Fierdan - integration

Hi, I had this idea for a post for over a week now. 

Here. *throws this post at you* Take it. 

Ok so, I found a word that fits how I think about my following characters... 

in story 1: 

• Duke

• Fierdan 

and in the following stories (and the end of story 1 too I guess): 

• Danny (who eventually grows comfortable in the ‘Fierdan’ name again) 

• (in other words) story 2+ Fierdan 

........ yeah. 

and that word is... integration. 

...... uh ok. sure thing, cutepups. 

In story 1, Duke and Fierdan are two separate characters. They have their own life experiences. They’re two (for the most part) people. 

At the end of story 1, they integrate. (That’s the best word I have for it.) 

So then after that happens, they’re one character. They’re one person. 

The integrated (or, like, ‘whole’) version of them (or, more like, ‘him’) gets the name Danny/Fierdan (both really). 

(Wait, the parentheses are confusing. Let me repeat that. And add more things for clarification.)

The integrated version of him is called Fierdan. There is a what I call a story 1 Fierdan and a story 2+ Fierdan. They are not completely the same. 

Just like (s1) Fierdan is (s2+) Fierdan, so is Duke. So that means Duke also is Fierdan. 

Fierdan replaces Duke as a main character. Duke becomes Fierdan. 

The name that’s more dominant is Fierdan. The ‘Fierdan’ names overrides the ‘Duke’ one. That’s why his integrated/whole name becomes ‘Fierdan’ as opposed to ‘Duke’... though other integrated names for him (should I be saying ‘them’ here? idk) are his actual birth name (Daniel) and Danny. 

Anyway, this probably sounds like nonsense. I can’t think clearly. 

You guys probably knew this all already. Haha, I’m dumb and slow. 

...... that also means that (s2+) Fierdan has life experiences of two ‘people’... which means twice the amount of trauma. having to live through their (Duke and s1 Fierdan) different tragedies of being alive. 

Duke’s traumas + (s1) Fierdan’s traumas = (s2+) Fierdan’s traumas 

how lovely!!1!1!!! AHHHHH 

....... but on a more positive note, one possible cause of Danny/Fierdan (I’m getting of typing ‘s1/s2+ Fierdan- sorry) genuinely falling in love with J___ is because both Duke and Fierdan start lowkey being in love with him back in story 1. 

I think Duke meets J___ first. I wrote down my ideas for that before. Anyway, that encounter? That’s love, baby. 

So because Duke (kinda..?) loves (admires? appreciates? thinks of differently than the past few characters he’s been around *cough* Risak and Taurel *cough*) J___, it helps Danny/Fierdan ending up loving J___. 

They’re in love. They love each other. 

Uh... Duke/Fierdan/Danny are/is bi. 

Ugh, I can’t phrase anything well these days. Maybe that’s why I didn’t post for a week. 

Bye bye bye ~~