what who ??

Hi, enjoy this mess of a post! ;D 

----------------- 

I haven't been posting daily because I've been having to do stuff before my college orientation. And so, I've been busy. 

*insert boring ramble about college dorm shopping, filling out online forms, etc.* 

But I'll talk about later on July 12th. 

I went to the beach. It was my sister's birthday that day. Anyway, she's old lol. 

(I'm very tired and have been tired for a few hours now. But then I decided to watch episodes of these new anime that came out, so I stayed awake. And I have to do stuff tomorrow. Darn.) 

-x-x-

What's with the post title? 

Well, you see, I recently had this dream. It was so complex and intense like a story. 

Geez, that dream was quite something. 

There was this one character that stood out to me. It was this little girl. In my dream, she was evil (so like a villain character? idk). I don't know why though. 

She disturbed dream-me. Especially when she --

Oh, let me explain her appearance. At least what I remember of it. I don't even know her name. Maybe she never had one. 

And she wasn't a story character, which makes this even more weird. When I have more time, I might try and draw her. 

She had dark golden (idk, it was yellow like that) straight hair. Her hair was in pigtails. Her hair covered the back of her neck. 

She had pale skin (ghostly?) and bright blue or teal eyes. 

This girl was like the antagonist to protagonist dream-me. But I never really knew her intentions. I think she was being controlled by older men, for some reason. Not sure why either. 

So then dream-me walks into a bedroom. And the girl was standing in the center of the room. I forgot what she was doing there. Oh and I think it was my room.. but without the mess. Which was even more weird. She was facing me, and then she turned around. 

Her hair wasn't covering the back of her neck. 

Why do I keep on bringing it up? There was such a specific scar on the back of her neck. It was disturbing. And the scar was huge. Kinda looked like a burn mark combined with the first two top layers of skin peeled off in a specific way (wait.. never mind, that sounds stupid written out). And the shape was a thin but stretched out diamond. 

Like this?: <----------------> 

Ok, not really like that. 

-x-x- 

I will post about my trip to France, but I wanted to make these dumb posts before going into that. Plus, I'm stressing over orientation. 

I don't have much time left. I'm screwed.