~whew~
Update: I started my meds. (... yeet.)
(umm ok whatever, cutepups, idc.)
....... shut up, hypothetical blog viewer.
Went out to eat at restaurants last night and today. Probably doing that again tomorrow.
Restaurants,, so many,,, wow,,,,
Anyway, the answer is yes. I’m intentionally writing poorly.
About that.. I haven’t written that many paragraphs in my posts for a while. It feels that way. I feel like I’m just writing sentences and pressing ‘Enter’ a lot.
My brain is being all dumb-dumb. : (
//this bich can’t think//
You know what? Hopefully, I won’t have a night of insomnia again when I go to bed. When I get into my bed. As of right now, I’m typing this up while lying down on my bedroom floor.
Like. I Could Not sleep last night / early morning. I tried so hard to, but my brain was all like “haha nope”.
The earliest I possibly went to sleep was at 5 something in the morning. And I woke up around two hours later.
What a day. What a night. What a life.
I’m tired but in a way that kinda feels different than normal. This tired feeling. Huh.
...... I think I’m being over dramatic? Am I too dramatic? Why am I so sensitive?
*mind static noises*
uh ok well
goodnight
(zzz)
Be dramatic, Shan. Be ALL the dramatic.
ReplyDeleteAnd if you still have insomnia a few days later and you recognize is, just.. don't sit there in bed. Do something. If your going to be awake, may as well have fun with it, yeah? Don't necessarily have to be your phone, either. Sit up, go for a walk if your feeling ambitious.. Get a drink, ANYTHING! Be ACTIVE in your desire to sleep, girl!
Thanks. When I went to bed after I made this post, I was actually able to fall asleep unlike the night before, so that's a good sign. I didn't stay lying in bed the entire time either, haha.
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Nice! Usually that's the case after a sleepless night.
DeleteHope your sleep pattern continues to be good - or at least not boring and restless. <3
Yep
DeleteThanks <3