but for good things

Some good things, I guess (no particular order except what first comes to mind):

• The weather is much cooler today, so being in the house is bearable now. It's not in the 90s. Or even 80s- so far. 

• Not sure about my other pets, but Thelma (my little tuxedo cat) missed me and my room when I was gone. 

• Those new Steven Universe episodes that came out. Omg.. <3 

• I didn't get that much jet lag. 

That's really it for being here (good things at home). I feel empty, and my arms hurt. 

My nose has been bleeding a lot more recently. I don't know why lol. One day on the trip, and for way less time back home. Having the smell of blood stuck in your nose, well, it's not a good smell. 

And spending another day on the trip with either my lower ribs or the front sides of my pelvis hurting and feeling like they were moving in closer to my stomach (bad wording, just roll with it).. yeah, that wasn't that great either. 

And how I got a cough. 

Yeah uh. Other than that and my anxiety skyrocketing on the last day (the day at the airport) and briefly on the day before that (because I'm an idiot), the trip has been "perfect". 

Not to be negative, but.. I freaking hate my anxiety and how easily I'm overwhelmed by it. Like, lol, can it please die? 

I hate being such a fool. I hate being so stupid. I hate messing simple things up. Like, lol, I really can't stand myself. 

*cough* Airports give me anxiety. 

*cough* But (in theory) I would really like to travel to other faraway countries. 

So.. yeah. 

Oh! I still have that drawing I finished that I wanna post. 

Psst, what happened to that cool anon commenter? I started to miss them. :( 

Anyway, I really can't stand this house. Which is selfish of me to say for a lot of reasons. But still. I really dislike this place. 

Maybe I'll show my pictures online first, since they clearly aren't interested in my pictures. Welp, haha. 

I'm going to sleep now. Screw it. Bye.