I've been trying to Art, but it is Hard.
Wanna know something?
Now when I attempt to draw my boy, Duke, or my boy, Fierdan, they look like Ryen.
Like ok, I'm trying to draw Duke, but like, he looks too much like Ryen right now. And I'm?? Annoyed.
Me @ my art: Is it Duke? Is it Ryen? Why did I make them look so similar? They don't even look alike? ??????????
[It could be because I'm currently trying to draw Duke with glasses (he had sunglasses for some reason? idk why). A few months ago, I also doodled Fierdan with glasses. And it's like- my brain: hmm.. they have glasses now, so now they're Ryen.]
Anyway.. Ryen is totally a lawful evil or chaotic evil bastard. I can't decide. But he is definitely in the "evil" alignment.
I just.. wanna fight him. He's so.. god, I can't with this "emotionally vacant man".
Oh yeah, and I've been haunted by this, so I'm just gonna say it now. Soulless is Not equivalent to Ryen. They are Not the same. Ryen just basically created Soulless by hacking the codes his father (my brain: Z Daddy // me: shut up you fvck) started so (Pre-)Fierdan wouldn't be totally forever alone in project world hell. Oh and hey, Ryen sure was a bitter boy full of eternal internal rage :) haha.
Duke looks too nice and looks too much like a Good Boy TM in my most recent drawing attempt of him. And I'm like, "no!!"
I mean I am drawing that one, very brief scene where everything is calm and peaceful and beautiful. But at the same time, shit is going down. Duke is problematic, ok? So why does he look too nice in my drawing of him? I hate this.
And no. It's not a spoiler. It's from Chapter 53. (Haha wtf, I was 16 back then. And now I'm 18. Time.. uhh.. wtf.)
. . . I keep on forgetting to post more of Cutepups Life Updates. Sorry for the wait!
Hope you enjoyed reading my new skit though. Haha. :)
'Later,
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