6/15 Sat.

The date: Saturday, June 15, 2019

..... omg it’s been 6 years now. and it’s a Saturday. 

Since what? My Bat Mitzvah. :) 

(my memory is so foggy from before 2014/15/16 though so idk much from 2013 hahahaha but-)

......... and I went to Friday night services. 

ooooooooooh *tries to find the special meaning in this somehow* ok. 

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Wow, I spent the majority of the day on tumblr. 

HaHaHA Why 

I don’t think it’s hard for you folks on this blog to find mine. I linked it here before. 

ehehehehehehe

I post there more often I guess, so if you want more up-to-date updates about me, check me out on there. 

(it’s still a hellsite though.)

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I actually woke up way before noon the morning after I published my previous post. 

Haha, that’s ironic. 

You can all see how much of a jerk I am by what I impulsively type in that good old stream of consciousness style. I sound mean in some of it, especially at the part where I mentioned my sister. :(

Writing down my honest feelings/moods helped me feel less like absolute garbage.

Venting helped. I think. 

Ironically or not, mentioning the suicidal ideation helped me..? I might go into more detail later, no promises. 

One last thing before I go- Friday and Saturday were good days for being around my parents. Things aren’t as bad (for now, anyways).

ahh, time’s running out! bye.