1000 posts

Hello there.

This is the 1000th post on here. That's a lot of posts.

This post isn't anything special though, haha. It's just something short and boring.

That "Character Phases" post? That one was long. Haha yeah.

I didn't know what to title the previous post. "Fierdan is here".. wow, what a title.

I think about Fierdan a lot. I hate myself lol.

One hour I could be loving him, and the next I could be hating him. Like.. I don't know how to feel.

Same with Duke. Especially my fave, Demon Duke.

They've both done downright awful things. They're definitely not heroes. But they're not exactly the villains.

Yeah.. I don't know. 

If anyone's curious, Demon Duke will probably appear in the second half of the 70s arc. But definitely in the 80s arc.

Ugh, life is annoying. I'm going to be busy in the morning and early afternoon for today and tomorrow.

I want to post Chapter 74, but I don't have time to. It's so hard to find enough free time these days. Actual free time.

And next weekend is Mother's Day. Then not too long after that, it'll be my birthday.

Stressed over a bunch of things. Stressed right now. May is the month of stress.

Like honestly, I've been making posts about my characters as a distraction from things going on irl.

I'm so scared. Nothing's helping. People who got anxious failed. I'm going to be anxious.

I have to get a good score today. I have to this time.

I'm so tired of everything. Well, except typing about my characters. Haha yeah. But even I get annoyed about that sometimes.

I know I've been only typing about Duke and Fierdan lately, but I've been thinking a lot about Twinkle and her POV for the next few chapters too.

There's going to be a new character in her POV in Chapter 74. Exciting, huh.

The chapters are finally gonna be good. I can't stop thinking about them. Heck yeah, future chapter events.

Haha, it's like the story is the only thing that I'm motivated and passionate about. Everything else? Eh, not really.

I still hate the story though. I've been trying to make it better and not as crappy, but I don't know if it's working. I don't know if I improved my story plot.

But I really hope so.

Well, I just have to get through today. Then the next day, and the next...

Life is tiring. Ugh.

Ok bye.