Ugh, I'm kinda scared for school tomorrow. Worrying about things again. Ugh.
Oh and what songs did I mean by my previous post?
Songs by NF. :'D <3
Good songs make nearly everything a little better. That's the facts.
Lyrics.. oh damn.
One of the songs vaguely reminds me of the scene in a future chapter. Of course a scene where one of the characters involved is my boy, Duke.
This song reminds me of other characters, too. By that I mean.. hmm.. Calliah, Eternal (Duke's parents), Finny, Dawn, Soulless, Fierdan, Sparkle, and Taurel.
But mainly Duke, his parents, Finny, Sparkle, and Soulless.
Reliving awful crappy past memories. Haha yes, Duke's effed up past. Remember those early chapters? No? Haha, tragedy boy 2.0.
Oh wait. A recent chapter can be involved in it as well. That flashback scene in Finny's POV of Duke writing songs and poems (yes I know that sounds ridiculous to you readers, but it's important and related to Fierdan) and later singing some of the songs with Finny. Which took place many, many months ago from what time the story is at now.
Ironically enough (or not idk), I have deep and complex pasts for all my main characters except for Twinkle and Fauna. But everyone else? Oh yeah, it's very deep.
Fierdan and Duke writing emotional personal stuff and song lyrics to cope and escape from the crappy and abusive parents around them? Likely.
Psst.. Duke and Dawn both have some different repressed memories when it regards certain past events. Yeah, I'm so cruel to them because we all know how much I apparently love suffering. Either by having certain memories blocked and unable to be remembered, or by remembering them not as bad as the actual events that happened. First for Dawn; second for Duke.
It all goes down to.......
The different types of abuses. Yeah, big cw/tw for certain chapters. It has plenty of details. Past.. damn.
Soulless? Involved with hurting Duke in the past just like with Fierdan? Perhaps.
Oh.. the song is called Mansion.
Oh and another cw/tw for Dawn's abuser and two of Duke's. They dehumanized Dawn and Duke. Which means their abusers believed they were less and worse than other humans.
(Shh, just gonna refer to Duke as a human. The rest of them too. I'm sick of saying foxes for them.)
It's probably easier for you to guess who dehumanized Duke (his parents) and why (being called Fierdan's reincarnation, phantom heart flame, his existence being Soulless and Fierdan fused).
It's harder to explain Dawn's right now. Didn't reveal much in the chapters so far.
Yeah haha mm. :")
Tiny skit time! :0
Fierdan: you're a nerd
Ryen: so are you
Fierdan: f*ck you
Duke: you're a nerd
Fierdan: so are you
Duke: f*ck you
Duke: you're a nerd
Finny: so are you
Duke: f*ck you
Finny: Guess what?
Sparkle: We have no information on the RIM.
Finny: True but guess what?
Sparkle: What is it?
Finny: Cutepups is taking a business class in school this year.
Sparkle: Yeah so?
Finny: Then I'll be able to use more nerdy business and economic words in skits!
Sparkle: Dang it, Finny.
Finny: Wooooooooooooooooooo~!
Ardere: hello there ;)
Fauna: you're a nerd
Ardere: wow rude
Duke: f*ck you
Fauna: huh?
Twinkle: stop killing them, boy!
Duke: F*ck You
Brock: swearing is bad
Duke: f*ck off
Ryen: stop swearing
Fierdan: f*ck off
Ryen: gosh hecking dang it
Brock: what the f*ck?
Duke and Fierdan: don't f*cking swear, Brock! only us two can!
....... I, uh, love hearing them swear in my head.
It's close to midnight now, oops. The time you'll see at the end of this post is the time when I typed the title.
Yeah ahh.
~ Cutepups
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