You Are More Than Your Darkness

Hello. <3 

When I was in the car after religious services today, my hell brain created something.

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Character is Ryen. I thought this would fit him. Same could go for Fierdan, but I felt like drawing Ryen would be better.

Disclaimer: There aren't really any religions in the actual story timeline.

This is basically...

Religious related (?? idk lol) + thinking about Ryen and (pre)Fierdan.

(Religious? I don't know?) 

(Why did I create this? Idk lmao. Enjoy.)

(What's this? Something kinda sorta Jewish related? Oh worm?) 

(Lol yeah sure.)

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A new year has started.

Acknowledge your sins.

It's the day of atonement.

Learn from your mistakes.

Become a better person.

Become a better you.

Your past doesn't define who you are today.

You've been living in the dark for far too long.

All you know is darkness as if it's the only thing you've ever known.

It's been way too long, my dear.

I'm sick of seeing you in the darkness.

You deserve to see the light.

You deserve to feel warmth.

You deserve to be forgiven.

You've been in hell ever since you can remember.

I don't care about where you came from or how you were raised.

My dear, you are so much more than what you know.

You are more than your darkness.

He isn't you.

You aren't him.

You aren't your father.

You aren't your brother.

You are yourself.

You and your brother aren't your father.

Both of you aren't him.

You are your own person.

Other people don't define you.

It's not too late for you to turn to the light.

It's not too late for you to be a good person.

It's never too late.

You can be forgiven.

You are loved.

You're worth so much more than being someone's tool.

It's a new year.

You can create yourself anew from the ashes he left you in.

You deserve to live.

You deserve to know what it's like to feel alive.

Maybe the only thing we can do is pray.

Maybe we can only pray that things will get better for us.

Who knows if there's even a God out there.

You are more than your darkness.

Let's go reach for the light together.

You are loved.

You are forgivable.

This isn't only about Ryen and Fierdan.

This is now my message to you and to me.

Life might be hell right now.

Life might have always felt like hell.

You deserve to be alive.

You've been hurting.

We've been hurting for quite some time.

Finding the light in a world of darkness is so hard.

Oh I know, I know.

It's out there somewhere.

Let's go find it.

I'll throw you into the light until you're glowing.

You're worth so much more than your darkness.

Your past doesn't define you.

Toxic people don't define you.

It's a new year, my dear.

Let's try our best to become better versions of ourselves.

It's never too late to transform ourselves into something better.

It's never too late to feel alive.

Live.

Stay alive.

For me, but more importantly, for yourself.

Don't give up on hope.

We will find the light one day.

You and I both will.

I'm sick of being trapped in this darkness.

Let's go into the light.

Throw away the excess darkness.

Embrace the light instead.

The light has always been inside of us.

You and I are worth more than being defined by darkness.

Let's try to define ourselves in the light instead.

But first, let's find the light from inside ourselves.

And break out of the dark.

<3 <3 <3 <3