Hey. Hi. Hello. :)
This blog has finally accomplished having 25 followers. Sure, over half of the accounts that have followed this blog have gone inactive/the people don't view my blog anymore, but still. 25. Wow, my blog dump of edginess and trash is getting popular! Thank you so much!
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By the way, I didn't sleep that much last night. I was very tired. But I couldn't sleep. Because of the stupid inconvenience called pain.
So I woke up at 4 am (of course am time). My pets love staring at me when I'm outside my room late at night. Why must they love my suffering.. ;;.
But I had a dream about space and anxiety the other night. The space camp was very stressful, ok.
Ugh, did I ever mention how I hate hot weather? I did? Ok.. yeah, I hate hot weather. It's uncomfortable and sticky.. ew gross.
Haha, I really should stop watching speedpaints. Watching them just remind me how much I'm awful at art. But they're so satisfying to watch.
Frick. Why am I like this.
The camera made the colors in the background of my drawing I featured last post look as if they aren't there. That's terrible quality. Colors looking more faded than they really are.
I was too lazy and an unmotivated piece of garbage to make the sky a darker color. I already was using three colors to color the sky, anyway.
I love how I colored Pearl's hair though, haha.
I'll get to putting stuff on the new page I'm working on soon. I'm a forgetful mess when it comes to things (except the bad times in conversations with people.. ah yeah that). I haven't had the time to check blogging things as much as I used to.
I'm in index card hell. For my summer assignment for this upcoming school year.
So I was researching this healthy drink I have to drink nowadays. It prevents the chance of cancer.. (doesn't save me from stumbling across cancerous stamps on dA.. idk why I'm still so active on there lol *cough*). Seriously that site is a toxic mess. Sometimes I think even more than tumblr. And that's saying something.
The drink also has detoxication of the body. Yes, erase my mind of the toxicity of dA.
It also results in having increased energy. Perhaps that's a reason I didn't waste my afternoon away by napping. *insert a thumbs-up here*
It also results in having mental clarity and mood stability. Perhaps that could be a reason my posts are more positive nowadays. Because now I don't have as intense moodswings from "oh yeah i'm ok my dude" to *person raising their voice to criticize me a few hours ago* "i feel like venting my heart out on my trashy blog lol i die".
The one flavor I had so far tasted like bitter blueberry soda. Bad aftertaste indeed. For me at least.
Haha, it's called Kombucha.
I feel like spamming you guys with stupid personality tests in a post soon. I keep on falling for them.. help. I want to know what you guys get in them. Especially to those who I only communicate with on here.
Don't be surprised if I don't post every day. I have to have time to panic about irl things regarding my sad existence.
//pls love me//
Heck.
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i love kombucha!! it tastes like alcohol but i mean it's healthy and it tastes funny so i drink it regardless lmao
ReplyDeletehow is deviantart toxic though? all i remember was the weird mlp fandoms and very generic animu art. i wasn't really involved in the communities though.
i fuckin hate the tumblr community. like, if you think their social justice is slightly wrong or if you can't take "space/spaces/spaceself" pronouns seriously you're automatically a transmisogynistic, cisgendersexist, "poc"-exclusionary, homoasexuophobic piece of shit. like, chill, just 'cause i don't think wearing dreadlocks is cultural appropriation doesn't mean i'm trash. y'all should value critical thinking.
mental pain you mean?? how could that wake you up though? unless it was a nightmare. your cats love you don't worry. cats are cute. i love them. i want to cuddle with cats.
don't let speedpaints discourage you. you can learn with their techniques. i think i'm //finally// (after like 2 years lmao) understanding how digital art works, and that i'm not supposed to just imitate traditional art. i still prefer traditional art though. it's more fun.
hope you're alright. hope you don't get cancer from da of whatever else could give you cancer.
and congrats for 25 followers :) i won't follow bc idk how to (that's a lie) and bc i'm lazy. eh. maybe i will if that makes you happier.
am i ranting? idk
~ mythy le kewl rawr ~
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XDDDDD to you too, buddy~
Delete(I'm not gonna answer everything you said in order, sorry.)
Aw thanks! Following blogs can be annoying since you get so many blogging notifications. But that's what I get for following so many blogs from back in the day lol.
Oh I usually wake up and stay awake in the middle of the night because of physical pain which makes me not able to sleep. Mainly just stomachaches and headaches that don't subside for a few hours even with stuff like nnedicine. Haha fun. But I do get nightmares/dreams with negative vibes, but they don't wake me up. They're interesting.
Yeah, my pets probably do. My cats probably like to stare at me as if to ask, "Are you okay? I'll, er, sit here." Yeah probably, hopefully..?
Hmm.. ok. The speedpainters' techniques just make me look at my art and I'll be like "oh..". Even on how they color things in. I still never got the hang of digital art, so I usually just do traditional instead. I thought it was like imitating trad art but on a tablet, but I learned it's much harder than that. And yeah, I enjoy trad art more too.
I got and tried a different Kombucha flavor today and it didn't taste as bitter as the one I was having before. But I just noticed it had amounts of alcohol in it, so I guess that counts for the taste it has. I thought it was just that flavor, but it was in the new one I tried too.
(I'll answer the other thing/s you mentioned in a separate comment)
Honestly, both communities are terrible. But at least on tumblr you can blacklist certain words and can just see stuff from the people you follow (I mainly just follow people who post fandom, music, meme, art, and mental health stuff though), so I avoid stuff like raging sjws. And since I'm usually on mobile, I don't see all the annoying gifs/pics on the login screen that I see when I'm on my computer. Those things are so annoyed and distracting omg. But I guess overall tumblr has a worse "social justice" view than deviantart. And honestly, the things I've seen in dA are probably on tumblr too, I just haven't seen as much on tumblr. But I've seen some pretty sh*tty things on dA. And they just appear in my recommended area of deviations for stuff that I'm looking at that has nothing to even do with it. Like there's all this traced/re-colored art, so much furry art (and the porn.. jfc). And the mlp stuff too. Ugh. And then there are these 12/13/14 year olds doing memes about kinks and sex (but I guess that just bothers me cuz I'm ace lol). And don't get me started on those freaking stamps. They have so many pro-incest stamps and kin stamps. And gender and sexual orientations, it's incredible. I even saw a goddamn void-gender stamp with the same definition as agender. Like, tf?! And otherkin stamps and fickin stamps (never really got kin stuff except if it's a religious belief.. But fickin? whyyy). I stumbled across the word synpath. I understand that, but kin? Nope. Void-kin, demon-kin, *insert cool character here*kin. Omg. All the kins. People, animals, anime, fantasy creatures.. ugh. But if I never knew someone is kin before I started watching/following, I'd still watch/follow since I still pretty much like the stuff they post (ex, I follow this person who posts aesthetics which I like). So yeah. And they also have stamps on that stuff on dA. Neo-pronouns stamps.. so many of them. Kit, xe, fae, bun, fhey, etc.. jfc people. And then genders that are about their kins, one's with the same definitions as nonbinary ones just using different words, even genders about depression and autism. My god that's disgusting. And people support these?! And rapid feminazis/anti-feminists, pro-lifers/abortionists, extremists on everything from stuff like lgbt rights to diagnosing. And so many people are so freaking stubborn to other people's (sensible) views. Come on, they even have pro-incest stamps. Whyyyy. (I'm ranting here too lol). And those anti-het and anti-cis and anti-white stamps have to stop too. Seriously, people.. stop. And I don't even have to search up anything to see this type of crap. At least on tumblr I have to. Well, for the most part. I've seen some anti-every white person and anti-every het person on tumblr too. Jfc. And then there's people who constantly vent and talk about how severely depressed and how much their lives suck. But they somehow have the energy to create and post several pieces of art every day. Idk, maybe making art just makes me feel like I'm using a lot of energy, idk. But art is a good coping mechanism for the good part. But people talk about suicidal intenions so much. And I also think some cultural appropriation is bs. Especially if the thing the white person has is colored completely different than the culture the item is from. I even saw people hating on someone and calling them black-face because they had a green acne mask on.
DeleteSo that's why I say dA is also a toxic sh*tty place. But so is tumblr.
vitamin D results in higher energy levels to I think. So if you eat vitamins or eat food with it I think that's good.
ReplyDeleteyes.. i'd probably to those personality tests. uh.. let me think. there's like two tests I know to be pretty accurate. it's a color test and this thing called mbti (what is it?) - it was a really long test.
I hate hot weather too. Bad things happen to me if I stay in hot weather for too long.
-A.
Yeah, I think so too. It has a bunch of vitamins in it, and I also take vitamins themselves . So far they both have positive effects on me, so that's good.
DeleteYeah, those are two of them. I found a few more though lol.
Mhmm.