back i guess

Hi, hello, hey. I'm Cutepups. What a weird name, am I right?

Whelp, I'm back home. It's so frustrating when motels and hotels say they have "free wifi" but then the wifi doesn't even work. Jeez, that's not cool. My dude, you're so rude. Lying about wifi. Tsk, tsk, tsk.

Even though most of my life is me being constantly online, I feel better when I'm not on nearly as much. It's like a break from stressful things that I shouldn't care about. Haha.

I was going to post this sooner, but due to no wifi for the most part, I couldn't until now. So anyway, that previous post was somewhat a joke. I wasn't being 100% serious. Not all of it was a joke, by the way. Sorry if I confused anyone. Please don't hate me even more now.

I might make a proper post of school tips some day, but that day isn't today. To be honest, if I was to post tips about anything, I bet it would be tips people already know. I'm an uncreative person in the long-run.

I'm really not looking forward to school. I start pretty late this year. The 8th is my first day back. The school year always has to start on a Thursday for the whole classes and schedule stuff probably.

Oh yeah. As we were going to the place we had to go, we had some car trouble. It was unfortunate. It's fixed now, hopefully. The car is a total mess though.

Ok but does anyone know how to stop having disturbing dreams that are ridiculous and semi-realistic? I seem to have dreams every night, but the dreams are always stressful and, well, bad. Like I just want to have calm and peaceful dreams. I miss those.

I bet it's because of my thoughts. Huehuehueheck.

I word everything badly, I know that already. Ok? Ok.

I'm constantly uncomfortable/feel awkward. And guilt and more stress has been added to the mix bag of my emotions.

Might take a break sooner or later. I'll be fine.

Anyone else regret everything you say and do (or not) in a conversation? Because when any conversation is over, my brain decides to replay every awkward and bad thing that happened that's involving me and the other people. Ugh why me.

I feel too gross to type anything else, so have a nice rest of your day.

"nice rest"

I wish..

Good luck with your life even though I find life not as good anymore!!

Cutepups Positivity Tip: Don't be a trashy person like me who likes to think of death in a bad way every day for no reason at all except to suffer!! :^)

I love you my frens!! <3