Monday music time (idfk)

Oh, right. The camp/picnic was okay. Wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I actually wasn't all alone, haha. (My close school friend didn't go, so..) But we didn't spend much time there. We left so late, smh. 

Blah, blah, blah........ and now it's Monday. No school today. It's Memorial Day. 

Sleeping? Nah. Not really a fan of that. 

So.. how about some more music spam? For no reason? Umm.. lol? 

(I feel so alone right now, and it's killing me. Even though I've just finished messaging friends and being around my family downstairs. Like, damn, this feeling sucks. Can I be like.. understood? Genuinely? Like.. lmao? What's that like?) 

(Ah, fvck it.) 

Monday music (that nobody cares about but me). Enjoy another one of my obnoxious posts. 

(Oh and- sorry.) 

Mm music. That's cool. Sure.

Silhouette~ Aquilo 

Take on the World~ You Me At Six 

Liability~ Lorde 

Wish That You Were Here~ Florence + The Machine 

The Dark~ Beth Crowley 

Hearts~ Jessie Ware 

. . . . . . 

I need to hear someone. To distract me from my own thoughts. So I can get some actual sleep.

(I want some of my thoughts out of my head. I want the voice I heard in my dream out of my head. They're haunting me. They hurt me.) 

These songs are vaguely related to how I feel right now. That, or they give me new thoughts about my story characters in certain scenes. Of course. What else? 

(idfk. whatever. bye.)

~ Cutepups ...