idk what this post is but enjoy

I really don't know. 

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I came up with a weird skit idea when I left school today (Wednesday). It relates to my story 2 concept. More than the other ones. Oh and the only character in it is Fierdan. 

I daydream about skit scenes with Fierdan and/or Duke whenever I'm bored. Like when I'm bored and doing nothing in gym class. 

I think about them way too much. smh. 

To explain what happened in that bad skit from last post: A while back, I think I made Fierdan say he wouldn't use black fire. But then he did. He used black fire a lot. Fierdan also said he doesn't want to do anything violent ever again. But, like, he did. So, like, that's hypocritical. 

Fierdan refuses to call himself Fierdan in the beginning of story 2. Because it's linked to all his very bad, effed up hecked up, memories. I keep on thinking Fierdan is nothing like Daniel or Danny, but that's like.. his actual real name. It kinda entertains me how he strongly dislikes the generic name (Daniel) and uses a more unique (?) name (Fierdan) for so long only to then hate that unique (?) name and use the not-so-original name (Danny) for a while before going back to using that unique (?) name (Fierdan). 

(What the hell did that just say? *squints at screen*) 

Oh, I mean my boy doesn't have a true identity. 

:-) 

Like.. you think his full first name is Fierdan and that it starts with an F, but you see, it's actually Daniel. But he doesn't call himself that either. It's Danny. Fierdan = Danny. I refer to him as both all the time when I wrote skits now. 

Just stating the facts, y'all. Aww, my fire boy! Who the heck are you? ;w; :') 

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The Fierdan only skit: 

- very short 

- very "trippy"

- i am also confused 

- i was listening to the tokyo ghoul re anime opening on repeat 

- "Fierdan" is our regular Fierdan skit character (um ok lol) 

- "C. Fierdan" is going to be Fierdan's past identity. The C can stand for Cincernum or Corrupt. Or both. 

- "Kid Danny" refers to before he even identified as Fierdan since like I just said, Fierdan is not his birthname or childhood nickname. Here, he's a very young kid and he's so pure, and omg I love him so much. 

- I might add a Duke. Yes. A Duke. I'll call him "Kid Duke" and he would be a very young kid as well. 

Yeah uh. 

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C. Fierdan: *walks up to Fierdan from behind as he sits at a desk (why a desk? idk i was in school when i thought this)* When are you going to stop pretending? How long are you going to keep this lie up? *puts hands on the back of the chair that Fierdan is sitting in* 

Fierdan: I'm not pretending anything. I'm being myself. *looks down at the empty desk* 

C. Fierdan: *snickers, grins, sighs, (lol idk)* No, you're not. You aren't this nerdy, friendly, guy. That's the opposite of who you're supposed to be. 

Fierdan: Because we're free of living in that hell. We can be our own person now. I can be, me. 

C. Fierdan: *makes hand motions (?)* You're making yourself weak. You're weakening yourself, Fierdan. 

Fierdan: I'm not weak. 

C. Fierdan: Oh, but you are. You're limiting your use on how much black fire you can show, just because a girl told you to? Come on, Fierdan, you need your black fire. It's one of the only things that still give you strength.

Fierdan: Using black fire is unnecessary. If I must use fire for whatever reason, I still have my orange flames. 

C. Fierdan: And orange fire is weak. You're purposefully hindering yourself and all the progress that you made. Now that Soulless isn't holding you back anymore, you should use the full extent of your powers. But you don't. You're scared of me, and that weakens you. You are weak! *yells out that last word, kicks one of the chair legs- hard* 

Fierdan: *sighs, folds his hands on the desk* I'm not going to resort to violence, and definitely not mass murder. 

C. Fierdan: *kicks another chair leg* Why? That's the easiest, and quickest, solution to the problems we, and the rest of the group, face! 

Fierdan: People in the group- our group- already have judgements against us because of what we did in the project world. I'm not going to justify their prejudices against me. 

C. Fierdan: They're against our way of life, and they want to criminalize all of us. They think we're some kind of terrorist organization, for crying out loud. They are in our way of establishing peace and prosperity and of course equality to society, so we have to get rid of them. Just kill them off! It's the simplest solution! I know you're sick and tired of living in hiding and mistrust, and even after all those years in Cincernum, you do nothing about it. 

Fierdan: There has to be a more rational way to fix the imbalance of power. 

C. Fierdan: I'm being rational when I say you should just use your power to swiftly kill all those government officials who view us as freaks of nature just because we can control Elements. They don't see value in our lives, so you shouldn't see any in theirs. 

Fierdan: If I actually go ahead and kill them, then I would have a reason to be viewed as a criminal and possible terrorist. That'll just give the other side even more power. 

C. Fierdan: So be it! I'm so sick of scum like them. They all deserve to die. 

Fierdan: No one deserves to die, and I'm not going to kill anybody. 

C. Fierdan: Do you want the problem to end or not? 

Fierdan: Of course I do. 

C. Fierdan: Then kill! *puts hands back on the chair* Why are you so afraid of facing me? I'm not Soulless, Fierdan- I'm you. 

Fierdan: I don't want to become you. *but then he turns around to stare at C. Fierdan in the face (duh)* I'm not you. You're not welcome here anymore. 

C. Fierdan: You need me. You're weak and helpless without me. Without me, you are nothing. 

Fierdan: *nods once* You're so strong, I find it daunting. You intimidate me. I'm scared of who you are and what you're capable of. 

C. Fierdan: There's so much more to me- to us- than just being people that provoke fear into others. I haven't always been like this. Strength doesn't define who we are. 

[??? swirly misty fog ??? different times ??? void again ???] 

Kid Danny:  *is running around in the purple-gray fog, is lost* Huh? Huh? Uh? *suddenly stops since he sees a boy his age standing still, gasps, runs toward the boy* Who are you? *waves* I'm Danny, want to be friends? 

Boy: *is silent, stays standing, doesn't move at all* 

Kid Danny: *waves his hand closer to the boy's face* Hello? Can you hear me? Hello? *accidentally bumps into the boy* 

Boy: *looks like a part of him faded away for a brief moment* 

Kid Danny: *reads letters on the boy's shirt collar* D-U-K-E? Is that your name? *grabs the shirt collar* 

Boy: *glitches (?) and more of his skin is visible, bruises are on his body* 

Kid Danny: Ahh! Why are you hurt? Who hurt you? *hugs the boy out of desperation, touches his forehead with the boy's* You need help. I don't like pain. I don't like seeing others hurting. It hurts me all inside, and it makes me feel all bad. *frowns sadly* 

Boy: *breathes through his nose louder* 

Kid Danny: How can I make the pain go away? 

Boy: *finally moves by smiling and saying* There's nothing you can do. I'm used to this kind of pain. 

Kid Danny: But why? Who did this to you? 

Boy: C. 

Kid Danny: C? 

Boy: Yes, C. *takes a step back* My name is Duke. Call me that. 

Kid Danny: Oh.. oh okay. 

Kid Duke: *smiles* You're a cute kid. 

Kid Danny: Does that make us friends? I really want a friend. 

Kid Duke: Yeah. *smiles again* Okay. 

Kid Danny: *smiles big, reaches out to touch Kid Duke*

Kid Duke: *vanishes in a pile of black smoke* 

Kid Danny: Huh?! *makes frantic motions with his hands* Come back!

Kid Duke: *just his voice* The truth is I never existed. I'm just a figment of your imagination. 

Kid Danny: *cries* Please don't leave me! Don't leave me behind! *cries louder* Please don't hurt him! 

*Kid Danny's mind plays all the violence done to Duke and to the older versions of himself* 

Kid Danny: Time, time, time, time, time, ti--*loses consciousness and faints, hits the white tiled floor on the back of his head* 

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what a skit 

yikes 

good night 

<3