look at this buffoon

Hi, hi, hello! I have returned back home to my trashcan room. I was in the middle of leaving the hotel room when I was typing that previous post. I made this typo that said "I'm the Olympics". So yes. I am now the Olympics. I have no mobile data for now and had no wifi for a few hours, so I had to stare helplessly at the freaking typo. 

So anyway, I like making myself suffer. Ah yes. So last night I decided to read my mcfreaking Twinkle's Story from chapter 34 to chapter 51. 

It.. was.. wow. Reading all that made me cringe. But then again. My writing skills have gone worse since back then. Like, they're bad. Really bad. 

I might lowkey want to write more chapters. But at the same time, ew no. So then I felt like drawing several Dukes and Fierdans. Then I read chapter 46 and was like "ah heck yes my son". 

So I basically drew a horrible drawing of Duke being his violent, emo, conflicted self. I drew it so badly omg it's my best drawing of him ever. Like yeah I totally redrew the same Duke scene thing from several months ago. But that drawing was way better. Then I vented too much, and wow, that drawing is a destroyed mess now. 

It's his red pants, I swear. I can't draw fire wings for my life. Omg wait.. this was the chapter where Duke became a lowkey vampire. We get it, Duke, you like blood. Omg ok. 

And then he almost killed someone. Wow, look at this character. 

*incoherent screaming and crying* 

Let's all insult and make fun of Duke together. Here, I'll start. (mm yes) 

> What is wrong with you, you arsehole?! Wtf man! <

Ok. But like. Yes. 

Here look at this wonderful drawing of crap. It's him in Chapter 46. It's when he's like.. um. 

"Ah heck to the yes, I love punching my paw hand through shattered glass. I love blood. Mm, my blood tastes like good. But look how swag my black wings are. I can kill people. Wow, wow.. please get these away from me. My pants look like blood. ????" (Duke)

Yeah, just. Look at this buffoon. 

I swear if I get comments saying stuff like "omg your art is so cute and amazing".. stop it. Just stop. This is a crap drawing of Duke. 

Much talent shiz frick. Ah yes indeed. 

Look how I drew that heart flame. It's so good. Lol jk it like looks like crap. 

I don't know what to do. I want to write more chapters now. But I don't have time for that. And I don't like drawing much. 

Anyway, bye. Sorry for my sins this mcfreaking story has. So much sin. 

Ok not really. But still. It's gross ew no.

Maybe I'll draw more crappy Dukes and Fierdans. I don't know for sure. 

I am so inconsistent. Some days I'm like "I'm definitely gonna continue this story", and other days I'm like "This story is over now completely; it's a thing of the past". 

*incoherent screaming and crying*

And this is Chapter 46 if anyone is wondering. (lmao Duke's POV is what I read way too many times; I just skip the other POVs) http://thejamaamist.blogspot.com/2015/08/twinkles-story-chapter-46.html

I used to always start the chapters by writing in bright colors and italics. I don't even know why I made it so colorful. Wtf me! 

Let's insult my past writing together. 

Insult past-me please. Please do. I do it every minute of every day. (now that's dedication!) 

Oh, that reminds me. I was reading my drama and sad posts from last December. And omg wow. Look at all that cringe. So much cringe; I hate myself. 

I'm trying to be more chill. I know I'm obviously failing. But I'm trying. 

Eh whatever. 

See you guys later. 

Yeah bye lol.