It Was Intentional

Hi guys. I'm gonna explain why I made the banner the way I did. Yes, I intended to make it the way I did. Yes, there are meanings behind it. But first off, have a picture! ^-^

;-; <3

Now back to the main reason of this post...

Okay, so those Fierdan pictures on the banner? I love them so much. The PicMonkey effects I put on them. Oh my god, just yes. Oh and if you're uncomfortable with the fact that the red stuff on that his hands and face is blood, then you can just pretend it's ketchup.

The PicMonkey made the blood look kinda like ketchup. The original picture makes the blood look, well more like blood. Here's the original picture if you're wondering.

And compare it to the blood on the banner picture. That one looks like neon blood compared to the original picture. :p

(The random picture I found on Google is the first picture of this post because I don't want the bloody picture to be the first thing you see in my post (like if you're viewing on mobile or something.. idk). Yeah, just deal with it. Deal with the fact that I randomly put a set of lyrics from a Twenty One Pilots song in the very beginning of this post. <3)

So anyway, I was bored earlier today. I edited with PicMonkey to create these. (Haha, more PicMonkey! 8D)

Blue hue

Red hue (edited eyes with another effect though)

Now whatever that was is out of the way, onto them (hidden..?) symbols.

I made the banner have these two halves for a reason. The top half being the more festive and seasonal, and the bottom half being all revolved around my three main TEO characters. Like the top half is more general and known about than the bottom one. With the blog title in this font that makes it look like the letters are icicles, and the three main things I'm determined to blog about. The other half is a much longer story...

Well, the other half is more of a hidden half. By that I mean it's hard to fully understand all the meaning of it without me explaining it (which is much harder than the other half). I doubt I'll be even able to explain all the meaning behind the bottom half to you guys. But I'll try. 

So yeah, I made all of them have this sad and depressing mood. Well yeah, I can just say that I did it that way because they all get sad. That it's just about them. 

But it's not. Remember when I said it's the hidden half that's difficult to know the meaning of just on its surface? Well anyway, there's a reason why I said that too.

Besides the fact that it's about my characters, the fact that all of the pictures are sad is because.. um.. because I want to clarify with all of you but still make it hidden and less obvious. Okay, I've been venting and feeling depressed for a while now. And yeah, the slightest thing can ruin my day and make me feel upset, urge me to make vent posts. You know, all that bad stuff. Like even though I can make the most enthusiastic post, I know (you know) that I'm not as truly happy as I used to be. Even still, it feels I'm being fake with my feelings to you. Like, okay this sounds like crap I know, having those sad pictures is like me showing you the truth, like under these happy pretends. That I'm fragile, still in a depressing mood, in a fear of breaking apart one day. Like the sad pictures can be a reminder that I might suddenly make a negative post, vent, whatever.

Haha, that probably doesn't make any sense to you. Except to that one person who slightly truly understands me. Yeah, I don't mind. No, I'm not just not gonna explain all that to the rest of you guys. I'm also tired.

Enough about me, the characters!

They're sad because of, well because of who they are. They really aren't those up-happy, optimistic characters. They're all pretty depressing characters deep down (yes, even Dawn). Sure, they've all had those happy moments that made them feel that they're "on top of the world", but those aren't their permanent feelings. They (well, mainly Fierdan and Twinkle) are huge pessimists. And in the sequels, Fierdan (well, Danny then) is extremely depressed and hysterical. Like the bad kind of hysterical (delusions, hallucinations). Which cause Twinkle (well, Stella then) and Dawn to feel pessimistic and negative as well.

Honestly, this banner is like a preview for after Twinkle's Story (lol that crappy story, amirite? c;). Well, those depressing feelings start towards the end of Twinkle's Story too, I guess. Like with all those deaths and things they've witnessed. *shrugs*

And they (me too) are broken in a ton of ways (like on an emotional aspect for the most part). And as this TEO series goes on, hopefully you'll come to realize that as well.

Oh and the snow basically goes with the top half's meaning. It's winter and the "holiday season". And what other way to display that by putting a snowy background as the base of the banner? (Sorry to those in the southern hemisphere!)

The pictures are connected in that order because they're all related to each other in some way. Like they affect each other. And besides, Dawn separates Fierdan (well, Duke I guess.. I just call him Fierdan now.. even though they're two different characters technically) from Twinkle. And Fierdan was close with Dawn before Twinkle. So that kinda makes sense with the order. 

(Duke) Fierdan is this mysterious character that's stuck in this dark hell (Cincernum) who craves blood. Dawn is this romantic and dramatic plant lover character (idk lol). Twinkle is this sensitive and shy character. And the pictures I used to correspond them with fit them so well.

So that's why I chose the pictures I did. Because they're all sad deep down, and the actions of the people in the pictures go with their personalities.

Sorry I probably sound really confusing to most of you guys. I don't feel like explaining the banner anymore. So just be satisfied with what I typed. Okay thanks.

Farewell, friends.