it’s my bday !!

I just checked the time and realized the day is almost over. Ah shoot. 

Well.. heck. Hello. 

It’s 5/22. May 22nd. That’s my birthday. 

“cutepups522” ... it’s a sign. 

I’m old. I turned 19. This is my last teen year. 

(Dang, Cutepups is old. Pfft.) 

So, uh, what did I do? 

(with my family. duh lol)

• went to the movies to see a movie (A Dog’s Journey) in the morning 

• (also with grandma) went out for lunch at a restaurant where we could eat outside because the weather was nice today 

that’s really it lol 

I’m way too tired these days. 

My nose hurts. It’s going against me (and on my birthday- how rude). It’s hard to breathe through my nose. I get nosebleeds way too frequently. It’s not just because of dry air and not drinking water. The air isn’t dry. I’m drinking water. My nose suddenly starts bleeding even when I don’t really touch it. It’s not about heights either because it also happens when I’m sitting outside on a nice sunny day and in car rides. So, to conclude, ??? aaaaahhhhhh—. 

My pets are all so good and so cute and so so valid. I love them all. 

Today didn’t really feel like my birthday. I didn’t feel like it was. I mean, today’s my birthday.. I guess? Sure. 

Oh haha, I love how I published the last post at 11:59. The last minute of the day. ...pfft.

I was looking at my birthday posts from 2016 and earlier. And I found out I didn’t make one in 2016. I tried to find it, but I couldn’t.

Anyway my point is that I don’t remember writing any of those posts. I don’t have any memories of writing any posts before 2017. My early posts, I swear, they look like another person wrote them. I don’t remember any of this lmao. 

2014 Cutepups? 2015 Cutepups? Most of 2016 Cutepups? Some 2017 Cutepups? Sadly even 2018 Cutepups? I don’t know them. 

me @ my old posts: I don’t remember writing this lmao 

But! I did vaguely remember my 17th and 18th birthday posts because I had my driver’s test for my 17th and made a post with songs in it, and I wrote a poem for my 18th due to being completely shocked that I lived long enough to turn 18. 

me realizing I’m a 19 year old who still uses this “blog”: yo, that’s wild. 

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Now I can officially laugh at my long-lasting plans to make Fierdan be a 19 year old character. 

HaHaHaHaHAHAHAHA OMG THAT IS SO FUNNY. 

Me? The same age as story Fierdan? HUH??! No thanks. 

You know what? He’s really in the first half of his 20s. Before the age of 25. 

19 is too young for him. I have just decided. Why? Because I’m 19 now. 

yeah yeah yeah YEAH YEAH YEAH 

bye. 

~ Cutepups