Songs that are similar to my mood lately and/or story inspiration.
Brief positivity before all those depressing lyrics: I had a bad headache this morning ever since I woke up, but it's mostly gone now. I didn't take any pain medication either. I finished the first draft of my college app essay. I've been stressing over that for a while now. I don't think mine is as horrible as I thought it would be. It was a little easier to write than my previously recent school essays.
Senior year? Fun? Awesome? Sorry, can't relate. I'm busy having an identity crisis about myself and my future over here.
Oh and lmao I'm not over this. So a few months ago, I made this post where I typed about this dream I had. To sum it up, it was about me driving to school but always getting late since I kept getting lost. The dream ended with me getting in trouble at school and then later by my parents. And then dream-me had a breakdown and was.. mm.. basically suicidal.
Yeah uh heh.
Well damn, that's some foreshadowing right there.
Because the first time I drove to school, I got in trouble because I screwed up my parking. No, I didn't get lost while driving to school and I wasn't late either. Got in trouble for.. that other reason. And so for the rest of that day, I was on the edge of having an hours long panic attack. Oh and I also really wanted to die too.
Mm, that foreshadowing. Way to go, brain.
Ok, ok I'm in a rush now..? Ugh fine. I'll make this quick. Onto the songs now.
.... never mind. I'll finish this post later.
Sorry if you get recommended these songs again later, hah.
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Some are more obviously one than the other, and some are for both. I'm not explaining.
Bye. <3 ,,,,
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