Ok so at like 1 or 2 am, I felt like working on my new Duke art. I didn't like how Duke's face looked too much like Ryen's, so I erased it and started over.
Well to cut to the chase, I made Duke look even more like a young cute Good Boy TM.
I made it worse! Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Me: Duke looks too much like Ryen, and he looks too calm and happy. :/
*erases and draws again*
Me: Damn it, why! Now he looks even more happy like nothing is wrong in his life! And he looks like he didn't hit puberty yet! D': >:/
I just can't draw my boy the way I actually want to. (rip)
I'm testing out my (poor quality) paints. It's a me, painting. Wow.
I was also listening to music while drawing, so it made me emotional.
It really did break me, guys. It broke me. ;~;
Those freaking songs in that freaking play though.
... oh wait, i didn't talk about that yet. nvm lol bye.
~ Cutepups
You have no idea how much I relate to this. Especially the 'can't draw the way I want to' part. *sigh...*
ReplyDeleteJust roll with it and say it was Duke as a wee child, not yet corrupted and traumatized from all he crap he had to deal with...
Either that or some weird drug that somehow transforms them into children and makes them incredibly high or something.
Yeah, sure is an artists' struggle alright.
DeleteBut that doesn't fit what I was going for. (The end of your comment made me laugh, sorry thought I should tell you.)