Fierdan vent (idk)

So when I was upset, I felt like drawing this scene from Fauna's POV in Chapter 75.

{ Fierdan holds both his paws up at eye-level. Palms facing upward, fingers slightly trembling as if he's trying to grasp something. .... "There will always be blood left on me. It won't go away. .... }

To be honest, I wanted to draw Fierdan angst from this chapter for a while. Just haven't been in the best mood to do that until now. Maybe. I don't know.

Well, it's hands. Drew him as a human. 

So this is basically me drawing Fierdan venting as a vent. XD 

I started it the other day. I don't feel as bad right now. I'm okay. Fierdan isn't.

I wrote all that stuff on the left in a small font because it's supposed to be like Fierdan's vent-like thoughts that are racing in his head. 

Oh and this is supposed to be like Fierdan's POV when it comes to reliving all those messed up bloody and death memories. Oh and abuse by Soulless could be involved here too. 

Bonus points if you can read what the tiny text on the left says. :) 

I messed up the lineart so badly by outlining it in Sharpie. Oops lmao.

The hands are like that because the palms are facing upward. Blood is pouring out from the center of each palm. Colored red all over him to show how blood won't mentally leave him.

Omg that pose is so awkward. My boy, what are you doing? :'D 

Oh and he has his black cloak on. Hehe. :3 

Dang.. that mouth looks hideous. I'm so sorry for drawing your mouth so badly, Fierdan. :(

I'm typing this when it's a little after 1:20 am. Why am I doing this to myself? Wtf Cutepups! 

If this even counts as angst, this is only the beginning. Fierdan angst.. oh heck me up, son. 

Uh.. let's just pretend that his hands are on the same level. Not that one is higher than the other. Yeah..

I colored this in like 5 minutes. Pfft.  

I was too lazy to properly draw him with long hair. So it's short. The black lines toward the bottom of his head are supposed to be some loose longer hairs. At least that's what I think I drew? Uh.. welp.. 

He's crying lmao. What a sad boy in this drawing. XD 

This was supposed to be very sad, but I'm laughing at this now. 

Bad post, Cutepups. Bad post op. 

Shut up, Cutepups. 

Ok bye lmao.