world stuff in this reality are very crappy.

Life unironically sucks, ok.

-X- -X-

Sorry I'm not good enough for anyone. Including myself.

I'm not nice, funny, and extroverted enough.

I know that, damn it.

-X- -X-

I can't go a day without worrying.

It's not important though. I bet life is worse for anyone else reading this crap.

Can't get a break from this life stuff pressure.

Oh no.

Applying for jobs and colleges is terrifying af for me.

Sorry I have anxiety, family. :/

Every. Freaking. Day.

The. Same. Thing.

I really have to start getting serious about this stressful thing in the early fall.

Senior year. Yeah haha so fun. 

No, screw you. :-)

-X- -X-

I can't do this. 

Giving up. XD 

-X- -X- 

I don't care what you say.

I attempted plenty of times. I tried, damn it!

But I don't give a flying f anymore!

I'm sick of trying. I'm sick of failing.

I'm sick of knowing that people hate me, but deny it when I say they do.

I'm sick of having to "face things that give me anxiety."

I'm sick of being forced to know when I don't know crap.

I'm sick of my entire life being an embarrassment compilation.

I'm sick of myself- this body and personality.

-X- -X-

The words they say.

They only enforce the fact that I have no future and won't live as an adult.

Limited time left then. 

XD welp ok

-X- -X-

I get it! I freaking get, damn it!

I don't really care, ok!

They're supportive of me. They want me to be successful. They're just worried about me.

And for what? 

I can't do anything right, and I don't know anything good enough.

I'm so freaking scared. I'm sorry but.

"Help" isn't that helpful.

-X- -X-

.. I remembered why I don't get too personal anymore.

.. fck it tho

I hate myself and want to destroy myself even more now.

I'm not a cool blue dude. 

Sorry.

Nobody is happy. 

Neither am I.

-X- -X-

But I went to the fair yesterday.

I saw so many good dogs there.

That's a good thing, I guess. 

:) - unironically 

-X- -X-

It honestly feels like I'm the only one I know who has to fail a few times before I succeed.

It's like I'm the only one. Everyone succeeds far easier than me.

I hate how I'm like this. Eww gross. :/

I want to give up everything before properly trying enough thousand times.

End me, you fools.

I'm done. 

-X- -X- 

Just kidding.

I'm still here.

I'm a disappointment.

-X- -X-

Text: "aromantic people with romantic attraction"

Me, reading this: ???????? What the df wtf ?????????????????

Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

-X- -X- 

That G word is annoying me again.

I hate this crap.

Gender.

What the heck even is that anymore?

What even am I?

Being female really annoys me and makes me uncomfortable sometimes.

But.. gosh, I'm annoyed and confused and frustrated and I hate this crap.

Aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

-X- -X-

C U T E P U P S

uhh updates

Hey. I'm just gonna list some updates. Yeah.

So first off, my computer is acting dumb again. It has an error message that won't go away. This happened before, and it took so long for it to go away. I feel bummed.

Hopefully, I can fix that mess. Heh..

And so I'm typing this on my iPad. (As one example, I had to retype that one sentence 3 times.)

But not all is bad...

I saved some photos I took on my phone onto my iPad. Thanks to me for uploading them to dA.

When I said I was going away for a few days on the Chapter 75 post, one place I visited was this plant conservatory. The only photos I took were from the butterfly garden there.

The first photo I'm going to show is my favorite one.

Haha yep. :)

Beautiful butterflies. <3

I know the first two are monarchs, but I'm not sure about the last one.

-X- -X- 

I'm so annoyed with myself. Pfft.

I drew this cute TV head person on my computer that I wanted to feature in a blog post. But I can't really get it now. Ugh.

About art, I feel like the only good post ideas I have now are me posting my drawings. Well, besides my chapter posts of course.

I have lots of Twinkle's Story related drawings I could work on and finish. 

But now I really feel like I should try and draw some more different fan-arts. Hmm, I might give that a shot.

Oh and maybe I'll draw my non-story OCs more. Yeah haha, I have other characters. 

-X- -X- 

I have this fantasy creatures AU for my Twinkle's Story main characters. I know what I'll do with two characters (Duke and Dawn) but that's it. 

Eh, I'll explain. By that, I mean they're dressed up as fantasy creatures. 

Duke: phoenix 

Dawn: seelie (fae?) 

What are those nature creatures called? Hmm, I guess Twinkle can be a blue phoenix.

I guess I could draw Fauna as a non-human style angel.

Yeah, that's really it. I don't know what to do for anyone else.

-X- -X-

Pfft. Nobody answered my question about Jinx and Jax. I'm curious, guys. 

I wonder how you'll feel about them when you learn more about them.

I love them. They're pretty interesting guys.

(Omg I almost deleted this post..)

Oh and to be honest, I want to know how you feel about Fierdan. Only from chapter posts.

Has your opinion on him ever changed throughout the story? How about the brother, whose name was recently revealed to be Ryen? 

I wonder how you'll feel about them after you read Chapter 76. Haha. >:')

Oh, oh! The same goes for Dawn. The green girl deserved a much better past. ;;

Man, I sure do love imagining myself drawing the three of them as little kids.

My tragic lives children. ;v;

-X- -X-

I really have to read this book. 

Why am I still typing up this post? 

I don't know.

-X- -X-

This year, this summer. Uh.. well..

I feel like I'm giving off the impression that I'm more chill and happier than last year.

Which is true.. I guess?

But I know I'm also lying. 

Is this because I've been posting less? Perhaps. I only post when I feel motivated to. 

Compared to last summer, I haven't fallen apart. My thoughts aren't as depressing and bad and all that negativity. Death isn't on my mind as much despite me not knowing how I'll live in the future.

So yeah. My mental health isn't as bad as back then.

But here's the thing. 

My thought process is still pretty bad. I have irrational thinking and I overthink.

Anxiety is never fun. 

I dread and panic every day this summer. I'm so scared for school starting and the fall season.

Like.. haha.. why am I so scared? This is stupid, huh.

Jobs and college related stuff. I have fears. 

I don't want to go into it, but I have low self-esteem and don't really like myself at all. Oops.

Ugh, I really don't know how to do and deal with anything. 

Fiction is such a great coping mechanism thing. Seriously.

Bye for now. 

~ Cutepups 

Non-Story Art Trash

Hi. idk.

I drew this for my dA.

I felt like drawing my Bluey in a different way this time.

I have a lot of story drawings, pfft.

I might post again later.

But I haven't been as interested in posting anymore.

Sorry. 

Geez, my art is trash.

See ya.

~ Cutepups 

I went on AJ...

Hi. I don't feel that good today. But hey, have a new post. ^-^"

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The adventures of blogging and searching for cryptids has ended. Now since today is Monday, the squad is back for a regular RIM skit.

Sparkle: Alright so. *yawns* The RIM is...

Brock: Yuck! That burger looks a gazillion years old!

Finny: Earth isn't even a gazillion years old, so how can that burger be? 

Brock: Uh.. it was created on another planet.

Sparkle: Ugh, you fools! It's called using food coloring.

[Everyone else enters room.]

Ryen: Billions of years ago, the only living organisms were microorganisms, and they lived in the ocean--
Fierdan: *rolls eyes* And land didn't exist back then either.
Finny: Oh.. sure.. okay.
Fierdan: ... meteor showers every day.
Finny: Umm.. sure.
Duke: You're all nerds! Shut up already!
Twinkle: *sighs* You're a nerd, Duke.
Duke: *face heats up, faces Twinkle* No I'm not!
Twinkle: Oh, that's true. You're more stupid than Fierdan who is supposedly you.
Duke: That's true!
Dawn: *snickers*
Duke: Hey!

[One minute later.]

Ardere: Hey, who's that over there?
Finny: Who? *turns head, looks where Ardere is looking*
Twinkle: Oh no, better run.
Dawn: Why don't I know what's going on?
Duke: Haha, and you called me the stupid one.
Dawn: Twinkle called you stupid, not me.
Duke: Yeah and I don't really care right now. We have to run away from her--

[Suddenly, a girl wearing strange clothing appears.]

???: Ah hello, hello! I have returned!
Fierdan: Who the hell is that?
???: *immediately starts sobbing* You don't remember me!
Fierdan: Ah shoot sorry.
Ryen: Stop making little girls upset!
Fierdan: *looks at Ryen angrily* Geez, sorry I don't know who she is.
Sparkle: Ugh, is anyone gonna explain who this weird girl is?
Duke: I will! That, well, her name is Precious.
Twinkle: And she's crazy.
Duke: A long time back, I was at this mall with Twinkle. There were these clones of Precious everywhere. Like, one had a temper tantrum about paying too much for marshmallows and getting ripped off...
Twinkle: What the hell are you talking about, Duke?
Duke: I.. I really don't know.
Dawn: Well ok then. Nice to meet you, Pre--
Precious: *smiling, no tears in her eyes, jumps up and down* That's right! I'm Precious and have returned!
Duke: What do you want? None of us have marshmallows on us.
Precious: No, I'm not here for marshmallows. I have to talk to this handsome boy.
Duke: Oh.. thank you?
Precious: Not you, silly! *walks past Duke*
Duke: Oh.. okay. *looks disappointed*

[Another minute later.]

Fierdan: *looks confused* You wanted me? But why?
Sparkle: Weren't you just crying because he upset you?
Precious: He didn't upset me. I just thought he would remember me. Right, Fierdan?
Sparkle: Pfft. *steps away from them*
Precious: I have some pictures of me to show you.
Fierdan: Uh.. sure?
Precious: Duke, you can come here!
Duke: Okay. *joins Precious and Fierdan with unease*
Fierdan: What did you want to show us?
Precious: *beaming* These.

Fierdan: Oh.. I remember.

Duke: This is the third time, Precious. 

Precious: No, it's actually the first. The other times, my non-biological twin dressed up as Fierdan.

Duke: Oh.. huh.. weren't you dressed up as me for the other two times?

Precious: Yes.

Duke: Oh ok.

Fierdan: *snorts* Non-biological twin?

Precious: Yep, and I have a picture of them too.

Fierdan: That's a.. look.

Duke: Nice observation.

Precious: *holds up first picture*

Here I'm dressed up as Fierdan. I couldn't get black fire, so I used orange fire instead. Look at all those flames because you two are fire boys. I added in a gravestone because you're both obsessed with death and killing. Duke also was involved with coffee a few weeks ago, so I added in a cup of coffee.

Duke: Let the coffee thing go already!

Fierdan: *chuckles* That's not happening.

Duke: I hate both of you!

Fierdan: Haha ok.

Precious: *holds up second picture*

And here I am dressed as Fierdan lying down and being sad in Cincernum. That's what the black goop is supposed to be.

Duke: Those eyes though.

Fierdan: My suffering isn't a joke.

Duke: Neither is mine. But did you care? No!

Precious: I just wanted to dress up as you during a typical day down in Cincernum.

Fierdan: Ugh fine.

Precious: I made this my Fierdan look because of the black fire markings and the black worn blanket. They remind me of you.

Fierdan: Gee thanks.

Precious: Oh wait. I have something for Duke as well.

Duke: Dang.

Precious: I wanted to mimic that scene where you were on a cactus.

Duke: Omg why.

Fierdan: *laughs*

Precious: *shows the picture*

Fierdan: That looks just like you, Duke.

Duke: Omg stop it, you guys!

Precious: Oh shoot, I forgot to pee on the cactus.

Duke: That's it. I'm out of here. *walks away from them*

[After Fierdan and Precious stop laughing and crying over the picture of Precious acting as Duke during that iconic cactus scene from a long time ago.]

Precious: I also drew you something on the AJ paint program. *hands Fierdan a painting*

Fierdan: That doesn't look half bad. Wow?

Precious: Haha, I've been trying to improve my art since last time I spoke with you and the others.

Fierdan: When was the last time we spoke? 2015?

Precious: Yeah, I think so. It's been a while, huh?

Fierdan: Yeah. I guess it has.

Precious: I added a spiked collar on you. I think it would suit you.

Fierdan: Heh, it looks pretty cool. I wouldn't really wear one though; I don't like choking.

Precious: Wait what?

Fierdan: That's a story for another day.

Precious: Oh. Sorry?

Fierdan: Don't be. That red-orange fire on one side, and the gray-black fire on the other looks nice.

Precious: Aww thanks!

Fierdan: The face and hair could use work. I know we haven't seen each other in years, but you know I don't look like that.

Precious: Pfft. I know that. Besides, this is the first time I drew you as fully human, you know. 

Fierdan: Ah, that's true. It still looks pretty good overall though.

[Their pure interaction is cut off by Brock.]

Brock: Why would anyone want to wear a weirdly colored burger on their heads?

Sparkle: I don't know why, Brock!

Brock: Geez.

:3 ~

cutepups story writing commentary + more shrugging

Hey there. It is I, the lovely fool called Cutepups. :)

I think I'm going to post some photos I took on my phone by posting them to my deviantart and saving those to my iPad. And then creating posts on my iPad despite it working badly. I feel like I'm gonna use my iPad to post a lot more now.

Yeah sure whatever.

Well, I'm just gonna list some story writing commentary or whatever it's supposed to be called.

Yes. 😉☺

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Want to know a thing about writing Twinkle's Story chapters that annoys me so much?

Viewers: what? no..

Well, I'll tell you!

Viewers: but why..

It's because I decided to format the chapters to have these two things:

1. First person point of view (1st POV)
2. Present tense

I don't know why, but I feel like the chapters being written in that format annoys you guys. Believe me, I know. It annoys me, too.

But will I change it? Nah. I want this cursed story to have some consistency in it, okay.

If you're confused by what I just said, let me explain.

First POV means the story is told from whatever character I'm on's perspective. So for example in Twinkle's POV, "I" is referring to her.

And present tense means that dialogue, as an example, is written as "say" or "says" instead of "said" which is seen more often in books.

Yeah, I don't know. Younger me decided to format the story that way, but now it kinda gets on my nerves.

Hmm.. might be because it sounds unprofessional. Sounds off. Awkward.

-X- -X-

Hey.

How do you feel about my two newest named characters, Jinx and Jax?

What are your thoughts on those guys?

I'm curious so tell me.

Oh and have some fun facts about them:

1. One of my Chapter 75 drawings is of Jinx and Jax.
2. I originally was gonna make them villains, but then I thought of something better.
3. I kinda see them as the two halves in a yin-yang. Or, like, puzzle pieces.
4. Uh.. Chapter 57 though. Mm.
5. Uh.. Jainx though. Mm.
6. Mm omg I think I'm so clever. Ha!

-X- -X-

Another one of my Chapter 75 drawings is of Twinkle.

I love her. Omg you guys. I love my blue daughter.

I keep on drawing her as a boy. That feel when I draw a character who is a girl look more like a boy than my characters who are actually guys (*cough* Duke and Fierdan *cough*).

She is called "Stella, the star-named child" by Jax. What do you think that means?

It has meaning. They have a lot of meaning. So much. Meaning. Gah ok!

-X- -X-

I might or might not have been listening to anime soundtrack music (omg what a fukin weeb) when writing the beginning of Taurel's POV and the ending of Twinkle's POV in Chapter 75.

Um.. heck.

-X- -X-

Chapter 75, a summary:

Taurel:
- Omg <3 it's Him! <3 <3
- I wanna break him and make him bleed. Break his face. His blood. Omg!!
- I have that superior complex because I'm a Savior, dammit!
- Honor to my father! :0
- Here's my motive to wanting revenge on Fierdan by beating the crap out of Duke and scarring him forever. :}

Dawn:
- DUKE!!! Where the heck is he?!
- Stop being bitter with me, Duke. Why are you so stupid?! :/
- Yes, I'm The Dawn. I'm the green queen goddess, dammit!
- This boy doesn't belong to you. :/
- Screw consequences, Duke and I are gonna fight you. Fite me! >:0
- Who is she???

Duke:
- Zoned out in a flashback going about his entire life with Sparkle.
- Huh what did I miss? ... Oh sh!t.
- Sparkle... :0
- Go away, Soulless. :/
- I'm a bad boy who can't be saved. B")
- Twinkle said she hates me, but I'm going to say I love her because Dukle has to live on. <3
- Omg he worded it like that. Making that sound sexually.. wtf Duke omg dammit no wonder Taurel is gonna beat you up. :/ (jk..?)
- Zoned out in a flashback about Admiral suddenly kissing him. Harassment? Nah bruh!
- idfk insert a lenny face here
- Is Duke said is gay?
- F*ck you, Sparkle. Twinkle is beautiful and can write unlike you! :/
- What's wrong with being gay? (Duke- social justice advocate 2k17)
- Disconnects from feelings like bruh.
- What? Gay? No, I'm a certified Straight TM! *flirts with Twinkle and kisses her an X number of times* Finny? Who's he? Pfft. I have that cliche edgy straight boy main character vibe. Bi whom??
- Stop with your bs, Sparkle.
- Fierdan, the writing prodigy. Before He got contaminated. F*ck you, Sparkle.
- Parallel between Duke throwing orange fire at Sparkle and Fierdan throwing black fire at Dawn.
- Taurel is a creep wtf.
- WHAT DO YOU WANT WITH MY WOLF BRO, ARDERE?!
- Duke, you're gonna get screwed over. >;)

Twinkle:
- Why am I following this suspicious dude down this underground passageway?
- Phantoms can't come in.. sounds fake but okay.
- Dang ok. Another suspicious one.
- You're being suspicious, so I'll kill you! :0
- Who the hell is Stella the star-named child?
- Ugh, of course phantoms have to follow me. :/
- Activate your sword! But wtf does that mean??
- Gosh Twinkle, are you trying to be Rin now?
- Is the J duo famous down here or something?
- Wtf you set me up! If you two are immune, then you fight the phantoms. :/
- Fine ok. I'm gonna kill some f*cking phantoms today.
- Now, prepare to die. In.. three, two, one.

Fauna:
- Ha, I have feelings too! Look, I'm angry. That's a reference to my sister. :}
- Why do you sound like that?!
- Fierdan likes staring at his hands paws.
- Stop with this Soulless bs! :/
- Damn, his hair though. Gorgeous problematic boy.
- Fierdan in pain. Ahh, save him! (oh but Chapter 76...)
- A life without Soulless, huh..
- Fierdan goes from 0 to 100 about suicidal theme.
- Dang ok fine, Fierdan. O.O
- What game are you playing at?!
- No! Wtf Fierdan! I don't know what it's like to kill someone, and I don't know anything about human anatomy! D:<
- Ok I get it. You know how to break people's bodies. Geez thanks for that 0 to 100.

Yeah. That was basically the chapter. XD

-X- -X-

So, you know those anime blogs on tumblr with those gifsets?

Viewers: What does this say? Suddenly, I can't read.

I keep on imagining there being one that has different images/gifs of Fierdan in Chapter 75 and 76. Gifs such as Fierdan staring at his paws (palms up and in fists), his hair falling (<3 boi!), Fierdan crying and getting tortured by Soulless in that flashback- + a lot more from Chapter 76.

-X- -X-

When I'm writing chapters, I feel like I have this weird auto-correct in my head.

In my head, I'll be like "hand" or "hands", right? But when I go to type, there's this conversion in my head.

Hand or Hands --> Paw or Paws

For the millionth time, when the characters describe paws they mean hands.

Paws aren't like dog or cat paws. They're hands, okay? Hands!

Just like the word "human" wasn't in their mental dictionary for a long time, "hand" isn't either.

Well, for now anyways. Ha, ha. Yeah.

-X- -X-

I'm not sure if anyone realized it, so I'll point it out now.

In Taurel's POV, we discover a motive for Taurel wanting his revenge on Fierdan by wanting to torture Duke (the supposedly only alive Fierdan- which is false of course but he doesn't know that).

So the motive is that the little girl (refer to Chapter 60) Fierdan killed was Taurel's father's sister (aka Taurel's aunt).

But in Fauna's POV, Fierdan isn't an old guy. He's seen as being a few years older than Duke, Twinkle, Dawn, etc.

So, well, ?????????

Well, you see, there might be an explanation about it in Chapter 76.

And like, Fierdan in Cincernum was his rebirth. Because there was a time gap between his "death" and him being in Cincernum.

Or perhaps Fierdan and Dawn look so young because they're immortal. XD

-X- -X-

If you think Fierdan sounds like a nerd, then you have a big storm coming.

Ryen is on a whole other level of smart.

Yeah ok lol.

-X- -X-

I freaking love analyzing the character relationships (aka parallels) between Duke and Taurel and Fierdan and *insert name of little girl he killed*.

Let me just say this.

Fierdan's POV in Chapter 76 is an emotional rollercoaster train wreck set on fire.

Oh and lol. Did anyone realize that in older chapters, Fauna's POV was first and Fierdan's POV was last? But ever since Fauna arrived in Cincernum, Fauna's POV became last? Yeah and I'm thinking of putting Fierdan's POV first for Chapter 76.

I keep on imagining this happening:

Viewers: *imagine the Fierdan-girl parallel as Fierdan being this predator and the little girl being terrified*
Me: *thinking about future scenes* Ha, ha.. yeah.

Oh, I guess I should say the parallel in the time where the story is in now. Not in the actual flashback.

I don't want to reveal anything. Sorry.

It's called being mystified.

Oh and while I'm talking about Fierdan's POV in Chapter 76, have some notes:

There will be (in more graphic details this time) violence (blood, body horror), abuses (yes, s), and killing mentions in Chapter 76.

Much more detail this time. Um.. Fierdan.

But there will also be gore and killing in Twinkle's POV. Yeah.

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The title says "more shrugging" because I shrug since I don't know how else to summarize this post.

Yeah, I'm done now.

Important Announcement + shrugs idk

Hello! :)

Wow, I haven't made a new post in a while. Geez.

So anyway, I'll just get to it. Heh yeah.

I fixed the few things in Chapter 75 that were bothering me.

Before I jump into other things, I just want to say that I know Fauna's POV in Chapter 75 isn't that graphically violent. There isn't much blood, I know smh.

It's just that I kept on having trouble figuring out how to type those bloody details in her POV. It would be too weird if Fierdan just said all that violence and body horror stuff out loud to Fauna. I don't know what I was thinking before. Dang ok, Fierdan, you freaky boy.

So then I decided to make Chapter 76 have a Fierdan POV. It'll have more details of some things he mentioned to Fauna in the previous chapter. And more flashbacks.

Oh and Twinkle's POV will have some violence in it. Like actual violence. Um.. guts, gore.. yes.

I'm not sure if there will be actual violence where Duke, Dawn, Ardere, etc. are for Chapter 76. But violence will fall on them soon enough.

My writing goal is to write the chapter with The Scene before the end of the summer. >:')

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Oh, I have to say something else.

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT (*please read*)

I won't be able to post as much anymore.

I recently got a new phone. That's cool. For the time being (probably a long time), I won't be able to get the Blogger app on my phone. That's not cool.

Most of the time, I made posts on my old phone.

Why not my iPad? Well, it won't be mine forever, and it's so hard to type posts on there now. The only time I use my iPad to post is to show you my traditional art. And it's so annoying to type on there. Ok I can't.

And now I can't get on my old phone at all. Which means I can't access the Blogger app on there anymore.

I tried several times to type posts on the Blogger site instead of the app, but I can't scroll on there and see what I'm typing. So, no thanks to that.

I guess I could use my computer to post (which I'm doing now), but my computer updates a lot and I can't go on it every day because of that.

I used to create posts when I was lying in bed about to go to sleep. It won't be the same by using a computer.

Going and using my computer just tires me out. It's just.. ugh.

Ugh, I have so many bird pictures on my new phone that I want to show you guys. But I doubt I can make posts on my phone. :(

There's a slim chance that I'll be able to. Yeah maybe.

I also just want to post art and chapters on here. Oh and maybe skits too. That Cutepups Support idea as well.

Shoot......

But seriously, I want to only post chapters at some point. I'm starting to grow tired at seeing my messy and foolish other posts.

I'm planning on starting the Chapter 76 post soon. I won't finish it in one day either.

I also have some sketches I drew while typing Chapter 75. Haha yeah. I'll post them at some point.

Oh and I have some computer post ideas that I'll try and post later.

But for now...