whew feels

Hello. That exam killed me. I'm dead lmao.

I want to briefly talk about my morning. Ok lol.

I was sleeping. Everything was fine, but then it happened. What happened? My freaking dream turning into a nightmare happened.

I woke up nearly an hour before I usually do with my heart racing.

Thanks, hell brain. :-)

The dream: I was driving my car on a road that I usually drive on. It's the road that leads to the place where I practice parallel parking with my dad. Except my dad wasn't there. I was driving alone. But then out of nowhere, this car comes speeding toward mine. It's in the same lane I'm in. Then dream me was like, "oh crap" and I prevented a head-on car collision. And then the rear of my car exploded. :-)

Haha yeah, it's that dang anxiety. My birthday is in 20 days. The heck?
And up until 12 when my exam started, I was on full-mode anxiety. Ouch, body pains.

After that, I died lmao. It (exam) killed me lmao. Haha, ha, ha, haha.

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Me: Anyone say story rambling time? ;)
Any viewer: No. No one said it, Cutepups. :/
Me: (Cutepups...) That reminds me! :0
Any viewer: Ugh, what now. :/
Me: Hey, that's my line! >:0
Any viewer: Stop including keyboard faces. :/
Me: No! >:D
Any viewer: Okay, what is it? :/
Me: Read below. :)

I know I'm referred to as Cutepups on here. On this here cursed blog site. But like. Cutepups is a weird name. Pretty childish. It's about cute puppies, come on. I like how I turned Cutepups into a cool (lol you wish, fool) blogger name, but for a while now I've been conflicted. I kinda want to keep my name as Cutepups, but I also kinda want to change my name to Spirit. Or, haha, Ghost. But Cutepups has been my name for so long. It's my blogger brand name. Ugh, what to do. What should I do? Heck man, if you're out there, please help me.

Anyway, here's some more of my story rambling.

So, haha, I was on YouTube. Then I found this song. And then this other song.

Me and my story-obsessed with spoilers trash brain thought the following:

"Wow.. guys.. this song reminds me of Duke. I mean yes, I know I have 100+ songs that remind me of Duke. But this song? It's such a 70s arc and 80s arc mood."

I have to stop doing this lmao. I thought that when I was halfway through the song when listening to it for the first time.

The song: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=I3Ezq1fCQCM

Most songs that remind me of Duke and Fierdan are rock songs with screaming parts. That's them lol ok. No calming and quiet songs for these boys. Definitely not for Duke. Maybe for Fierdan. Lol what.

*mind blanks out for a second and throws you a skit*

Me: Gosh, Twinkle's Story is getting long.
Me: *looks at manga*
Manga: 140+ chapters
Me: I feel better now..?

Now I'll end this post by throwing random story spoilers in no order and with no context at you. ;D

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"This is the Lightning Bug. It is also known as the Firefly."

"Electro fly..."

"This particular one has been genetically modified, which gives it the ability to electrocute you at my will."

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"You killed my friend!"

. . . .

"You killed my friend!"

(two different times said by different people)

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F-O-X. Z-I-O-S.

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Safety shelters.

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What if parallel worlds exist? What if the way we've all been living wasn't the truth?

What if Soulless never existed? Then only one person would be dead because of me.

What if we weren't reborn? Then I really would be nineteen. That would mean I never turned twenty-four.

What if Dawn never killed me when I was twenty-four and when she was twenty-three?

What if...

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" That sound. I know that sound.

. . . .

The buzz of the razor. Memories resurface.

. . . .

He's mutilating me! He's breaking me!

. . . .

He took it all away from me. "

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"What the hell was that?"

"No. No..."

*flames vanish; falls; in pain*

"NO!"

*sparks appear; flames return, stronger than before; struggling to move*

"Ardere. ARDERE!"

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