wow ok lmao

Okay, I’m back. XD

Cutepups here

Well, yes. Hi. 

It’s Friday now. I’m busy today. 

Especially after class. Wow, what a surprise. 

The due date for the forms I had to fill out for the organization were due Thursday evening though. So I’m done with those things. 

But I still have other things to do a little over 12 hours from now. So.. yeah. 

Tbh idk what the heck is going on with Blogger. Sometimes it says I’m signed in and can comment under my Google account (“Cutepups”), and other times (when I didn’t even touch my gmail) it says I’m “signed out” (wtf no I’m not. bich..) leaving the Google account commenting option blank. 

It.. it frustrates me. 

Ok but at least the app is working for me again. I’m typing this on my phone from the website though. Because that’s the only way I can insert images in my posts now (thanks, Blogspit Blowger :^|).

... classes still suck, don’t get me wrong. 

but ehhhh...............

Having to do organization work and having to meet up with members to finish the rest of the required interview sheets... that can kinda distract me from thinking about how shitty I feel because of classes. 

... I’m meeting up with someone (not related to any of that stuff I just said) about a job opportunity on campus. It’s this afternoon. And uh, may I just say......

eep! >.< ack! :o ahh!! 

Enough of all that. I’m gonna turn this post into a post idea I had for at least a week. :-)

................ umm ok?? 

Here it goes, folks. :: 

I’m in college. I say that a lot. Don’t I? Well, yes. I sure do. It’s kind of.. my life at the moment (lmao). 

So much happens weekly. Daily, even. 

I get lots of new thoughts piled in my head all the time. I feel like a lot changes on a weekly basis. 

I could get an idea for a blog post one day. I could be thinking of that idea all day. If I’m lucky, that idea sticks with me for more than three days. 

But then things happen and I don’t have time (or motivation/energy) to create that post. So I don’t post. 

Anyway, my point is that ever since I started attending college, I left and forgot about many post ideas I had from the summer. 

Honestly, I still feel a little guilty about it. The summer (June, July, August) feels like ages ago to me now. It’s just.. wow. 

So, uh, I’ve been thinking. During the end of July, I had a long and elaborate post idea about.. about how I went and saw this. 

Then time passed and I ended up never making that post. (oh darn :c) 

... I think I maybe got ashamed about that elaborate and emotional (and honestly, possibly slightly triggering? idk anymore though) post idea. So maybe that’s why I never made that post..? Hmm...

Pictures- from late July 2018!: 

Dear Evan Hansen! <3 

Yeah haha.. that play. 

I love it. I still listen to its album pretty often. 

I’m still not over it, tbh. ha, ha. yeah. 

Alright! I posted the pics. 

Whew,,, ok, ok please calm down @ Cutepups. please. 

And now I shall attempt to go unconscious! ;D 

(I mean try and get some sleep. I don’t feel any inclination to physically hurt myself at the moment, don’t worry.) 

Bye (for now)~

~ Cutepups