it ok

Hey~

Yesterday was a rough day. Today was better.

School wasn't bad today. I hope the same for tomorrow.

Yeah c: 

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I'm nervous and stressed a lot more lately. Things happened, so.. 

Bad feelings.

I could have made a lot more vents, but I didn't really have any time to do that yesterday.

Add in irrational thinking and brief intrusive thoughts to the mix, and it's a bad mess alright.

But I feel less miserable with living today! Yay! 

I did something today. Instead of staying home and doing nothing. 

Yeah heh eh-- 

Oh lol. This blog is kinda like my school experiences journal. I think I posted about my first day of high school for every grade. Wow lol.

The Cutepups evolution lmao. XD 

So somehow I lived long enough to be a senior. I'm still shook tbh.

None of my classes today gave me a lot of stress and other anxieties. No stairs, hopefully chill classes and teachers. Hope that's not a lie like last year's.

A day without having to use stairs. Beautiful. :'D

The only really bad part today was I'm confused when it comes to the parking and the parking passes. Yeah that heh eh.

What to do, what to do....

Honestly, I might be forced to stop blogging in the next few months. I'm losing time, and my parents hate me wasting time on this since it's not productive towards college/school or getting a job.

College prep.. eek!! D: 

Most classes senior year are electives. So that's different. Not as boring subjects and stress loads. 

I'll try to still post though. This blog is kinda like my high school life journal. I kinda feel like I'll stop actively posting when the school year finishes. Especially since I feel like I have only one or two real viewers left.

Yeah.. just so you're all aware. 

I can't stay here typing this post up for that much longer. I know I haven't been putting as many words in my posts now, sorry about that. Haven't been that motivated to form better sentences lately.

I'm pretty sure I have my harder classes tomorrow. Like 90% sure. Yeah heck.

Oh and I've been feeling a little sick for the past few days. Yeah heck eck.

It's all pressure and nerves. 

It'll be okay. I'll be okay.

At least that's what I keep on hearing.

We've got this, guys. 

<3 <3 

~ Cutepups .