Aaaaaaa

It's September. Where did the time go? Oh darn.

I ended that last post with a poem. Wow nice.

Why is the title of this post that? Haha well...

I'm screaming internally because of life and its crap. And also because of Avatar- extremely sad excuse though.

Ok so lol XD where to begin..? 

The other day (today too lol) I was scrolling through YouTube. 

(Oh did you know I hate myself? Like why am I a person again?)

So anyway, I was watching these YouTube videos that were about dissing the crappy The Last Airbender movie.

I only saw clips of scenes from that horrific movie through these YouTube videos dissing the movie. The videos made me laugh. This movie sounds like garbage omg.

:'D X'D omg tf is this? 

However, I stumbled across these other videos about the cursed movie. It's the songs from the movie. The soundtrack. The OSTs.

Umm guys... I like these songs? They're not bad? I'm listening to them right now? 

Songs being better than the shows or movies they're from.. what an aesthetic. Happens a lot, doesn't it?

Songs.. best part. Mm. Ok.

Next topic time! Yay! ~~

I have ideas for very emotional posts about my characters.

Omg Duke,, my son,, bab...

My brain just now: Ardere. Aang. They're both like the younger kid characters. Both of their names start with A. ;) 

Yeah.. that's true. Yes.

I kinda want to draw human Ardere. 

Actually, I just want to draw all the characters as humans now. That's what they are. They're not foxes, pfft.

 I never even viewed them as furries (blegh hate that word) so why are they called foxes if they're humans? I don't know anymore. Why am I like this?

Same goes for the wolf characters, pfft.

Thinking about Duke in certain scenes is breaking my heart. I'm crying wtf I love my problematic asshole son.

If I could draw emotions very clearly in drawing eyes, I would draw Duke's eyes in two future scenes.

1. Duke's reaction to Ardere. (ouch my heart, much sadness)

2. Duke's realization about how much Admiral also, just like with Twinkle, damaged him. (sadness mixed with anger, ouch again)

Well, those for the sad Duke scenes. 10000% sadder than my sad Duke scenes in 2014 and 15 lol.

But the saddest part of all of this is.........

I don't know when I'll ever find the time to write these chapters. Life is very stressful and scary and just bad. I need more time, gahh.

I need to draw Duke and Finny being cute together. I need to draw Duke and Ardere being cute and happy together. I need my bros being happy friends.

I'm too lazy to actually go draw though. What a shame.

Oh and I mean them looking as humans lol. I also have to draw human Duke in his first hair look. I really should draw that at some point.

Gosh, I'm so stressed and have so much pressure on me. But saying stuff like this in posts is giving me more stuff I should stress about. Ugh, stop it me.

It also scares me how you might hear the characters' voices in a completely different way than I do. Eeesh.

I want to draw an older Fierdan and Soulless. And make it actually look good. More scary perhaps.

Yeah.. I have so many ideas. But so little time. School is starting pretty soon, unfortunately.

Guess that means I better start drawing now.

(Btw Fierdan's voice.. <3 mm my heart.)

Danny is basically Fierdan + Duke without the Soulless part. Danny is my favorite out of the tragedy children trio. 

I also love Dawn a whole damn lot, don't get me wrong. But pre-Fierdan Danny is so pure and what a boy. Wtf I love you, kid.

Chapter 76.. you'll understand. Maybe. I hope. 

I love Danny. Ok bye.

~ Cutepups ;; <3