Thank You, Friend

I was lost in my mind
Not knowing what was right 
Not knowing what was wrong 
I let my internal darkness engulf me
I let it attempt to drown me
I was at a total lost
Because I let my light down
So it was only flickering 

But then you did something
That you might not even know 
What you did affected me
In a good way
Just like how you affected me
In a bad way earlier 
You looked at me
Your light radiated onto me
You talked to me
You laughed with me
You helped me 
You made me realize how wrong I was
You brought me back to reality 
You made my flickering light not die out

I once thought you as 
Hostile, an attacker
Rude, a hater
Someone who just wanted to dismantle the light 
Someone who always thought they were right
My enemy

Now I see you as
Helpful, you helped me in a ton of ways
Helped me how to cope, how to see how I was tearing all of us apart
Thoughtful, you comment in such a length
Your thoughts and opinions saturating the comments
Smart, you realized before I ever did
From your kind tips to what I was subconsciously doing
My friend 

Thank you for everything
Thank you for being you, the real you, to me
Thank you for everything 
Thank you, friend. 

~*~*~*~

[Dedicated to Queen (aka Reachie) and the Anonymous commenter who recently commented the long comments]

:) 

~ Cutepups (aka Blue) <3