i'm screamingg

Why is it so hot? It's April. What the heck is with this weather?

Anyway, I just have to post about this. I just have to.

So I was looking at my blog's first anniversary post (the one in 2015), and I can't deal with this.

I recently looked at the art I created in 2015 in that AJ paint studio.

Why did I draw Fierdan like that? Eww, that 2015 art is so gross.

But that's not why I'm screaming internally over that one 2015 post.

It's because I was basically like, "Fierdan is my favorite lol my love" in 2015, we don't talk about 2016, and now in 2017 I'm like, "I love Fierdan my boy!".

I find this so funny. Omg why.

My posts about Fierdan never end.

But unlike in 2015, I actually have lots of reasons to now.

Mm, emotional spoilers. Mmmm, human world feels. Mmmmmmm.

Oh and in that 2015 post, I asked who everyone's favorite character is. And here's the thing. Everyone said Fierdan. Omg wow, I'm crying.

What a wild time.

Wasn't Fierdan like the evil character during that time in 2015? Why did you people love him?

Unlike you fools, Cutepups the #1 Fool had secret reasons to.

But now I actually have character backstories figured out. Reasons behind stuff.

Mmmm, those spoilers though.

Now everything is more complex and confusing than ever. Yeet!

Not to reveal too much, but. Fierdan and Fauna though. Haha, what a time. Aww heck.

Should I let Fauna roast Fierdan? Yeah gurl, call him out.

That sounds so cute. What a cute conversation.

*mind blanks out*

What if in The Chapter, I make not one character die but two characters? Too brutal? Too much?

Oh, that's right. None of you know what I mean by The Chapter.

Good for you. I'll keep it a secret.

Oh, know what's funny? I used to think of Fierdan (technically post-Fierdan, but I'm not sure if he'll go back to being called Danny/Daniel right away) being on good terms with meeting his brother. That there would be no problems between them.

I find it funny because the brothers have their conflicts. It's not happy sunshine rainbows. In the beginning, there's going to be so much tension between them.

The first POV of Chapter 70. Possible hint.

Know what really gets me? Scenes where characters hold other characters in their arms.

Those feels of heck. Parallels are so emotional. I love parallels.

The Fierdan ones though. The ones that involve Duke though.

I'll return with another post later.

Bye lol.